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A lyric from my collection. My 100 lyrics is almost complete and set to release 10 lyrics every month until December, starting March! This has been a real test for me, but an overall awesome experience thus far. For the meantime, here's a new one! Check it out! open.substack.com/pub/whatacha...

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Been a long time, but taking a break from my writing journey to post this. Thought you all should know. open.substack.com/pub/whatacha...

A Chorus to a lyric I wrote; titled - Volute So let me fall in the spiral, slow Where every version of me lets go I’m a broken compass, still pretend That twisted paths can somehow bend A blinded hope I strain to see A destiny shaped like a volute in me

Finally restructured it.... until I want to tweak it... again... Anywho! Here's the chorus of Checkmate. 2.0. So I'll just keep My head down now As you take me And all my crowns This clock is breaking down Check, en prise my weakness You checkmate me, While I fall to pieces #vss365 #poetry

(Chorus to my song Fading Light) Your straitjacket love Breaks me, chokes me Bleeds me til empty of All the love I have Yet never enough Now you'll see... (you'll see) Me in fading light #vss365 #poetry

(Chorus to my song, break away) Burning out under black hole skies Screaming truths off tangled lies We’ll run tonight, the stars as guides We’re never lost, just terrorized On burning nights, we find our place With scars to prove, we run this race In midnight rains, we break away #vss365 #poetry

#noking ##vss365 Apologies for reposting. Had to fix a couple things. Really need a edit feature. Anyway, with current events occurring, now more than ever does this lyric write feel to be reposted from my When it began. More to come, so stay tuned. #vss365 open.substack.com/pub/whatacha...

Cheap talk like pennygum Rebrand the same old sun As brand mornings and New ways of exploring The vast amount of ways We'll run this hamster wheel And distract ourselves enough To make all talk worthless spew For costs are rising and new tolls being set Pay in blood, for the cost is Life #vss365

A sea of red drying Amist palpable tears A heatwave crying Mists of raging fears Know as the crimson dawns The darkness creeps behind Slow burn of things to come Pouring out all of my gasoline To burn brighter than thousand suns Igniting the night for all to see A pond of scarlet meditations #vss365

(Chorus I wrote yesterday) So what is this life — a lie or a flame? A circle of grief we dance all the same. A whisper, a scream, a love, or a war, We reach for the sky, then beg for the floor. This life pulls the thread till we come undone — Still chasing the dawn, still fearing the sun #vss365

Blister hot on iron throne As the fires grow closer Boiled deep into the bone While thirsting for water Quenched by the blood, sweat, and tears of others Yet sleepless in the desert Seeking another oasis To gather and then devour As we count down Our restless hour #vss365 #poetry #brainspill

I died that night Thrusted words A cannonball burst Desecrated my temple Torn down my gardens And ravaged my world Ruptured my capacity To ever hold love the same Unaligned mind broken Snapped reality in wake Floating through life Active on command Scared to live Wish to connect Just can't #vss365

Tired Of wading waters That dragged me down Quiet And set the scene again In gentle words that carve deep Yet you refuse To fathom How I truly feel In my chasm Alone in the desert A fever dream recall I know I'm hot collar Under the pressure And I Am slowly fading As my Emotions crystalize #vss365

Tear down My graven visage Run now To a new mirage Knowing That I've been long gone Clear the table for jigsaw Puzzling aftermath I saw A journey of new beginning Turning to page thirteen Where I could feel the fall Now recollecting in recall As I'm careening to the ground #vss365 #poetry

Hammer me down Nail me to my baren crosses Dragging me down To fathoms below my losses I want to breathe in new life Put aside weaponized strife That draws me in Tell me that you cares Sell me all your wares Blind me with your taste Give me your empty fate In molotov colored waste #vss365

In your pool of echoed eyes Where I'm drowned in sound Swimming to the shoreline To the moment we are bound Yet you refuse To send your branched olive And I side step Any recall of offered silence Tear me to pieces Scatter me across Let me fall around Like iridescent snow From on high #vss365

