if you're reading this, I'm glad you're here. I'm glad you can know joy, and sorrow, and anger, and everything else we feel. I've lost too many friends and loved ones and I am filled with the emotion I experience and carry on their behalf, in memoriam. I'm proud of you. Do your best. It's enough.

don't think of it like DID, think of it like a high availability failover cluster - instead of your services going offline with cloudflare outages, your server pool would just really want chocolate milk and cuddles and to blast emo music in the MDF

crying in the shower is closest we've gotten to an emotional panacea since the invention of doing drugs next to a girl who loves you

Do you need to enter a world where Daylight Savings Time doesn't make it dark at 4-5pm? You should check out The Wanderer's Log! -Urban/adventure fantasy -Diverse cast + multiple magic systems -On Kindle Unlimited and B&N (+ physical) -And much more! #promosky #booksky #indie #writingcommunity

Happy Halloween from your favorite corporate friendly computer witch 🖤

didn't have telling my therapist "I just need to get dicked down" on my bingo card this week but we ball

touched grass today

just finished my first week at the new job and it feels AMAZING to feel passion for my work again. turns out having a boss who backs you up and coworkers who know their shit in an environment where you have enough power to actually do your job is a good vibe!!! and it's only gonna get better 🖤

My protagonist Kutumin's birthday is today! The Wanderer's Log is still free for one more day (today) to celebrate! Go check out his story 🎂 #thewandererslog #promosky #booksky www.amazon.com/dp/B0F6M8MPS4

100% #Silksong completion after 146 hours ~ This might be my favorite game of all time. 5 years of waiting paid off and I'll probably be playing this game for a very long time (I NEED the item randomizer) Also I got Steel Heart and Speed Completion in the same run!! I think thats pretty cool :3⚡️

last day at my old job today, 8 years of time spent and I'll miss some parts but I'm so excited for a new opportunity on Monday we're gonna make it

i hope you all have a lovely day especially you, artists who make a quick sketch or edit then export and close your art app without saving because "meh i won't need to edit it later"

sleep token was incredible btw

the most transfem-coded healthcare you can get in America is having a band save your life then spending $300 on merch at their show

procrastination girlmoder (shaves her face at the in n out drive through to avoid being clocked by the cashier)

my heart shattered

two steps forward, four steps back

I got the job, and they exceeded my ask for salary 🖤 we're gonna be okay this time, I think

my #nightreign experience

he started doing this in the mornings too, so i started putting on my headset and playing music the moment he raises his voice and he rambles to himself and fizzles out after a few minutes of repeating reddit-tier discourse if i ever do this i hope someone is kind enough to tell me to shove it

wish us luck on our second round job interview tomorrow, would be a sizable pay increase and much shorter commute

ancient wisdom has been bestowed upon me, through a divine act of providence

beat my first couple of nightreign solo runs finally, after a lot of practice in duos what a lovely game

>listening to collide with the sky in the car daydreaming about a little caesar's pizza >hoping i can get MCR tickets for the black parade tour >wishing and waiting for the new season of bleach close enough, welcome back junior year of high school

this girl got me checking frame data and googling out of shield options

spending my saturday night with @vokelie.bsky.social as she teaches me smash, downing tonkatsu ramen in between matches and letting her yap passionately everything in life is worth it for moments like these, i am so gay i may collapse into a black hole from the force of my sapphic energy

she's a 10 but she makes you put up with shit like this every time you get flirty

never kill yourself

i collect friends with autistic hyperfixations on a variety of topics and regularly consult them it's beautiful to have my meds reviewed by the pharmacology autist, my writing reviewed by the worldbuilding autist, and my curiosities sated by the guy with encyclopedic knowledge of napoleonic history

stunlocking your new therapist twice in session 1 and hearing the steam achievement sound

>time to go home >give my coworker a recap of the day >"here's what happened today" >*political rant* >"yeah that's wild" >*political rant* >"mhm" with no eye contact >*political rant* >"crazy", closing the door dude please shut up i swear to god i will turn you into a SEAHORSE, nobody cares

pretty sure there no better feeling than realizing you genuinely don't care about someone you shouldn't care about anymore it's incredibly freeing to no longer worry or wonder, and to appreciate that how you live today is better than how you did yesterday

Olivia Rodrigo writes such lovely music for the part of me that still feels like a lonely lost high school girl who doesn't know how to navigate her emotions

>wake up >feel like doing something new >ritalin kicks in >infinite possibilities open before me >the world is mine to subjugate >choice paralysis >do regular comfort activities instead every weekend for years

so many changes to my life this year, but I think it's trending positive life is hard but I'm harder

teaching my gf how to voice train, she starts off all nervous but she eases into it and as i hit low health in a nightreign run she gasps and i just. this is why paris stole helen from the spartans. this is the locket worn by soldiers off to war. succubus tactics. google how to know am i gay

*slaps you* that's for making me worry! *inflates you, making you big and round* and that's.. for saving my life

sometimes a doll needs to be clung to to feel wanted

every time the weekend hits i lay down with my vape pen and float through an ocean of misfiring synapses to find the parts of me i buried the prior week and let them breathe again i may wear sobriety like a cheap pantsuit but i rock misery like a fashion week supermodel in her prime

i hope you're all doing well, friends

going back in time and uttering the sentence "the greatest silkpost of all was giorgio armani destiny bonding the steam servers" to immediately vaporize a small protohuman settlement

the horrors persist but so do we

happy Labor Day, especially to the woodcutting pal that @vokelie.bsky.social and i gave stimulants to

and you are mine. 🖤

cramming every useful thing I intend to do for the day into my ritalin peak so that I can coast off my success like a one hit wonder

I got good sleep, vibes are back, its a cloudy day at a nice temperature, my car doesn't need repairs like I thought, my shuffle playlist had only bangers this morning YEAR OF THE DOLL, BABY

shoutout drugs, the real oomfie

there's a subreddit for "would you do it" hypothetical situations, and half the posts I see are self-reports -$2m or any dick size you want -$250k/year but you have to read 300 pages of a book per week -$10b or live as the opposite gender forever like girl do you need to talk 😭