Its her day

skyrim... no bells and whistles, no silly mods, just one inept gamer and the base game. at least, whatever's base game in anniversary edition. www.twitch.tv/untruerunes

Made up some classic Christmas cookies a couple of days ago and decided to bake them today before the night's end. I think I have at least 60 or so cookies to decorate. At least we'll have desserts and sweet snacks covered for the weekend. 'Tis the season, or whatevs. Happy Holidays, everyone!

As I'm watching old episodes of Legends of the Hidden Temple, I wish there were blooper reels from every season. Can you imagine Kirk Fogg eating it big as he's running up the Steps of Knowledge? I'd be laughing my ass off.

So the plan for tomorrow is prep for a dessert (Apple crisp) to take to my brother's house, who is hosting Thanksgiving. I'm sad about not cooking the dinner again, but it's the first year celebrating w/ my husband @collideintome.bsky.social, so it's a fair trade. Happy early Thanksgiving y'all!

Boosting this because I don't want to see my Bear suffer through this level of abuse or live in such squalor anymore. Any help that you can give him is gratefully appreciative. Please.

Before and after of what they did today. I'm glad the walls aren't stained red anymore. They still have work on the carpet to do and are going to replace that ceiling panel, along with scrubbing the vents clean. Should be all done by tomorrow.

Pipe cleanup update: Maintenance has come by today to begin the painting and potentially cleaning of the carpet from last week's pipe disaster. The carpet may need to be pretreating before it's actually clean, but at least we won't have to replace it entirely. Pics of before and after later.

Final pipe update: After a week of waiting, the plumbing company finally came by and made the replacement repairs needed. One less headache from all this. Now I have to work with maintenance to repair the rust damage to the walls and carpet. It might be a long fall...

The pipe was for the water cooling system for the HVAC. Maintenance came by yesterday afternoon and finally shut the line off. They have to call a plumber to come and remove the old pipes and install new ones. Still stressed, but a bit more calm today. Year's not over yet though.

A water pipe has decided to leak in several spots in my living room ceiling. I have notified maintenance about the situation and am waiting on them to contact the proper agency to get it fixed. Meanwhile, my patience is thin, I'm stressed out, and I'm nearing the point of saying fuck it all.

Final result/autopsy: After letting it cool, I checked the inside of the flan to see if it was overcooked or not. Lo and behold, it was. Scrambled egg on the inside. The flavor was there, but the texture was way off. I either didn't have enough water in the water bath or the oven was too hot.

Decided to try and make flan today for dessert. While the prep and caramel cooking was fairly easy, I'm not sure that it came out right. When I checked it, it didn't jiggle like it is supposed to. But it doesn't look overcooked. I don't quite know what's up with it.

My cat was acting weird last night. We thought it was because of the cookie I was eating. But I remembered that I had gotten some remnants of some air freshener in my hair and she was curious about the smell. She's still a weirdo.

What?? Me? Fatten you up?? That's crazy. Here, have some pasta and push those paranoid thoughts out of your head.

Going to a cookout at my brother's house with my Bear @collideintome.bsky.social. We're both nervous, as I'm introducing him to a lot of family at one time and I don't want him to feel overwhelmed by them. Wish us luck!

I made a GoFundMe to help me while I recover from surgery. gofundme.com/f/support-rays-recovery-and-financial-stability/fb/o?utm_medium=customer&utm_source=copy_link&utm_campaign=natman_sharesheet_dash&utm_content=amp14_t2&ts=1756753603565&attribution_id=sl:e2cd4bd6-baf4-4b95-ab62-2436fe3652a1

Hey, is there any way I can get $60 for help with an emergency bill? I know that it's a lot to ask, but I'm panicking and don't know what else to do. Please, if you can help, it would be greatly appreciated. paypal.me/zionchubby14

Hey friends... can you send some love and hugs to my husband @zionchubby14.bsky.social today? He is in hospital, thankfully not for anything life-threatening but it is a stressful time for us. I want him to know how loved he is right now. I will visit him today and give him lots of hugs. ❤️

Has anyone felt like something with enveloping you as you were sleeping, but the pressure from that felt so real that it woke you up? I did just a few minutes ago. I don't suffer from any sleep paralysis, but just be dreaming and then feeling that while you dream was enough to scare me awake.

Woke up a couple hours ago to a notice in my door, saying that the building's AC was down and will be worked on first thing in the morning. So without realizing it, I was sleeping in my apartment in this god-awful heat and will be like this until the AC gets fixed. ...at least I have power still..

