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hey siri it’s 5:15am, how do i stop thinking about leon kennedy so i can sleep

@drakus.bsky.social got me Let’s Go Pikachu for my birthday, and I’m already two shinies in for my badge quest! I think this cart is my good luck charm.

hmmm something is different but I can't put my finger on it

🥹🙇‍♀️ Thank y'all so much for the birthday wishes, gifts, and love. It means more than I can ever properly express.

Please imagine that I actually cycle through these rather than refusing to swap off of Growlithe. Arcanine was my whole online identity before I was Lynx - gotta pay appropriate homage here and there. 🙏

feeling evil today

People get uncomfortable when we sickly folks discuss our realities. Can’t remember the last time we showered, can’t remember the last day there was no suicidal ideation, barely leave the house for anything more than doctor’s appointments.

ho-ho-holy shit i went right from cardiology stress to having some sort of flu this past week. somehow still alive and hoping to stream again before long. 🤧 voice is starting to come back, so i'll be able to call for my test results, then maybe we'll have a chance to hang out for my birthday!

pombon can't spell

Shiny furret with pecha berries! 💖 #pokemon #art #fanart

Both my pride and sense of shame had to be thrown out years ago alongside my independence. If you're interested in helping me stay afloat, I'll be keeping these here until I can work again. ♡ paypal.me/jmdwriter ♡ account.venmo.com/u/jmdwriter ♡ cash.app/$jmdwriter

My cardiology stress test went poorly. I passed my target heart rate in under a minute and a half. It was supposed to be a gradual increase over 3 minutes. I don’t know what to expect, but when the man doing the test said “we have quantifiable proof that this isn’t in your head,” I started crying.

Here's a quick drawing of him! I like these colors on arcanine.

hey can y’all remind me not to buy any more transparent phone cases? the yellowing is so annoying. 😭

49 encounters! 😭💖 Female + Intimidate ability is exactly what I was going for too. Deciding to hunt on a whim really paid off!

ISO: Marriage of Convenience I receive: health insurance You receive: a deductible met early in the year + big boobies

I’m making good use of my downtime, and Mango is dedicating hers to helping me eat these animal crackers. (I had an elephant cookie to show with Donphan but we ate it.)

I’ve (personally) always found mindfulness exercises to be lacking, but I’m going to try them again in earnest. Does anyone have any resources or things they find really helpful?

I am officially free of the heart monitor! Now I’m just tending the allergic contact dermatitis the adhesive gave me. 🔥 I’ll let y’all know when I hear more.

The depression has hands today. I don’t want to move.

Every day in the US is more horrifying. ICE & the Trump regime are kidnapping, brutalizing, and killing people. We can't stay silent, we have to resist. My sister-in-law in Minneapolis shared this. I did my 5 calls literally while gaming! You can too! 5calls.org

I spent the past hour setting up a Neocities site. 👵 idk if I wanna use that or revive my Tumblr for more than reblogging hot fictional people, but I feel like I need a space like this. Maybe Lynx-after-some-sleep should be the one to choose.

fuck ICE btw

(PLZA main mission spoilers) strategy meeting but only corbeau #PokemonLegendsZA

This little shit is driving me up the wall. 🥀 I'm really sensitive to adhesive, so I'm itching and burning. 4 more days before I can pull it off and send it back.

A silly little list of tasks that have pushed me from “activity” to “exertion”: - washing my hands - putting away leftovers - eating a meal for too long - restocking drinks in the mini-fridge - feeding the animals - bouncing my leg too enthusiastically while sitting at my desk

Wearing a Holter monitor for the week. Got another EKG and a sonogram as well, and I go back in a month for a stress test. Heart stuff is scary and not rad.

Shilling for Buoy tonight; I've been using the Hydration Drops blend for just over a month now, and it has been HUGE for chronic illness symptom management and general hydration. Use this link to get $10 off if you wanna try them too! oken.do/lc7uscc4

I seem to have misplaced my stability. o7

The benefit of going back home the other night is that my handmaiden was able to try on her full outfit for the first time for pictures! If you see us at Toronto Regionals, don't be afraid to come up and say hi or ask for pictures!

just sittin here kickin my feets while Winnie visits

OK let’s cook a little bit I was having bad annoying brain last night, wasn’t feeling well overall, then when I went to bed, I was very symptomatic. Kept checking my heart rate, felt air hunger, jolted awake every time I started dozing off. This all feels very dysregulated nervous system to me.

be me, start feeling a little better, check app, see replies from the literal TREASURES OF THE EARTH, cry 💜😭💜😭💜

my friends don't hate me my friends don't hate me my friends don't hate me

Do I go get bells from a treasure island, or do I continue to rough it to pay off rooms in my Animal Crossing house? I keep running out of storage space for clothes kfjgdkjfg

At least Wilson Fisk demanded that his shitty, corrupt task force show their faces while they did shitty, corrupt things.

New Sage Soul Crystal Vial stickers are now available in my shop! Featuring two finishes - holographic & pixie dust ✨ #FFXIV #FFXIVart #FFXIVmerch #FF14 🌸 Shares appreciated! 🥰💚 🌸 etsy.com/shop/Raxellia

@mogtalk.bsky.social World Race is on! With a $20 donation you could win a goodie bag from me with keychains, buttons, and more. Watch: www.twitch.tv/frostymog My shop is restocking but still has cute stuff! ko-fi.com/helpdatcooki... #ffxiv

Energy to take into 2026 ✏️✨ [ #cuteart #traditionalart #sketchbook ]

I desperately want to do more than survive 2026. Fuck I hope I can figure it out.

Dung beetles made you a snowman. Happy New Year’s Eve to everyone!!

Gooood morning. Does anyone know a dietitian or service that offers some pro-bono hours? I have several medical conditions and desperately need to work on an elimination diet to pinpoint food sensitivities, but I'm unemployed and already drowning in hospital bills. #health #dietitian #nutrition

tl;dr: I've been sicker than usual for over a month, I'm not awake during hours that are conducive to streaming, and the harsh reality of it all is costing me a lot of money and causing dark mentals. BUT. Thank you so much for checking on me, sending me gifts, and being here. 💜

Merry Christmas and happy holidays! I love y’all.

Happy holidays from Lilith! ❄️⛄️

I wish I could be gentle with my body instead of viewing it like an abuser. I’ve been so delicate and reserved with it for fear of setting it off, and I’m so miserable. Don’t eat this or that, don’t eat too much, don’t change positions too fast, don’t forget electrolytes.

this also makes me want to jump off a building in minecraft