i hate the mentality that only playing the game counts and i hate it more coming from a *disabled moot* on my main acc. no!!! i would agree if it was a book/movie but gaming is not accessible to everyone esp now that many AAA games r $90+ aud.

#oshikatsu at the dentist let's gooo took my lil asmo mochibi plush in w/ me and was just. squishing him the entire time bc i HATE dentists

stares confusedly at some replies i Cannot see. what'd you say i wanna respond but they're. not there anymore- TwT

also going thru a massive depression spiral but we stay silly ig. idk i feel like. flat and awful but i keep going and doing things bc i made appointments and have to Keep Things Up :')

went thru and cleared out my following a bit bc so many ppl are inactive now ;; also rlyyyy tempted to make an alt on egge for jiraiposting but my dp posts on there and that's how i know abt it so like. i'd need to be even MORE cautious than i am here abt Not Revealing myself and nty.

Giving lots of affection and getting none in return hurts more than you think.

i should not have to reach crisis for you to believe my distress.

sometimes i think: if nobody spoke to me, i might just never speak again

emotions are stupid and i don't want them. uninstall pls.

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i ❤️ joining discord servers and forever lurking because im SHY

@ lrt i HATE that part of life and adulthood. im so sick of doing it scared, tired, in pain. why can't i get help as easily as when i was a kid. i wanna cry for my mama and have all my pain disappear

hardest thing for me to grasp as an adult is you have to keep showing up no matter how you feel. you gotta do this sad, do it heartbroken, do it grieving, do it tired. life doesn't care, it waits for nobody, you just have to keep going

retheme tiiiime~

i likely sprained my ankle and waaaaa it hurts and i'm being a baby about it on here bc i can :(

tfw i found a rly cute sounding song but NO TRANSLATIONS OF IT EXIST... WHYYYY T.T i *think* its abt having the same oshi/bias as ur friends, but i dont speak enough japanese to know :((

did this bc one of my main acc moots did BUT. maths and science were super linked in the questions, booo :( like it makes sense bc data/charts/maths/etc are PART of science but they're not ALL of it! some scientists are dyscalculaic. its me. i'm scientists. www.idrlabs.com/intelligence...

This and it SHOULD NOT taste like mint. My source: I'm autistic and hate mint.

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WHAT. oh my god so many good things are dropping i am SO watching this peak when it comes out

jiraimaxxing!!!! (exhaustion & distress)

also i've lowkey started working on a vtuber side project but tell me why this shit is HARD wym i can't just record and have it sound good /lh

i hate ppl who hog arcade games. i was at my local for at least half an hour and ONE GUY was on Chuunithm the entire time 💀 like i get wanting to play a particular game but jesus CHRIST learn to look around you. or maybe dont camp at the ONE (1) machine and play on ur phone?? like. bruh.

ended up writing up a mini lil health journal page for my medical binder and hm. don't like how writing all that up made me feel. OH WELLL time for bed :)

hRGH can i stop! picking! at my skin! i have a sore on my mouth rn and it bl33ds SO bad but i keep getting the Urge :(((

oh my godddd i hate having a skin picking issue and having random sores show up bc it's a BATTLE to get them to heal T.T i should be snrk mimimi not picking aaaaa-

so far i've finished the demo of #yunyunsyndrome and it's SO CUTE i cannot wait to play the full game and brainrot over it also lowkey introducing me to denpa, i've played all of the songs i can unlock and they're rly fun :3c my plan is to fc all of them on normal, then see how i do on hard

LANDMINES RISE UPPPP #jiraiposting #menherasky

can't actually see what color my highlight is bc after im meant to be asleep my phone changes to b&w lnao

hrrrghrgh dealing with massive angrysad and idk what to do abt it im tired of being disabled and i miss having a solid friend group with more than one single person in it and i don't want to DO any of this anymore why can't anyone save me pls i don't wanna be alone anymore #jiraisky

im so fucking tired lmao i faced my first really scary access issue today and im still all shaky Abt it. i don't think i fully trust elevators anymore bc sometimes they spit you out in a dark LOCKED part of somewhere!! i legit had to call our non emergency police line to get out :)

“Do you have Snapchat” The 4 most unattractive words someone could possibly say to me

don’t know till that day comes. 💭

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finallyyyy listed both the jirai skirts i bought that dont fit me, i hope they sell ;;

Say it 👏 LOUDER 👏 for the people in the back!!! Yaoi and Yuri are great, but there is such a beautiful spectrum of queer relationships that should also be shown, uplifted, and celebrated within storytelling.

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

yayyyy im also team how r u alive ✨✨

y'all should send me straw page stuff to answer while i sleeeep chronicallyjirai.straw.page

im actually gonna try to fix my sleep les gooo- no don't look up what time it is rn shhh it's not after midnight. and even if it was im Abt to sleep!! i figured out app blocking so no tiktok if i wake up at 4am lmao, i actually have to try and sleep first

why tf do kids mean *I* can't have melatonin aus without it being stupid expensive. it HELPS me why are we so allergic to things that do like bro i don't live with any kids. im responsible and don't let kids around my meds box. i jst want to STAY asleep once i get there

my favorite thing is telling online friends to come over. idc if you live across the ocean if your ass isn’t at my house in 5 there will be problems

in my "don't want to die but don't want to live either" era

hrgh painsomnia. so tired so sore,,, i wish i could stop this. someone comfort meeee... #jiraisky

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