there is beauty in despair

Fit check. #GhostofYotei

Today resulted in an accidental 10+ hour stint on Ghost of Yōtei purely down to this little guy. The ultimate distraction. 🐥

I can’t believe I’m 33 the same year Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 released. Anyway, today’s my birthday. 🎈

Everyone, meet Esme, the cutie Yorkshire Terrier I’ve been commissioned to paint. Work in progress. 🐾

Proud to be apart of this amazing event. Make sure to tune into Six One Indie Showcase on the 18th of September!

You guys wanna see more Nanuka gameplay? Here it is, a new gameplay trailer! www.youtube.com/watch?v=OVC3... #trailer #IndieDevs #IndieGames #Gamedev #pixelart

Nanuka: Secret of the Shattering Moon looks great in the new trailer #IndieGames #Linux #LinuxGaming #SteamDeck

I turn 33 on Friday. Some might say that’s…..(clair) obscur.

someone take this app away from me

Teaching myself 3D modelling. Here’s my cursed first attempt. 🪱

zoey ✨ work in progress #digitalart

See you there, perhaps?

47 indies. 72 minutes. The Six One Indie Showcase returns September 18th via IGN, GameSpot, and Six One Indie's channels! • World premiere from ORIGAME DIGITAL • Lil Gator Game: In the Dark gameplay • Super Rare Originals, Blumhouse Games, and so much more! Save The Date: youtu.be/QncfsZr_fxQ?...

What better way to navigate a rough mental health/life being life patch than replaying Skyrim yet again.

It’s my birthday in 13 days, which means @square-enix-games.com has to shadow drop Kingdom Hearts 4 to me and just me only. Sorry, I don’t make the rules, I just enforce them. 🤷🏻‍♀️

You ever hear a piece of music from a video game and you immediately feel like you have to play said game? Kaer Morhen just came on shuffle and I’m now finding myself heading home to jump back into The Witcher 3 for yet another playthrough. Amazing how influential music can be. 🎶

new game day ♥️

And for my next trick, I will let the stress absolutely consume me and I’ll find no joy in anything I do. Tada. 🪄 (Gif to distract me from the horrors of overthinking)

“mum said it’s my turn on the xbox”

I love this game.

Besides the scuffed story direction, metal gear solid v: the phantom pain is a fantastically fun sandbox adventure and I’m tired of pretending it’s not.

Y’know, sometimes I’m like ‘I’m going to be really consistent with streaming and making content online around my hobbies because I feel like I’m falling behind’ and other times I’d rather just never be perceived ever again, but then that also makes me feel like I’m falling behind. Fun. 😀

Submissions for The IGAs 2025 are now open through Sept. 30th! Developers, publishers, and representatives are invited to submit their indies for nomination. We're also excited to unveil all of the categories, including curated awards from our favorite indie showcases. 🏆 www.indiegameawards.gg

Trying to learn gouache, here are some rock studies I put goggly eyes on just because. ガッシュを真面目に勉強している 本当です

Using ChatGPT

Update on ✨the boy✨ A few of you have asked (which I’m very grateful for, thank you), and so I will be getting some prints of this done when it’s finished. Watch this space. 😌

Just as a small reminder as a few people have asked me, I do take commissions. I’m currently booked up for September but I have spaces from October onwards. Not sure if you want digital or traditional art? Lucky for you, I dabble in both. Take a looksie. 👇🏼

I’ve had the thought of painting this stuck in my head for weeks now so, it only seemed right to make a start on it becoming a reality.

Bagged this absolute beauty for free from a local CEX today after trading in some frankly way less cool PlayStation 5 games. To whoever used to own this memory card, don’t worry, your save files are safe with me. 💖

And let me be clear -- I wish on JK Rowling everything that she wishes upon trans people.

RT if you also wish ill upon JK Rowling.

she hollow on my knight ‘till I silksong

One city stands between Azeroth and eternal darkness. Watch as Xal'atath’s ravenous Void armies descend upon Silvermoon in our newest Cinematic Trailer, ‘Intercession.’ Watch now: blizz.ly/45TwnbP #MidnightReveal

Had a therapy session today. It kicked my ass, and hurt my feelings, as it was over things I was trying to repress/ignore, but it also helped me realise where I’m falling at some hurdles. Can’t have light without a little dark. 🌤️

Repost if you support trans people and think we're neato

I won’t be at gamescom, but I will be sitting alone with endless thoughts and dread, so I think both situations are pretty equal to one another anyway?

I’m sorry to those who didn’t realise I was quoting kingdom hearts and are concerned for my wellbeing.

I’ve been having these weird thoughts lately. Like, is any of this for real, or not?

The night Sky in Sovngarde is beautiful! 🌌 #Skyrim 📸

Going back to therapy next week. Scared. 😀😀😀😀

Stop. Collect yourself. Take a deep breath. Exhale. Unclench your jaw. Stretch your fingers. Relax. Relate. Release. If just getting up is all you can do and thats okay too. But try to find something resembling your own peace. I hope you have a decent day.

With this in mind, & with the 10 year anniversary coming up pretty soon, I wanted to commemorate my love for Fallout 4 into some new artwork. I’m excited to dive in and bring this to life. Recognise who I’ve sketched? I hope so. 😅 @bethesda.net, @fallout.bethesdastudios.com

Upon further reflection, it’s really dawned on me how special Fallout 4 is to me. I met some lovely friends through this community & had some stellar things happen with my art, like Courtney Ford messaging me to own an original piece of mine. (10 years ago, my art is much better now I promise.) 😅✨

Nearly 10 years since Fallout 4’s initial release. I’m currently replaying on what has to be my 8th playthrough, & each time it gets me with how great it is. The world, exploration, atmosphere, & crafting of Fallout 4 all make up essential parts of this hugely fun RPG. Also Piper, my beloved. 💙

Someone just sent me a death threat on Overwatch. We’re so back.

“I asked ChatGPT.” Yeah well I ventured to the peak of the Throat of the World and asked the Greybeards and Paarthurnax. They all agreed you’re uncreative, not cool, and lame.

Generative AI is for people who don’t want to create art, they want to have created art. They want the kudos, the ego, the credit, without doing any of the work. They’re not interesting the art, they’re interested in being seen as an artist. It’s narcissism and ego, and nothing more.