apropos of nothing, here's an old blog post i did about piracy and when/whether it's ok and things like that when the people who make the games aren't even getting to keep their jobs, far less profit from a game's success, pirate those suckaz tbh www.joewintergreen.com/one-time-a-g...

realising how much i care about being a gnc trans woman -josie

[ph-] Happy Tension Headache Thursday to all who celebrate -josie

[mh-] turns out if you spend your entire life strictly regulating your emotions that when you start allowing yourself to feel emotions you can be kind of bad at regulating them -josie

i'm trying to be post-spoilers. i want to enjoy something without being worried about being spoiled about it. if i get 'spoiled' on something i want to feel no negative emotion about it and i want to just continue to enjoy the narrative experience instead of a set of unexpected moments -josie

clouds

okay when they say “you should eat lunch” they do mean it. noted. -josie

wow these adhd meds are Not Helping i just had my third anxiety attack in 24 hours -josie

[DID Talk] sometimes it feels like being haunted. someone taking over your legs and arms. uninvited thoughts. restraints stopping you from thinking and doing things. talking to an invisible entity. loving them, even. -daisy

ok i need to log off and not front for a while bye -daisy

[mh-] i dont think there is any one place on the internet where i can't get randomly triggered. not even here. i'm too mentally ill for the internet -daisy

[mh-] i wish my brain would stop calling me evil and broken -daisy

Sigh -daisy

if ur not using pluraldawn you're not getting the Full Deluxe Experience of my posts btw. and that is quite disappointing. you should get nothing less than the Full Deluxe Experience -daisy

i love the rock band Swimming -daisy

YAY i can unmute tadc now -daisy

Vaporeon Board

Turns out you shouldn't click on CWs that have triggering topics on them. Who would have thought. -null

"review" https://f0rest.net/garden/folx/ -daisy

semantic web is still the future

I did a thing: github.com/FractalFir/c... (This is the entire rust compiler, converted to C - yes, it is functional).

for disability pride month i am coming out as plural-- wait i already did that. fuck. heyyy i have autism did you know -daisy

wtf eleventy

the Impaler🗡️

i believe in friendship

starting to think that i have a jobhunting headmate that takes in all my autism masking and boymoding and makes us easy to talk to. everyone say thanks to jobhunting headmate for helping us get a job lol -josie

[jobseeking (aah!)] handed out four CVs today in person & i’m feeling awesome about it. there’s actually like a thrill that comes with successfully getting a manager to take your CV! fuck Indeed and fuck LinkedIn i’m doing this the old fashioned way :3

One of my favourite “stims” is perfectly matching pitch/resonance while singing lyrics. -null #do-voice-training

what’s the etiquette for a begpost do i delete it or edit it or something after i get enough

oh my god all of you are so amazing

*dissociates your identity* -josie

[begpost] hate to do this etc etc i’m unemployed and have no money for 11 days all tips will go to me buying canned food and other non-perishable goods thx :) https://paypal.me/jbnet

a lineart drawing https://f0rest.net/art/misc/girl/

i dont know how krita made the text tool worse. you cant even change the text style at all without opening a new fucking docker that looks like this. what is this even supposed to do. why are some of the options greyed out. -josie

i feel like i have some gatekeeper headmate that just stops me from drawing emotional art at all because i just cant do it -josie

FAQ https://f0rest.net/garden/faq/

the urge to do cool drawing and the urge to finish my minecraft mod are battling like some epic wizards with the colored beams that trade back and forth and then one of them overpowers but that hasn't quite happened yet -daisy

its been like a week without meds, cmon adhd clinic just write the fucking script -daisy

IT WARMM -daisy

I love the feeling of a thunderstorm after a heatwave. We defeated the beast — cold breaks through — it wails in defeat long into the night. -null

TODAY, JUNE 25TH, IS INTERNATIONAL HUG A DEER DAY AS YOU DO EVERY YEAR, PLEASE MAKE APPROPRIATE ARRANGEMENTS AND HUG A DEER BEFORE IT IS NO LONGER INTERNATIONAL HUG A DEER DAY THE CLOCK IS TICKING.

SPOILER CULTURE https://f0rest.net/garden/spoilers/

what a wonderful name for a baby boy -daisy

i dont care for cards and presents to be honest. i have enough stuff really. i dont need more stuff i really need less stuff -josie

well i think i have tadc spoiled for me. maybe i should watch episode 1 soon -josie

oh shit i havent posted in a bit. look at my wip mod -josie

i love the word 'unawares' so much -josie