hopeless and docile

I am ashamed of the person I am

I'm trying to drink away the part of the day that I cannot sleep away youtu.be/k8A6g37KJj0

am i just going to pay for my sins endlessly? is this what life has for me?

💭drinking a gallon of pho broth

Also, @jeromesdream.bsky.social I'm a fan.

twin peaks Laura's theme x sammyclassicsonicfan "YOUR FANTASIES CAN NEVER BE QUENCHED CAN THEY? ...WHEN WILL YOU LEARN? WHEN WILL YOU LEARN, THAT YOUR ACTIONS HAVE CONSEQUENCES" mashup

maybe you still think about it too, maybe that's just wishful thinking

producer tag THE PAIN IS UNRELENTING

releasing video of me crying in the club soon

sketch

clown girl bikini (two clown noses over the nipples attached to string)

Can't believe this is my only life to live and I'm spending it being scared of everything

don't fear the reaper youtu.be/wAp_5ZCeZA4

It only takes a moment

I don't give a fuck if you need healthcare daddy needs a new yacht to impress his controversially young girlfriend

at my first job when my boss pissed me off I would sign him up for dating websites using his email

I LOVE BEING MISERABLE AND HOLDING MYSELF TO STANDARDS I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO MEET !!!!

There's a parasite in my brain forcing me to love you

good morning youtu.be/b6MM6on1OuY

fuck my stupid faggot life

I know you have no love to give me but my heart refuses to accept that

laying face down on the ground for this youtu.be/yOnXe8ttmjY

charlie kirk down!!!! maybe there is a loving god after all

I am not allowed to be normal about anything

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it's so insane to me that some mac demarco fans don't know about the drumstick incident

walking a floor jack around my neighborhood like a dog

sacrificial love

it's my birthday give me 99999999999999999999 dollers

vehicular hamburger helper

Doing my part to keep the rent low by screaming every time I have a thought I don't like

scaffolding chan is placing complex barriers up around herself

youtu.be/gG0SzfteBYM i believe in fear and complacency

hhaha...