Aishiteru (2022) definitely goes into the canon (heh) of BDSM films for me. Really great characters, funny, and also really very hot.

I'm so hot that I'm literally dangerous to the wellbeing of Misses everywhere. Or. Well. One Miss, at least.

Yesss i have managed to successfully lure her back next week. *This* time will be the time I manage to properly kidnap my Miss and she never gets to leave, I'm sure.

Who needs emotional sadism to make you fawn all over your Miss when you can just play a social deduction game while having moral compulsivity ocd ;-)

It's Yuri Day! Sparkles everywhere.

Oh oh oh oh oh i get dolltime tomorrow <3

Oh no, she's leaving today :( My cunning plan to trap the Miss in my flat and never let her go has failed yet again.

Emotional sadist subs do it better.

Oh there's been some truly horrible things she's done to me the last week, so naturally I'm feeling considerably better than I was a week ago

Goddess, the whole "feeling my cunt throb" thing is so intense, and she's basically single handedly responsible for the fact i can actually feel it, and is this what people feel like all the time when they're worked up??? Because how do y'all stand it.

I really am at my happiest when being handled and ordered around and dehumanised and made to suffer.

I'll have you know the shriek i made when she threatened me with a lighter was *very* dignified.

Described someone as an "obligate sadist" and it's a good description, I think :P

Putting my sub and my domme in the same room is dangerous, because said sub starts getting ideas and calls me "it".

Oh my Miss is really pushing on and deepening the doll thing and it's really quite intense ^^

Misses are less intimidating when they're hiccuping loudly. It's so cute.

"You want me so much, you almost pass out."

Get you a girl who's so brainwashed that you can coax her into trance with the rhythm of your breathing between kisses

Capitalising your dominant's title/pronouns: basically fine. Using S/slashspeak: kind of cringe but mostly okay As a dominant referring to yourself as capital-m-"Me": irredeemably cringe.

Also oh she treaty me meanly and used me to get off yesterday, I'm so happy <3

People are always talking about Twinning Kink, but i don't really get it. Sure, the music slaps, but I don't really get why it'd be arousing. Great dungeon though.

Repeatedly accused of being a doll by my miss. So rude :P (Objectification sure is a thing)

Apparently this was very hot. I don't get the blood thing, but I am porn, sooooo.

Accidentally knocking my toenail and having it bleed, and then smearing some of it on my tit for a picture for her to enjoy.

Oh i need to get so fucking ruined, actually.

Remember to tell your dominants how much you enjoy what they do, to let them know what worked best, what you're looking forward to, and that you (hopefully) wanted everything that happened to have happened

One day I'm going to write an absolute polemic titled "There's No Such Thing As Community", and it's going to be the least popular thing I've ever written.

Adding on makeup as a part of your nightly routine so you look pretty for the person taking advantage of you in the night somno style 🥰

The almost sexual feeling of playing X4, hopping in a fighter, and stripping the engines and turrets off a big Xenon capital ship and just leaving it there floating in space, helpless.

Oh I desperately need some good objectification time. I am far too highly strung at the moment.

Inventing "dolly doubling" - body doubling, but you're a doll

Oh no, I'm in "I overdid it" depression-burnout again.

The thing about being a power exchange-y dyke is that, well. You run in power exchange spaces and see male doms and just... don't see it, you know? Male doms just don't seem to be very good at it. They should leave the dykes to it :P

Being owned *is* freedom.

Oops it's "I started slurring my words a bit from exhaustion and she stopped seeing me as a person" time again. (I'm the best thing!)

Doing more boots! It's been a while and then three pairs in three days. Gosh.

Of course she does the most emotionally difficult thing to me half an hour before she leaves. Oof, my brain.

They should make a Miss who doesn't have to leave.

Oh i haven't done her boots in far too long <3 i think they missed me

I think i had the biggest adrenaline spike and lowest crash earlier. She made me lie down and close my eyes, then started to rub down my tits with alcohol wipes. I start whimpering and begging no (I hate needles) and then after all the warmup she... uses a pinwheel. I open my eyes and just... crash

"Okay, you need to take a bath before bed because you smell of sex." "Is that because you'll get too turned on to sleep?" "...yes."

I'm very suspicious. I fall asleep for a nap (a thing that doesn't happen very often) and have a sex dream (which happens occasionally) and wake up soaking wet (which even from dreams is rare.) Given that she's here, I'm pretty sure my Miss must have put her finger on the scales.

Miss, putting her head in my cleavage: "oh, becomes your third boob!" I've given this woman everything I am and she's like this :P

Some days, you get the abreactions. But some days? The abreactions get you.

posting outdoor selfies as enrichment for your stalkergirl mutuals

"You're such a brat!" Me: "No I'm not!"

Burnt myself out with a *lot* of socials on Saturday and still feeling it. Sometimes i am forcibly reminded I don't have infinite social energy!

Okay yeah i do need to use my strap like way more often.

"You know I'd let you do anything to me, right?" "Yes, I know. _That's the problem._"

I desperately need a "I got pregnant on the northernlion super cruise" t-shirt to go with my breeding kink.