I'm a cauterized ghost Sealed in by the magic That froze time to host An end line that's inside it A purposed mind Given keen desire A studded heart Binding me again In view, of the devestation Prelude of gold bright fall Stuck on rewinding again Of moments that I stood tall In lonely cities #vss365

Hanging onto the rafters Of all my constant fears Pendulum swing matters Go between all my years As my regrets play on repeat Spilling my guts out from the bottle Feeling my soul is leaving me Drained from the stacks I've cottled Forsaken in the light Dancing in your dark Eclipsed Eyes #vss365

Life's a burden We fight so hard for Dragging in the mud Drowned in the flood Drained within Submerged without Brands rebranded Of all these mortal sins Where agony in morals In ethical stifled breaths A hope for slumber Sedated in rest Only to wake Forgotten it all #vss365 #poetry #brainspill

Corpses of Earth With every decaying step A trail of rot and pestilence Left in staggered paces To spread like spores And devour the landscape Until there's nothing more Only the remenates of life Haunted by unsalted nights By the ghosts of earth #vss365 #poetry

Silence is calling me home To finally end it all Pushing pass all I've known And losing it in the fall Time never waits for a start Picked up what breaks apart Only to stumble into a crawl As we burn to ashes In bright, fiery effigies As martyrs take lashes For a lucidity in jaggies #vss365

You are a voice To my reckoning A fresh foundation For burial grounds Your give and take With a timely craft Only pulled levers In reverse pattern Silence in still motion Vaulting our emotions As we go ever deeper In vast ocean believers To find a god in a show And a life not your own #vss365

I'm welded to my own cage Where everything remains the same Only seasons seem to change Hope to wake up from my long stay And one day, seize my day When I'm better and finally stand tall, Say I'll face all my problems Knowing when I'll begin at the fall, But I'll spread my wings if I got'em #vss365

I've tasted tainted treasures From caustic dripping sulfer Smothered in my awakening Tunnel sight, now acquired, Keeping hell from my desires While daydreaming Valhalla Caught in the wonder of it all In tremor resounded starfall On dreamscape crude ruins Knowing forever has an end #vss365 #poetry

Words I use will not paint Over lines that I've drawn Or color in all of my flaws If who I am today fades in morning's glance Will I become the victim to my circumstance A casualty to incompetence Prisoner of brokered defiance Free in body, Slaved in soul Privileged Embody Shackled in droves #vss365

I can feel my shuddered bones quaking To every moment having a do or don't feel I can hear as my granite heart's breaking As I fall to pieces, a breath of dust appeals I can taste bitter tones in sleepless waking As I see now that nightmares become real A blissful agony Anguished in joy #vss365

As silence falls from grace I'll understand it from thinking I'll remember you from knowing I'll remind myself when deciding That all words fall like meteors Art in talk, yet show your moves To paint tapestries of delusions Of the painted green pastures In servile distain Of the other side #vss365

Shocked incongruent dreams Rushes by, a train to the heart Pull back for dear life to brake As you collide into my particles Shifting in ether, drifting to sea As matter will splits itself apart Push pass with wagered stakes Written in stars of every article #vss365 #poertry #brainspill

Sittin on the dock for days Rustling the hair of my vices While daydreaming in haze Of moments I recall in slices Set to handle your cold wave As my garden wilts to delices When the waters won't fall Or the light fades to dimmed Will we bring a final last call Settle scores in drifted winds #vss365

I would drink from the well Made of the hues displayed Carry on while I read the tells In the hidden places we play Now the light casts out fears As night crowds out the leers Of beautiful abandoned tears Hark as the moon is blinding See as sunset is left winding As we commence to sink #vss365

Save me from apple pie That hangs outside my ledge Take me past the light And sit on a rusty razor edge Like clockwork end of shift Rushing out to climb up cliffs To crests, I've come to envy Losing grip with what's real Pan back to a forgotten feel Falling back into these holes Dug long ago #vss365

Ripped to pieces Stuck in creases Lost my reasons In past seasons For lucid visions Mind slam fission To burst collision In chaotic division Breakpath synapse Towel snap collapse Winded reality slaps Feeding only on apps Until the feast begins Divvying out our sins Read up again #vss365 #poetry

