can the big monstrous top from monsterfucking art be she/her or it/its? no? he/him again? i fucking hate you i hate you

Would you… love me? #va11halla

Literally Muller in Chapter 2 of the vacation fic I'm writing

one of those evenings where i want to kind of collapse inward, leave no trace and see nobody. i wish i could live as a ghost for a bit, just kind of haunt my living space without these stress cramps or these brainworms or all these messages i get when i hurt that feel almost mocking.

The rabbit rocked my shit again

We're up! Time to make my way as a contractor on Rubicon and hopefully not get manipulated by space rocks! www.twitch.tv/toomuchsascha

🌸 #DOD3 #Drakengard

This is just going to always be my go-to response to this kind of thing anthonymoser.github.io/writing/ai/h...

Cleaning #Sentropy #HonkaiImpact3rd

Listening to La Dispute's album "No One Was Driving the Car" that dropped this year. It's kind of crazy to hear Jordan at a vocal intensity I don't think he's been at since the more dire moments of Wildlife and Somewhere At the Bottom of the River Between Vega and Altair. youtu.be/AHusIjLTu_M?...

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Realized last Thursday that Raines is so obviously Cybil Bennett coded and it somehow only occurred to me recently

// TONIGHT // @imnetaokay.bsky.social filled me on a whole ass PLANETARY exclusion Zone on the outer rim, complete with things to plunder & corporate death squads to toe it with. I'm in heaven! Hey wait, anybody else hear a voice in their head? Just me? // 20:00 EST // #VTuber #PrypiatCityHateCrew

Found out that song I really liked off that brand new $uicideboy$ album does, in fact, sample Title Fight. I thought I heard the riff from Safe In Your Skin in there. That's real fuckin nice. www.youtube.com/watch?v=rTbh...

Summer Clothes Commissioned from @dethmaid.bsky.social who absolutely KILLED IT! #SaschaSketches

root humping a plushie- not that it would help her predicament

Realized tonight that some of my favorite albums in the past couple years have been albums that deal with parenthood. - The Wonder Years "The Hum Goes On Forever" - Earl Sweatshirt "Live Laugh Love" - The National "High Violet" - Pianos Become the Teeth "Wait for Love"

The people have spoken and they love it

After last night's VC I am now working on a mecha yuri series where the protag listens to Barry White and Curtis Mayfield during missions

moral quandary, new kid? here's my solution. the life-giving 280 mm shell. by turning a couple hundred armored vehicles into crushed cans of pre-cooked human meat we potentially spare the lives of thousands, maybe millions. do i believe it? of course not. the senseless tragedy makes me wet

I should comm a piece of Raines fucking Sascha while she's asleep... The maid all cozy in her night clothes until a certain pent-up operator starts going at her, quietly panting "Don't wake up, don't wake up, don't fucking wake up-"

"is mortal kombat an eroguro game" - the greatest thread in the history of forums, locked by a moderator after 12,239 pages of heated debate,

The crew didn't like my new AC design ahu ahu ahu

girl dinner?

puppy bathroom lovers

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We up! Come watch us bumble through snow in the summer and figure out what's wrong with...SILENT HILL. www.twitch.tv/toomuchsascha

// TONIGHT // What? No, this is totally a Christmas game, look there's even snow, an- oh. Ooooh... Looks like me and @mediarachnea.bsky.social are lost in a quiet resort town and gotta stop some satanic black magic, sick shit. // 20:00 EST // #VTuber #PrypiatCityHateCrew

Number 10 is having a very merry Christmas

Wife got me Selaco for Christmas but i panicked because it wasn't showing up in my inventory??? Turns out if you're on Family Sharing and the "parent" sends you a gift game it just gets automatically redeemed for you.

LESGOOOOO SANTA BROUGHT US A NEW $UICIDEBOY$ ALBUM

bestie ur getting a little too jolly,,,

the office party ended with a kiss from the cute girl from marketing. i was still tingling from her touch when i got home.

NEAT SASCHA FACT: God smiles upon the Callous Daoboys.

In brighter news, the year's 6x6. Kinda surprised there's no $uicideboy$ but I guess there wasn't enough plays on a single album since I just shuffle their shit. I think Jamie Paige, Sleep Token and Mac Miller are the three artists I am happiest about getting into this year.

"Misguided Son" by Knocked Loose on the speakers today. If it's any indication, I am choosing not to visit my family.

You know what the fuck it is. www.twitch.tv/toomuchsascha

// TONIGHT // Zalissya is safe & the common stalkers have a fighting chance at defeating the newly reformed Monolith, especially with Uncle Lyonya out of commission. But Scar has requested our presence near the bar. What could he be planning with Spark? // 20:00 EST // #VTuber #PrypiatCityHateCrew

Devious plans

Spent some time talking about the real shit with the crew last night and I'm fairly happy that I can have a space for people to talk about milsim stuff while also accepting and even agreeing with my reasons for why I will never own a firearm in my life.

We have decided to update the lineup of personas in our system after welcoming in Mira, our fourth. This induction is not completely without a little turmoil as trust must be earned, but she is at least doing nicely at respecting us as we get used to her.

Spending time thinking about how adorable Amber would look in a french beret with a cardigan Should comm some art of her sometime

Fave pic of 2025 Took a lotta photos of my everyday fits but still happiest with the set I took while cosplaying as my sona.

Fast on track to liking Hekate's call more than 90% of mechsplo because the extreme petplay angle isn't quite my thing. I like petplay but more as a spice or part of a lovely dehumanization palette rather than the whole meal.

At some point i need to just start making more completely insane merch on main. Like a shirt with a crosshair on Muller's silhouette that says smth like "MAGDUMP YOUR ABUSER" That shit'd be gas