Shoutouts to @chazmakes.com

Why it's gotten very quiet on my bsky: data.netcat.moe/mental_healt...

Ive acquired ac (portable) next year we'll install proper split ones again

I miss my AC >.<

wtf?

Dear diary, today I learned every idiot can submit stuff to malwarebytes as breached and it won't get double checked, gotta love the internet in 2026. lmao

Im okay with this

I'm back home, I really didn't miss german internet peering >.<

I havent touched vrc in forever, but all I ever see is more and more shopslop in the announcements, makes me sad. We'll never get the golden era of 2017-2020 back :/

Haskell loves you too, tall lesbian!

Happy June

I suppose i haven't posted in a bit huh? I can only offer IRL net for now, pretty hot outside here 🇨🇭

Honestly, i'm so glad i can live here for a while I love this country, I really do.. Gonna be bittersweet to return to shithole germany again eventually... But my life has to get back into order again

Switzerland is on fire jfc

Ngl, this time i actually feel like i grew out of vrc entirely, reallife has replaced vrc fully at this point But i guess thats how things go when you turn 30...

THIS, Go touch some grass

I didnt know if i post food id fucking summon a bunch of boomers lmao

Second meal i cooked myself:

I'm working on a new major VRC Light Volumes update! - Baked realtime shadows (very performant) - Animated cookies and cubemaps - Optimized area lights - No more legacy code - Almost full back compatibility with older light volumes shaders (excluding new shadows)

Learning cooking atm, i must say my for my first meal wasn't even bad :3 One more step to independence.. even if its a bit late.. mm My generation is cooked

What a great day! We watched a movie, went outside for a big walk, and took a nice bubbly bath and ate well.. Yes.. this is good..

My irl bestie got me out of this hell hole that was my dads place, honestly im so glad to have her.. @mizutayio.bsky.social Literally life saver.. Now I can for once heal.. mm.. (She drove 8 hours to get me)

I just gotta hang on and somehow stay strong... but you won't find me around online any time soon :/ Gotta find myself a place and my autistic ass needs to learn how to be/live independent now... If this is karma for all I did wrong in my life.. so be it.. just.. let my mother heal again ;-;

I wont be around much at all after what happened with my mom.. worst birthday ever.. im just glad shes alive.. i just want things to go back to normal.. so much..

Finally after what felt like thousands of years, i finally got fiber

My custom subD modifier with auto-creasing feels like cheating

looking into each other's beautiful transgender eyes

No one wants this >.< Why are CEOs dumb as bricks nowadays and don't get what users actually want... it's not that hard

Well, I moved, but.. I feel really empty now I should be really happy with this absurdly big room, yet i feel even more isolated and alone than before.. bweh.. Money doesn't buy happiness, unfortunately.

Anyways, bubble bath time Now that I finally have a bathtub :3

Bluesky is just returning a 403 all the time now lol

Well... the last place has messed me up more than I expected, every noise makes me feel uneasy now.. after noise pollution to the max.. also apparently I have tinutus? I didn't even know until it was dead silent like it is here Hearing the new upstairs neighbor caugh muffled triggers anxiety still

Hi from new place :3

Moving rn and i found my first dj controller from 2010 and my water speakers LMFAO

Sorry if this sounds bold: But are we done with the optimization topic finally? if booth creators are too stupid and ignorant to make shit optimized, don't expect the end user to do so. That was my hot take, thanks for coming to my ted talk #vrchat

For a week this is all i have vrc related, this outfit is something else though GUH

Room is slowly getting packed into boxes aaa

I'm still very poor gang lol

I HAVE INTERNET AGAIN OMG FINALLY

#VRChat #VRC #VRChatPhotography #VirtualPhotography #Mayo3D #Minase #Kumaly #Milltina

Me and fenc (last picture of this room before its empty soon :3)

Come snuggle!

Just 3 more days and i'm outta here~ Fiber internet is ordered (finally) On the 20th they'll do the installation (drilling a hole from the basement into my new appartment) And then I should be (hopefully) around again~ Also HRT in 5 days

I'm in gmod now :3

I was gonna sleep, but i keep waking up because there's thuds and bangs upstairs.... this has been my life for 9 months now... im so glad im getting out of here soon..... just 6 more days...

My new website is now public :3 it's pretty much Indieweb netcat.moe

I uh- decided to make my new music public: soundcloud.com/mikacide pls follow? i- if you want

[VRCTI Results] Type: ISDU, Sleep VR / Abyss Walker vrc.nupa.moe/vrcti?result... #VRCTI #VRChat