i think it's really important and valuable to have a spider that lives in your home and even better in one specific room which you can see on the ceiling and go "it's my spider!" and think of it with fondness and mutual respect

happy friday night lol

doing whatever with these guys

back to this again

blue week

💫 Gouache and pencil on aqua board!

looking at this and longingly wishing that kii kanna had a writer that she illustrated manga for. i want her to be publishing bl manga with the frequency and finesse of duo writer/artist team hidaka shoko

digging around in my boxes (</3 one day you will all be on shelves) and unearthed the bl box. i love it here

I FORGOT TO WRITE ABOUT KABUKICHOU BAD TRIP IN MY BLOG POST

where is the life in smokey blue english license i can't do this anymore

can't stop cominbg back to look at the header i made for this because of that sad ass subaru pic i selected like fuucckkkkkk oh my god. he's so miserable

BLAWG POST ALERT!!!! some brief(ish) thoughts on some things that i've read thus far in 2026. including a kind of mean review of something i liked. notebookdotca.tumblr.com/post/8130005...

little Chingling can’t wait to grow up!! 🥹💖 #art #traditionalart #pokemon #pokemonart

thought prompted by how i've been writing a round up of manga i've enjoyed for the first quarter of the year and started writing about this incest bl i read with more complexity than i intended to and now probably have to make an entire blog post about incest bl. like well. that's just how it goes

the personal influence that the "two cakes" method of thinking (meme of one person making a cake and realising, disappointed, that another person has already made a cake, and a second person, the viewer, going "holy shit, two cakes!") has had on me can not be overstated and i'm not kidding

so over being unapproachable online. don't care anymore and it might be so easy to take advantage of me but if we have similar interests and you text me i'm there dude

ugh lol... i love manga.... thank you koge donbo for making earths shlockiest shoujo manga in 2005 which was stocked in my tiny local public library in the corner space of a strip shopping block

feeing the same about lullaby of the dawn although i don't think that's really near completion like (i think) hikaru is

can't wait for the summer hikaru died to end so i can read it from the beginning and get knocked to my knees

one thing that official translations will never be able to replicate is the feeling of warmth when you're reading bl scans from 2006 and every 2 chapters it's someone on the scan teams birthday so you get to see 𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓹𝔂 𝓫𝓲𝓻𝓽𝓱𝓭𝓪𝔂 𝓪𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓪_𝓶𝓸𝓶𝓸 overlaid on someone's luminescent uncredited yaoi fanart

wednesday's music.apple.com/ca/album/dec...

maybe i'm a nasty little fun-hater but i think when companies do april fools jokes....... it's not funny. you're a company

綿毛としっぽ

remember that you can listen to the ping pong the animation soundtrack whenever you want to

no greater feeling than when one of your SIX! libraries on libby has a FULL! manga series available

Fluffy Maud Lewis c. 1964

just found out that people buy "kits" to decorate their planners with 😵‍💫

sharing the lines for a few of my most recent art for my own fic because well. i think they look good lol ← guy enjoying making lineart for real for the first time ever! can you believe the secret was to just make my favourite brush smaller

feel like i just for the first time finally learned to draw

sharing the lines for a few of my most recent art for my own fic because well. i think they look good lol ← guy enjoying making lineart for real for the first time ever! can you believe the secret was to just make my favourite brush smaller

ugh i actually like can't express how pleased and excited i am to finally have a hayakawa nojico in ENGLISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we all deserve this even if you don't realise it

actually thrilled that the cover font and design looks good LOL

everyone preorder the first ever eng release from one of my favourite comic illustrators on the planet please and thank you! 🥰🥰🥰🥰

back in stock everything's gonna be okay

writing is so cool and awesome....

full flip through of my FIFTY THREE pages of notes on clamp x lmfao. you might (but probably not due to my paltry phone cam <3) be able to read the text here but i wouldn't bother lol i'm mostly just posting this as proof that this manga made me feel deranged sick and twisted

everybody WAKE UP! a bunch of albums came out today

feeling very "can someone come pick me up from the store i just got scared" about all of this. i went to the tragedy store with money to spend and then i purchased the highest quality item and now i'm afraid of what i'm holding in my hands ?

for all my fun and games and going "heehee! yay! this is awesome!" i did think about sumeragi subaru for a moment earlier and become filled with an indescribable sadness

don't even like my a5 cover so i put stuff on it today 💛 feat two oil pastel and crayon vegetables and an oil pastel study of an oil painting by artist erika lee sears titled "pickles". subject to change at random because i can do whatever i want i think!

hard to not feel anxious that my interpretations are different / that i've missed things that others found obvious or important, which of course is SILLAY!!!!! and i don't feel this way about much of the art i engage with, but there's smth about this 30yo manga that i'm like. dont get mad at meeeee

one thing that's interesting about having finished clamp x, 18 volume unfinished work from the 90s which is largely niche in 2026 unless you're a Clamp Fan is that i have NOOOOO read at all on what other people feel about it and what themes others derived from it. kind of a rare treat for me

i love the ending of clamp x that exists in my mind [blissful expression] i hope clamp never publishes the final chapters of clamp x [peaceful countenance] the clamp x ending that i believe to be the culmination of the themes that clamp explored throughout x and which exists to me is so beautiful

taps my watch. get your thoughts ready everyone now's the time!

no. wellll haha maybe. well no. but? i mean...

everyone will be pleased to know that today i finished clamp x. therefore after i talk about it for a week straight i will be done talking about clamp x

what i had to say about subaru / seishirou ending lol

"favourite asougi pics" like he's a celebrity that i saw in the street lol. well he is to me.

asougi :)

#fanart #daigyakutensaiban