So apparently without me taking any doses of melatonin or sleep aids, I only get about 3-4 hours of sleep, even with the CPAP. That's awesome to know. #justwanttosleepnormal

I'm finally ready for my closeup~! I love how round I look when I get right up next to a GoPro lens

Hey, all. So this is my last resort attempt to hope someone is kind and generous to help me with food (none in the kitchen at all for 3 days now) and rent (due today). Please, I would be greatly appreciative if you could help me in my time of need. paypal.me/zionchubby14

So...make that $0 to my name. Was forced to get some essentials. Now I am broke until next Saturday. If you can help me out with groceries, that would be tremendously helpful and much appreciated. paypal.me/zionchubby14

...it's that time of the month again. I only have $15 to my name and I still have a week and a half to get through before food stamps come in. Can anyone help me with this hole that I keep finding myself in? Any and all help is appreciated. paypal.me/zionchubby14

...it's that time of the month again. I only have $15 to my name and I still have a week and a half to get through before food stamps come in. Can anyone help me with this hole that I keep finding myself in? Any and all help is appreciated. paypal.me/zionchubby14

Need a late night snack with minimal ingredients? Take some leftover pepperoni from a pizza night and render it in a bit of olive oil to draw out some of the oils. Once crispy, remove it from the pan and sauté some onions and some diced yellow potatoes and a bit salt and pepper...

The news in my city has reached boredom levels. Apparently on May 18th, a father and son were bow fishing near Lake Erie, when they saw a saquatch jump down from a 30 foot tree and climb up an embankment of the shore and disappear. No photos or video were taken. I can't take this level of stupid.

I can't believe it has been one month already since marrying the man of my dreams. He's filled my life with so much love and kindness since we've met that I feel hollow being without it for longer than second. I love you, Bear. Now and forever ❤️💕❤️💕❤️

Okay, it's "Getting Intimate with zion_chubby14" time! First, I'm sorry for my silence over the last few weeks or so. Between the wedding ceremony, the staycation honeymoon, the chest cold we both had during said honeymoon, and everything else, I've been very busy. So I offer my apologies.

My husbear has been doing a really good job taking care of me while I struggle with this damn cold. Still, I wouldn't trade any of this time together. Plus, he gives great foot massages.

Some Tummy Tuesday honeymoon pictures for you all, courtesy of my husband ☺️

Yesterday was the happiest day ever, because my Bear and I got married yesterday. I never thought that I would feel such joy and love, but he came into my world and gave me just that and plenty more. I'm so glad to have him in my life and to be his for the rest of our days

Correction: I turn 40 today.

I turn 40 tomorrow. Three thoughts flood my mind when I say that. 1. How the fuck did that happen? 2. I want to be a fat birthday piggy all day tomorrow. Who's going to help make that birthday wish come true? (paypal.me/zionchubby14) 3. I can't wait for the greatest birthday gift ever.

This took forever, but because the nurses at the emergency room Saturday had to shave a bit of my belly hair to stick on leads, I made the conscious decision to shave my chest and belly. Tl;Dr I am Smooth Bear for Tummy Tuesday

Quick question for all CPAP users: did you ever feel like you weren't getting enough air during the first few weeks of using your machine? Because I'm dealing with that now and it's fucking scary. Like I went to the ER because I worked myself into a panic attack type of scared. Is it normal?

So this morning, I had to go to the emergency room. Nothing serious, but my heart felt like it was racing and my breath felt like it wasn't getting enough air in. Sent me home an hour later, telling me that it was essentially a panic attack. So great, I have that in my history now...

Please, can anyone spare $60 for rent and cat food for me? I'm panicking that I am going to be kicked out if I don't come up with it by the end of the day. I know I'm desperate and begging, but I've run out of options. paypal.me/zionchubby14

I don't suppose anyone has a spare $50 or so lying around that they send me, so I can pay my rent or feed my cat . I just want to be able to afford the things that I need o get through A FUCKING MONTH WITHOUT HAVING TO STRESS AND WORRY ABOUT HOWTONOT FUCKINGBECOMEHOMELESS! paypal.me/zionchubby14

I don't suppose anyone has a spare $50 or so lying around that they send me, so I can pay my rent or feed my cat . I just want to be able to afford the things that I need o get through A FUCKING MONTH WITHOUT HAVING TO STRESS AND WORRY ABOUT HOWTONOT FUCKINGBECOMEHOMELESS! paypal.me/zionchubby14

So my fiancée and I finally got the process going, filing the application for a marriage license yesterday. In the next month, we will be husbears together in front of the people we care about the most. I love him so much <3

First night with the new machine. Hoping that the first night will give me some restful sleep. Where my CPAPers at? Reply below!

Sleep doctor called me today, with the results of my sleep study. Moderate sleep apnea. So I'll be outfitted with a CPAP in the coming days. I figured I did just by how shitty my sleep has been, so to be able to get better sleep once I get it is a welcome sight.

Sleep study done. Why they had the firmest mattress for me to sleep on, I don't know. But I did sleep. Now I gotta wash the Vaseline shit they put in my hair, once I get home.

Sleep study tonight. I hope I can sleep in one of their crappy hospital beds with wires and leads connected to me.

It's the only good Kesha song I like.

As much as I try to figure things out on my own, my current luck with finding work is not going as well as I had hoped. Don't get me wrong, I'm still looking. But I'm in need of help. If you can help, thank you, it's greatly appreciated. paypal.me/zionchubby14