"cry for help" posting

do you think its possible to get so sad that it makes you long term a lot more stupid than before you got so sad

quite sad and bored and depressed

still playin' cards

watch me have a fucking crisis over a children's card game live on the internet www.twitch.tv/cicadabea

what if i cut my own head off right in front of everyone

i should really 🔪🔫💣💣 myself

most suicidal i've felt in years

oops 🙂

doing normal stuff like sleeping from 4pm to 2am

saw picturtes of french fry

this is all the gen 2 team sprites if they coughed

going to bed at 9:30am

hi hello it's my birthday um, been quiet about it but i'm unemployed and in a pretty dire financial situation. it's hard to ask for help but i'd appreciate any ko-fi.com/cicadabea

promise to myself i'm making publicly here on bluesky: gonna start streaming with hopefully some kind of regularity this month

today everyone is showing 9 games. but 4 months ago we were showing 10 games... the shrinkflation is real

hi hello it's my birthday um, been quiet about it but i'm unemployed and in a pretty dire financial situation. it's hard to ask for help but i'd appreciate any ko-fi.com/cicadabea

"i know her meat is huge"

i would be so freaking good at being canadian. i even know that you're supposed to soften the second "t" when you say "toronto"

everyone's opinions about pokemon are wrong except mine

i would like to frolic and play and have fun

there's nothing better than sitting on my friend skweeki's couch and petting their dog and burping real loud while we chat and talk and commiserate and laugh

everyone who has ever played a PS2 era disgaea game is spiritually linked and shares an indescribable bond with one another without ever having to actually meet

pokemon day presents in 2 hours..... might as well stay up right

TV and movies had a good run. Back to the only incorruptible medium: photocopied pornographic zines

just got outta the movie theater and every poster in the hallway for like coming attractions looked like a fake movie

its 1am and i want a pastry

shoutout to this movie i just torrented from 2010 that starts with encoding credits that plug the uploader's world of warcraft server

what if i played "new pokemon snap" on stream tomorrow? remember that game?

whenever you draw pokemon i recommend adding a little penis so that the pokemon company can't appropriate your fanart without asking

quick question anyone else feel like there's less and less of yourself over the years. like you used to be a nuanced and interesting and complex and fully formed person who was liked and wanted and depended on and respected and cherished and now you're just like a barely there bundle of cells?

the pokemon trading card game

i just said something cada says i should post so here goes: overwatch? undertale? whats next, sideboob?

me for real right now

💭mewtwo he/him pussy

lets play toys forever

theres been a lot more fat naked elves and quivering crying choking faeries on my feed lately and i thank you all for sharing

tired tired tired. been sleepy and tired all damn day

how do you find and get hired for a job that doesnt make you want to walk out into oncoming traffic

mental illness cured because i did well at pokemon tcg locals tonight and also i got cool pulls from my prizing packs and also made some trades to fill the bug pkmn binder i'm collecting to fill

i should have everything i think. like at least one of everything

you don't hear about sinkholes as much these days as you used to

i want to try out sorcery tcg soooooo badly but i have no one to play it with