°:. *₊ ° . | 27/11 i so pale... #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting

maaaannnn i cant even be upset this sucks im worried as hell

another day another almost mental breakdown # survived # DidntHaveAPanicAttack # thankgod

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emotions are stupid and i don't want them. uninstall pls.

inaction when it comes to horrible shit in your spaces IS COMPLACENCY. when you are a person in power in a situation (like a discord server) and you dont do anything to combat horrible shit YOU ARE COMPLACENT. YOU ARE LETTING IT HAPPEN.

If you didn't know a new game is coming out for all my jirai girlies called menherarium on steam♡. #jiraisky #jiraiposting #landminesky

°:. *₊ ° . | 25/11 you guys don't hate me for being inactive right? ( ´ー`) i've been busy is all #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting

°:. *₊ ° . | 25/11 im so happy to have friends who care for me, that would defend me rather than end me... i guess that truly is the gift of life... #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting

also going thru a massive depression spiral but we stay silly ig. idk i feel like. flat and awful but i keep going and doing things bc i made appointments and have to Keep Things Up :')

°:. *₊ ° . | 20/11 i need someone to love with my entire soul.

guys my sanity is hanging by a THREAD

°:. *₊ ° . | 16/11 i'm too old to be involved in this shit.

Nice fangs bro do you wanna make out I mean make out I mean make out I mean sorry make out I mean ma

°:. *₊ ° . | 16/11 i'll say some extreme shit like "i wanna kill myself and bury my body on a high place where nobody can mourn me" and just hit the " >_< " emote #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting

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°:. *₊ ° . | 14/11 i am done. i am TIRED. i am done accepting the bare minimum from someone who will turn around and make public the issues we've been going through. i am done with people who do not DESERVE my presence. i am done feeling shitty about shitty people's behaviour.

Is it tirade? A rant? I don't really know.

°:. *₊ ° . | 13/11 "Leave it there, leave it there Don't impose a contrary image on me And drown yourselves in stagnant happiness? Still trying to flatter people with your fake image? Oh I'm sick of this—Don't love me This livelihood that looks more like a religion, I want to escape from it."

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#jiraisky #jiraiposting I made this because october has been the worst month i experienced in a long time

°:. *₊ ° . | 11/11 the most painful realisation is that i can't kill myself... it really sucks. hmm, maybe i'm preparing mentally for worse honestly... #n-san_posts

°:. *₊ ° . | 11/11 i'm so close to ending it but i can't. i have to just be complacent with destroying my body somehow. #n-san_posts

°:. *₊ ° . | 11/11 i'm not evil for being down in the dumps for little reason, am i? i wamt to believe i'm not evil... i want to believe i'm trying my best, but, trying and doing my best is something else entirely. #n-san_posts

alice quote of the day "there's nothing wrong with daydrinking"

because I will forgive you.

°:. *₊ ° . | 30/10 what's it like to fall in love...? is it nice? is it pleasant... i can only fall in obsession i feel like... it's confusing. #n-san_posts

°:. *₊ ° . | 27/10 my friend H has been getting closer to another friend... so i'm so pissed because it feels like he's abandoning me, but i hate to trust that he isn't. #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting

°:. *₊ ° . | 26/10 it's hard to believe you two have forgotten about me, again, right? why is this feeling so pathetic? why is this so miserable? you forgot about me but not each other? have you? have. you? #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting

°:. *₊ ° . | 25/10 i have happy in my life now, i'm happy. #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting

°:. *₊ ° . | 25/10 me: i hope my friend is okay, they haven't texted me... obslove: hey. they fucking hate you, they want you dead. me: oh what the fuck. #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting

°:. *₊ ° . | 24/10 will you be my friend, or will you be someone's dog again? i'm so confused about you recently. #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting

°:. *₊ ° . | 23/10 you hate me, you hate me.. i'm not important i'm not important... i'm being left to rot... #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting

°:. *₊ ° . | 22/10 do you hate me? you barely talk to me anymore. #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting

°:. *₊ ° . | 21/10 i want my hikkikomori life back... uehg. #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting

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°:. *₊ ° . | 19/10 currently, i am studying graphic design, so i have something to do with my hikkikomori life. though, it has been hard waking up early...yabai. #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting

°:. *₊ ° . | 19/10 i've been away from social media mostly, but today i come back, ya hallo. #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting

You always seemed so different from the other girls - so kind and sweet - and as if you had something in yourself nobody knew about - some dear 、pretty secret.

°:. *₊ ° . | 16/10 i wish i could wear a cute skirt while going to college #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting

°:. *₊ ° . | 06/10 if everybody had no eyes, maybe they'd see that i'm beautiful, too.... inside. that's where it matters... why can't nobody see that? #n-san_posts

°:. *₊ ° . | 06/10 stares at you, can you sense it, i'm staring at you #n-san_posts

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