Going on hiatus. Will still be providing updates to folks I'm working with whenever I have any, but I will not be around otherwise. Trying to spend more time away from my devices to clear my head. If you need to contact me, please send an email ([email protected])

Got those snakebite piercings I wanted! Very very owie, the most painful piercing I've gotten so far (5-6/10 pain wise for me) but so worth it, I love em 💙 I got spiked labrets, those were my dreamie jewelry for this

"Have you been experiencing feelings of worthlessness and helplessness?"

"Have you been experiencing feelings of worthlessness and helplessness?"

therapy tomorrow. fuckin finally.

The carousel feature is such ass, no one asked for this. Very not user friendly

Being nice to myself? Haha what's that

Art will make your big brain big big bigger

One thing I notice is sometimes people really like to argue with artists that art "isn't that deep" when someone is explaining the choices in a piece. Literally every thing that's in a piece is put there on purpose by the artist.

I think I hauve covid <<< He is listening to the new Nine Inch Nails x Boys Noize album

doodle of wishful thinking future self. i will have longer and black hair i will i will i will!!!!

A comment from a video on capcoms concept art for resident evil i found striking, as i havent ever seen this team dynamic in the west, and find this something of envy

I didn’t create over 200 paintings in the last 15 years just to see 1/3 of them scraped for training data & my name abused as a prompt thousands of times. These companies are blatantly laundering copyrighted artwork, displacing the artists they stole from, & devaluing the arts as a whole. FUCK AI.

We do not begin and end within our skin. I am my housing, I am how much sunshine I get, I am my clothes, I am my parents and children, I am an actor. If you need me, I'll be my trailer.

Hi everyone. Transfem artist/arg dev in need of support. 1/2 ko-fi.com/withkindereyes

What If We Kissed At The Coachella NINoize Live Performance

Chibi thread (redux 2.0, last time I promise; there's so many of these little shits I've drawn). Some are mine, some for others (comms/trades/gifts)

hey i’m being real fucking serious right now call your reps. this is insane. he already had thousands of jobs removed from the us fish and wildlife service. dismantling the us forest service will have a devastating impact on habitat protections. im too mad for words.

*sigh* If your Kickstarter video/image is AI, I won't back it. If your book has an AI cover, I won't read it. If you're a public supporter of AI use for creative work, I will unfollow you. I cannot stress enough how offensive I find AI use in the arts. It is outright theft, it is lazy, it is gross.

My dreams are often quite vivid in my memory (which apparently isn't a good thing, means my sleep quality is ass) & I see a lot of weird beings. This is one of the more memorable ones from recently, its name is Head, probably because it has a large & weird head.

The two truths: 1) There is nothing wrong with porn, let people safely make it, let people safely enjoy it. 2) If you let people define porn as bad, authoritarians will ALWAYS expand the definition until their hands are around your neck.

How badly I wish I didn't have to work just so I could chase my bliss. I hate money bro why can't I just be a silly guy that draws and animates and makes music and writes neat stories whenever the mood hits. Why am I suffering cus of some idiot that invented currency ages ago. Hope they're in hell

There was a time I really wanted to grow my hair out so I could style it like Vergil's, cus his hair fucking rules, but unfortunately I'm so used to shorter hair that it feels weird on my neck once it gets past a certain point and drives me insane sensory-wise. That and it makes me mildly dysphoric.

cancel your adobe subs asap and use non adobe products if you haven't already

Also Wacom Bamboo. Hated the fucking thing. The sensitivity was always too high and I couldn't turn it down, the drivers would always break and I'd have to keep reinstalling them. I do not miss it one bit.

I long to fall into the sun It can't just be with anyone It's got to be with you #art #sketch #oc

My everything... #art #sketch #oc

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Finally finished this drawing I started last year for the International Transgender Day of Visibility.

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🏳️‍⚧️ TRANS RIGHTS 🏳️‍⚧️

happy #TDOV from a weird gender gremlin

TRANS CREATOR SUPPORT THREAD! happy #tdov! i’m hosting a lil thread for my fellow trans creators to boost their work!! 🏳️‍⚧️💕 introduce yourself and post some of your work - share shops, commissions, or anything else you want to plug! :D

happy trans day of visibility

I got banned from twitter in 2023 for this drawing. They called it "violent speech". It had over 40K likes and too many comments for me to read before my ban, but I still see it floating around here and there. Save a copy, and use it freely. No attribution needed. Love u #transdayofvisibility #tdov

If you want an idea of my DMC AU project (that I've been working on since 2019 💔), at this point it's evolved into "What if there was an angel who was obsessed, devoted, and in love carnally with God and those feelings weren't reciprocated the same and they made it EVERYONE'S problem"

I should really talk about my OCs more cus people know fuckall about them unless they look at the little blurbs on their toyhouse pages 🤪

I think........ I think I'm ready to paint again. I'm willing to try. I'm feeling the urge to, which is good, because I wasn't feeling that for awhile. Instead it felt like a chore, it made me exhausted but not in a "it's honest work" way, more of a "I just wanna get this over with" way. Which is ->

Proud but Angry 2023 Forever relevant (sadly).

wow i'm trans, if you can see me you have to buy something, legally ko-fi.com/bigoldeels/s...

Trans day of visibility? I’m Enoch and I use my short time on this earth to draw naked skeletons

happy granstender day of fuck shit fuck damn still have to be off my T for a bit but trying to life my best life in the meantime, I love you all 💙 #tdov #TransgenderDayOfVisibility

happy #tdov !!

we have art and we have music and we have dancing and we have ice cream and we have the night sky at the beach and we have beers around a campfire and we have the smell of the rain and we have the warmth of the sun and we have each other and we're going to be okay. i love you

Happy Trans Day of Visibility ❤️🏳️‍⚧️❤️

🏳️‍⚧️🎉 It's International Transgender Day of Visibility! 🏳️‍⚧️🎉 I'm Silver (He/Him), black & filipino trans catman, with a passion for drawing weird cats, alt fashion, and being unapologetically queer 💖 All trans people deserve love, so support them always! 🩵🩷🤍 #TDOV #transartist #art #horrorart

DON'T LET THE BASTARDS GET YOU DOWN 🏳️‍⚧️ #art #tdov #transart