Snow day with friends, they did the shoveling and outdoor stuff and I made the food and coffee, teamwork makes the dream work. 📷 : @werewolfdex.bsky.social

It’s UpRoar this weekend, gonna be my first major social interaction since..the last one. Work and my health have pretty much stomped out every other chance. Excited Woke up with scratchy throat. Fuck. Hopefully it’s just dry air. At least im about 29 pounds lighter than last one!

Whole house cleaned minus a room. I left that one for the other two. Happy Valentine’s Day. Starting to get real miserable living here.

The screen has biggened and beyonded

Bigscreen beyond 2E in tonight. If all goes well I’ll be testing it out, hopefully it just runs, but I’ve seen the mixed reviews. Fingers crossed

Interesting. Having gotten back into full swing of being mostly active and loosing weight has had a interesting side effect. Depression is lessened a bunch, but. Without that fog there, I can really feel how much a busy work day fucks me up, like into the next day. Huh.

25 pounds down from 200 consistently for three days so I say that’s stuck. Still getting to either my former weight before depression pizza, or recomp muscle weight vs fat. Face is finally loosing the excess roundness, necks tightening back up. Progress.

Summer vs. Winter in my island fantasy world Argenta. 🌿❄️

Officially hit 178 from 200. Being more active, dieting smart while incorporating treats (in my case a cocktail or two on weekends. My LORD they are Calorie dense) The 50 plus pounds I gained from eating my grief in 22 is going bye bye. Good riddance.

About to start using old magic to find these niche parts for this system. I literally don’t know why: 1. They get pulled out 2. No one seems to have any 3. If they do, it’s like pulling teeth to get them to think about selling even if unused.

Holy Motorola Batman

“Playing” with last gen Motorola p25 equipment. Pretty much got this entire system 75 percent there. Just awaiting parts to build out a very elusive programming cable, and then hope that connections are true to old limited documentation

Awake again at 230 3am with horrid pain. Hopefully the augmentin makes it stop eventually (per the dentist today) but some pain management would have been nice 3,:

Spent the majority (and counting) of my rotational time off period being sicker than I’ve been in a long time, and as per tradition I will be a ok to go right back into work, but for now the fevers down to 99.9 with tylenol from 101.8 (102.9 without for the past 3 days)

If my use in a social sphere is to be the reliable worker when needed, than be the casual to moderate annoyance when not working, than some introspection is needed to why. If I shrink my own self down anymore, I’m going to disappear, and it’s insulting that people I trust are the bad actors.

It’s crazy that to some people, no matter how nice the gesture is, how heartfelt or real it is, they will use what you did as a shit talking point to make themselves look better to friends. If my traditions, hobbies, and interests are so terrible, why be my friend? Punching bag use, me thinks.

Goofy dance world thing.

Grandmas kitchen in Philly

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Another year older.

This world is super duper pretty. Testing out the full body trackers n such.

"It’s hard to believe I’m standing in the lobby where the first ever Midwest FurFest took place… because I’m not. That’s in Arlington Heights, which is miles away and hasn't been home to MFF since 2001."

Body trackers acquired. Hopefully an upgrade to a big screen beyond 2 for Christmas. Cause if I can’t see my distant friends in person at cons (job schedule is literally the worst) at least I can try online

It’s #fursuitfriday It’s dog! Now with hoodie (grey)

Dug out my old lights. Figured if I got this fancy 17 pro I aught to try the video stuff. Enjoy this bull chucked together with iMovie. Lmao.

Enough of the trees have begun changing colors that it’s starting to actually look like fall. I find myself not noticing the season changes or holidays much any more. I wonder if that’s just due to growing up or depression induced apathy. Either way. It was nice to take a second and leaf peep.

He’s watching technology connections because it silences the elevated auditory hum of anxiety

And it’s done! Wew

Doing one of them book nook things. This one has lights in it too. The little mini scenes with lots of detail scratch that itch.

What year vintage is wineguy now? Do you think he’ll be dry or sweet?

Before you lies two paths.

Genuinely excited for BF6. I think that’s stemming from friends also excited to get into it and play. I really do hope it recaptures that BF3/4 feel. It certainly captures the old excitement of a midnight release, minus the standing in 50F at a strip mall. Which. I kinda miss as well.

Every now and then I get a good chunk of video games that I’m excited for coming out during the. Idk. Release season? Yotei has been awesome but I’m about to go old school with BF6. The betas all were mostly positive and boy am I ready for those hour long grinds with friends.

Now haunting digital spaces Courtesy of @furfag.gay

Same.

Come listen to stuff you thought at the time was meh but now makes you ugly cry whilst grating next to a latex deer.

"Plow me" Aight but due to my northeastern upbringing I will also be spreading salt and activating my amber flashers.

Grill night due to good weather, figured out how to make toum and zhoug, have a bunch left. Time to make a bunch of Levant bbq and melt into the grill.

How that warm bottle of fruit flavored soju be guiding me

Its good Friday. Or something. Pass the coffee.

Took advantage of the random 83 degree day and went to the beach for an early surf fishing teaser

Rice steamed, koji and yeast in. Fingers crossed. First time doing a full-on koji inoculation, then using it to co-ferment rice. I've used the "magic yeast" that does it all at once, but it's a lot more of a weird umami flavor. I don't truly know what proper koji smells like, it seemed ok.

🦊 #pixelart

#FCF feed be like Did yall get miracle grow instead of Flintstone vitamins cause DAMN.