knowing me is cool because I say stuff like "imagine if that brick went thru the window in the au revoir video and hit gackt in his white shirt and hyper-engineered hair as his facial expressions wistfully fuck the camera regardless of the direction he's actively facing"

Finished silent hill f last night. I'm still not 100% how I feel, but I do think it's completely worthwhile for fans of the series. Just know one playthrough will not be enough to understand anything lol.

Am I insane or does all behringer's synth/recording gear sound 2d? Like for a lot of electronic music this is a moot point but

I also snagged a really good deal on a nice used mic stand locally- excited to finally stop using a very shitty on-stage tripod lol

Finished writing vocals for the last song earlier, yeehaw. I need to fix up a section on another song but it's almost vocals week- time to rev up that throat coat tea

Not 100% how I feel about silent hill f so far. All I know is the f stands for fucking difficult

This little idiot put on his skirt the second it arrived in the mail. Go read @batshaped.bsky.social 's comic

Aaaaaa

Big studio horror game devs being like "let's set the fov to 50 so they're so busy puking they don't notice UE stuttering every two seconds!"

Insomnia pairs well with silent hill, right?

Ppl like to hate more than they like to like. Fix ur hearts 😭

I think I'm getting better at writing vocal melodies? Just gonna cope and internalize that I am. Lyrics however? No. I will write insufferably bad lyrics 5ever

Today I transplanted a nice 47 style capsule from my oldest microphone (modded a couple years ago, the 1st microphone I ever bought- an mca sp1 sold in a blister pack circa 2007 or 8) into a nicer circuit with a miles better body yay. Thusly my new vocal mic is born. #diyrecording or something idk

This is a PSA: if you are a queer person, use signal or something equally secure to talk about politics 👍

This week was rough; progress on the EP was slow, but still happening. All vocals and mixing, now! Historically vocals were hardest for me with music, but this last year I've actually started enjoying the process a bit.

Doctors are 100% willing to lie to your face about your health because they don't want to do more work or think of you as a person

bitterpearls.bandcamp.com/track/what-y... type shit

Going nonverbal after the appt with a new doctor 😎

Get up and make dinner mae ):

hey I hate doing this [always] but I need to grab computer/music gear from my parent's house as well as get to job interviews but both my tank & wallet are empty rn. if you can spare anything I'd be appreciative but only if you can! venmo: aphoticstarfield paypal: [email protected]

But I'm also still getting EP work done in an incredible feat, I deserve a milkshake

The new nightreign update fucks in both bad and good ways and I'm hooked

I really hope um. Random acts of violence and awful legislation towards me and ppl I love isn't the answer to this but. I'm not gonna complain about the news

yummyy

Today we are peeping the cosmic horrors in attempt to determine if we can pull out the knife in a next life

Today I am sampling a rompler that came into my possession so I can sell it cos I need money so I can sample while I sample and downsample my low sameplerate samples for extra cheese

Any time you spend enjoying yourself isn't time wasted :3

Guess who just discovered the mutuals feed. Maybe I'll scroll once again

Tracked the final drum performance on track 5 today- which means I'm on the final layer of recording hell for the EP, vocals!

I wish trains were real and post

ok google gf not stop barking how to fix and send

My favorite new plugin is called Loudness War Winner

dying planet-side

I just had a like 9/10 pelvic floor cramp that made me scream lmao. i like having a body it's really neat

VECTORGEIST - ALMANAC MY FIRST FULL LENGTH ALBUM RELEASING THIS WINTER

when the nice time outside is more terrifying than ur lil mammal brain can handle ;-;

Living in Phoenix, how I get thru summers is still how I got thru summers two decades ago

Bitwig 6 actually looks pretty rad @.@ hope I can upgrade someday hah

Honestly all this is is the confession that I still suck at practicing haha. Practice is rarely interesting until you're in a certain place with it.

I'm trying to dabble into more well defined genre production for the sake of like... Growing my wheelhouse/experience, but my brand of neurodivergence just finds it so uninteresting to operate within that type of confines for some reason. And that's as someone who's done plenty of genre listening

I thought I knew pain. And then I used melodyne on a guitar piece

How long will the radio signals persist after our time?

Phoenix, like a shining beacon of boiling hot shit, has once again welcomed us into its smog-ripened embrace

Type shit

On a lil trip to Flagstaff. Holy shit, I love this place. I really don't belong in Phoenix, every single time I go north my heart of hearts wants me to stay. Also: our check engine light came on and we're 200 miles from home 🫠

Hello bluesky

Slow down. Fuck alienation from your labor or forced production for the sake of lining the pockets of the wealthy. 👍

made more progress on track 5. Getting there. Not sure when the visuals will be done for everything, but I'm on track to have the EP done by October. Yippie