writing never gets easier but the more you write the easier it gets to trudge along and suck up the hard parts. maybe lots of things are like this. starting to think being good at something just means having built up a massive reserve of frustration tolerance

for the last several years my day job has steadily become more stressful due to Politics and Ideology. but i can't even complain about it online for likes and replies because any amount of detail is too much. so all of you should just feel really bad for me. ok?

it's stunning storytelling. do u like RIVALRIES that get EXTREMELY HEATED and sexual? spotify link: open.spotify.com/episode/3Di5...

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The Birdcage opened thirty years ago today, so in its honor, I want to share one of my favorite stories about Mike Nichols that didn't make it into my biography. This is from an interview I did with Nathan Lane.

The Black Rabbit of Inlé.

char and nanai

I'm him

IT IS TIME FOR THE WINTER PARALYMPICS!!!! The Paralympics are the most consistently mind-blowing sporting event on the calendar. I promise you simply reading about how various Paralympic events work will make you say WHAT?!? or HOW?!?!? out loud at least once

anya doodle page #mouthwashing

Oh hey, I'm in here alongside some very good company!

women can do anything

#MarchStash progress check! How's it going?

other people have said this more eloquently than i but one of the great things about following sports is seeing people on tv who aren't conventionally hot

“I want yuri heated rivalry… hire me. I can fall in love with my costar please.” Amber Glenn gets asked about Heated Rivalry! 🔗: youtu.be/THOglbJl-Dk?...

The Red means I Love You ❤️

superlove is bringing back 2006 by reviving the ye old fandom event known as: PORN BATTLE! if you're 18+, come join us in leaving vaguely horny prompts in the hope of vaguely horny fic! superlove.sayitditto.net/collections/...

this too in a way its second nature. she takes precedence in my mind

we should all listen to him

To me, a major axis of emotional torment for he xuan re: shi qingxuan is not merely being erotically and emotionally obsessed with shi qingxuan but also wanting to be the little spoon sometimes

in honour of 0.2 seconds of tome in the new ep and bc i apparently never posted this here: the hirotome fic i wrote ages ago! archiveofourown.org/works/533052...

hey you ever wanted an academic article investigating the political relationship between effeminate gays and trans girls? i wrote one

it's really cool how "you don't 'have' a sex you are weighed against [the structure] sex" is the last and ultimate piece of the puzzle that truly allows being nonbinary to "click" and feel meaningful. like wow sex is not "a feature of you" it's something imposed on diverse & complex individuals??

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totally didn't forget zeta gundam's anniversary.......but happy 41st zeta and kamille i love love love my precious son 🩵💙

archiveofourown.org/works/519719... new chapter of dfp island :) ao3 may eat it in a database rollback but fuck it we ball

Don't forget char aznable Twitter RPer gay pride Anaheim Electronics

#MarchStash participants, what book are you starting with? QRT with a picture for extra points (the points are my sincere admiration)

i just wanted to draw reccoas bum ngl

finally making a promo post for my short, canon compliant beefleaf fic 🍖🍃 gallery piece • 1.7k words, 1shot • mature • f/f, other • major content warning for referenced incest, description of sexual violence • hurt no comfort #beefleaf #双玄 #tgcf archiveofourown.org/works/78131536

uh with the total siege on gaza... you know what to do #ConnectingGaza

the greatest weapon of the postcanon beefleaf fic writer is the knowledge that he xuan's self-control regarding sqx is really bad. like the willpower to stay at a distance and not engage is NOT there

Signups for MXTX Remix Exchange are now open! Join this year's exchange at archiveofourown.org/collections/...

the kamifour t4t truth nuke

Beefleaf after the reveal has profoundly incest energy because they're cosmic twins and all. And cast in the long shadow of shi wudu & his nebulous relationship with shi qingxuan...

Mobile Suit Chedda Gundam's Quattro Blendcheesa's Hyaku Squeaky

Evening plans got cancelled so I'm sitting here like should I update my fic or file my tax return

happy twin peaks day :)

Hot Blood, Cold Water #bellfic #tgcf 🩸Ling Wen & Shi Wudu (& Pei Ming) 💧1.6k words, rated M 🩸covering up a murder 💧fellas is it gay to cut up a body with your best bro 🔗 ao3.org/works/55304149

Skin, Bone, Steel, Stone #bellfic #tgcf - Written for MXTX Remix 2025 - Rated G, 2.3k words - Feng Xin/Jian Lan - Angsty Book 4 Feng Xin character study 🔗 ao3.org/works/64663717

Can't Keep Anything #bellfic #tgcf 💔Rated T, 1.5k words 💔Pre-break up Feng Xin/Jian Lan, Enemies FX & MQ 💔Another angsty FX character study 💔 Transfem FX & MQ 💔Fantasising about killing your ex-best friend in front of a bunch of people is in! 🔗 ao3.org/works/78248846

it's possible that some of you haven't read lovefool so i'm reccing it on here... incredibly good modern au epistolary beefleaf. it's about eating disorders in a major way so watch out archiveofourown.org/works/65027548

Now that backflips are legal, Adam and Ilia say synchro backflips need to be a thing, too! #MilanoCortina2026 ⛸️

Reminder that Olympic Gold Medalist Alysa Liu supports trans rights

considered wipposting the stuff i just wrote for shadowplay but it's too embarrassing to put on the tl

sparrows :3