1or 2 drinks 17% alcohol and then like 3 drinks of 9% alcohol I got very woozy and NOW I CANT SLEEP MY BODY IS ASKING FOR WATER AND I NEED TO BATHROOM WHAT HAVE I DONE!!! I WANTED TO JOIN GUIDED MEDITATION TODAY!!!!!! WAAHHHHHHH #jiraiposting

@siobhancatha.bsky.social sorry if im bothering you, i wondered if you knew anything about taranis, teutates, and esus? lucan depicted them as gods requiring human sacrifices, but with the history the romans had with celts, a source said this may have been an attempt to portray them as barbaric

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I already have an animation project in the works regarding onzye and mepty and the prostitution life but theres also a need to express the self-loathing hypersexuality that aims to trap the blackmailing perpetrator into endless torment because they do not get to leave their seedbed behind #jiraisky

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#jiraisky #jiraiposting I made this because october has been the worst month i experienced in a long time

-I don't wear makeup -I'm very unhygienic -I feel I'm too mentally down to really commit to the super jirai aspects that make jirai kei fashion jirai, I really look up to everyone that does

first time driving myself at night, ran some errands and got myself sweets #jiraikei #jiraisky #jiraiposting

I GAVE UP ON KINKTOBER I CANT DRAWWWW ITS RESTOBER

*BIG BUZZER SFX* uquiz.com/quiz/YVjc44/...

demon mara and the attachments and dukkha and samsara

I can't sleep because I keep thinking about hugo leopardi I think I need to be gutted

11 pm sleep, 6 am wakeup time, showered in the morning, ate breakfast and more than enough, and then talked with friends but i cant do my work

the apathy did not go away but I am going to celebrate my younger sisters birthday #jiraiposting

I wanna die because I haven't eaten I'm gonna go eat and see if the apathy goes away #jiraiposting

she's helping me with my period 2 and this time its the end #mysticflourcookie

next therapy session I'm telling her about how I kept crying over cheezits I have a horrible urge to drive sideways somewhere as of late, this is strange I haven't felt this way in so long #jiraiposting

I will do another one

period started, I think it's because I took 4 birth control pills but I'm feeling passively suicidal #jiraiposting

I wanna draw for kinktober and I have an amazing first drawing, but I'm 3 days late The first drawing was only 2 hrs but I'm trying to be super creative and I'm afraid of burning out and I have a commission to still get to I might draw every other or two days #jiraiposting

war never sleeps

Book for me to read

I am finding so much good music tonight that I am having an artistic meltdown that can only be quelled with a good nights rest And I am STUBBORN TO SLEEP GRRRF

my legs are so sore but they feel bigger again after squats romanian deadlifts or bulgerian split squats on the other hand #jiraisky #jiraiposting

@cxcxx.bsky.social sona shitposts #sakuraogami #longandragoncookie

gagana and longan (uncanon) #crk #crob #ocart #longandragoncookie

good post good post

sprawling idiot effigy samples Diana by Comus and I didn't know until about like idk 4 or 5 years later since I heard the song used in an Instagram edit for something lol what a flashback when I heard it listening to comus

gagana isolates because they are too prideful to face their downfall, wanting to stubbornly hold onto their glory in a subtle, self-absorbed way kimuli isolates because she is insecure, and expects rejection and a lack of belonging, focusing on her own company and is easier

Kimuli incorporating the coleus despite its appearance looking closely towards that of a black flower is probably, accidently, the first instance of her inherent isolation from her clan not only was she heavily looked down on in onzye nzxzus realm, but even before

ALSO!!!!! IM GOING MORE CRAZY MY THREE OCS ALL HAVE TIES PASTEL (still looking for a name for her) BEING BASED OFF OF GUALISH AND CELT MYTHOLOGY HOLDS CONNECTIONS TO THE IDEAS PRESENT IN AN INDO-EUROPEAN SOCIETY WITH THE THREEFOLD DEALTH AND TRIFUNCTIONAL HYPOTHESIS

im kind of geeking out its so exciting how bunyoro before colonization had history of use of floral codes as a method of communication (used amongst higher ranks to preserve power) because its also stated that the kingdom had extensive ranks in surgical and health fields so its assumed in-

evil bastard from bad analog horror and silly files goes driving again (the heat will decimate the masses and carve a happy face on their muddled recesses) #jiraiposting #jiraisky

she's helping me with my period #mysticflourcookie

I am the biggest cookie run ovenbreak f2p as of recent

drawings from art stream #jiraisky #jiraiposting

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I know I wont be pursuing a job until after July, but I'm still sort of stressing over how I'm going to balance it with college how do you guys afford your cute fits while balancing the other parts of your life?? I can hardly keep myself together during break #jiraisky #jiraiposting

gonna look into Celtic (Irish mythology) and maybe Norse mythology too? current basis for pastel: -banshee/fox, utilizing the screams of the foxes interacting during mating times and the shrieks after/before the death of a family member to show the isolation/downfall of pastel after her two children

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she is so incredibly gorgeous in this drawing the gestures are conveyed insanely I'm dumbed out I should do more figure drawings cuz they portrayed such a really beautiful, yet roundabout intimacy (well, roundabout conveyed thru the storytelling, so u could say it's also sort of empty)

I am so incredibly drained!! no animation today

I miss her so much I am the diamond in the lotus chankra.. also should research into Tibetan Buddhism for her also my stomach hurts I need to eat

ok so yes orientalism in blocktales I also compared Aztecs to Egyptians and its not a winning battle It wasn't a common practice in Egypt after the first dynasty but that's rly just it, the ost.. the art.. the characters.. pls play blocktales

haven't been keeping up with animation quota and summer heating is burning off all the frills and pearls ok I'm still having fun tho, it's alright but I'd like to get back to it #jiraiposting #jiraisky

wanna devote my first post when I make nsfw acc to mepty, shes the one who's helped me thru it all will flesh out her chara

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