Watched as you sunk Ever deeper and deeper Into your regrets again Under the Yellow Night Danced with your demons Left swinging during disco On the lonely dance floor Paid out another memory For another fabled morning Of finding the recollection Seeing what Hyde left Jekyll In the aftermath #vss365

A dead city On sidewalk lines Barren and silent The air stagnants Of life and erosion The city had, now A vacuum to time Passing the facade Of polish storefronts Veneer of community In the wake of it all A contour of decay From abandonment Only the bones remain In a dead city #vss365 #poetry

Lay down with me Under the blanketed sky On top of the dead marshes As we await the ebbing tide To return its punishment Upon the even leyline flow Of discontented hopes And jubilant nightmares To raid our conscious eyes And pillage peaceful reveries Allowed to drown me in Suffering bliss #vss365

You hang from my neck like Regret Weigh me down until I am Weaken By your wonted touch that's Claret Over the arret motions of me Leakin' As my laid truth turns sour Pass winded eleventh hour In sessions of scared cower Crazen drone grows louder Infectious to the mice of men So... Revolting #vss365

Drugging my cosmic shift From the morning twilight Edge step to a hanged cliff In living a vice versed life Settled on green pastures Under the grapevine sky See past baited captures Fall back to a realist sigh Under dusk's floral bloom Clean out my bloated mind To dream out my dread Again #vss365

As embers turn charcoal A marooned sunset glow The electric noise is subtle From the wash minds flow To the basin of the cleanse Slowly gather in holy water Surrounded by the defense On par for unwilling martyr So we burn the evergreens Looking out for a dawning Set for the unfettered frenzy #vss365

Now I'm stuck here And I'm bleeding out Screaming hard like Car alarms No matter where I go Looking day and night Pass the alters of the Ones we know So will you shape me With gilded nostalgia Or will you throw It all away #vss365 #poetry #brainspill

What's so unreal? That you'd shred the veil? Honesty stats terminally low Soon, we will feel The driven final nail Pain of reaping what's sown To be defined, redefined to be refined, ready to be resigned by inflicted design By patchwork lines and civil Recline Here comes the decline #vss365

I'm dreaming it, hating it Stuck in the sapropel Screaming in-between The scenes where you're Not there. Past the brink, feeling sick Around the carousel Spinning in circles over The moments we let go Of it all Hopefully, we will see A light in aquarelle To finally shine free Like before #vss365

Rock back the tearful tide As night fills the lilac sky Knock back on either side A lost cause now realized We sink into our gardens Weed out time to venture To lose the nurture of it A new life, a living unsure Eyes closed to spotlights Minds eye views highlights So much for 20/20 hindsight #vss365

In stray lines that we'd follow In grey skies cold and hollow The steal sign only to borrow The lost time given to sorrow It's the last call for all to see That the duality the of green Now a black and white game We march past the marigold Each day, becoming criminal Forever altered #vss365

No way that I comprehend As we rise and fall in gravity Bad days looking for an end In a mazed design prophecy See as a broke down trinity Tears us open for the trilogy Sink or swim, I choose to fly But I'm wingless Only known the drop Still feel anxious As the rain falls, bottoms up #vss365 #poetry

Living off the fast track Dining off the melody Shelter in a broken shack Wishful dreams I can't see I want to spread my wings Unconstrained in the fall Hope I won't flail endlessly Careening into a final call Now in descension Into shifting sands Burning ascension With our two hands #vss365

Getting tired of all the lies Weary of film strip cyanide Morning feeling like blindside Another crossroad terrorized So here's to the good times While feeling lost and alone Just keep sippin' on high life Fallin' deeper in the shallows Hope to break free And break the fall #vss365 #poetry

Holding water as it falls in For another while sinking Deeper into a seismic shift Of geologic reorganizing Guess apologies are in order As issues are growing colder In hapless glee, we endured Yet stifle out taking anymore If peace is a prison And grace is shelter Chained to conviction #vss365

Senses desensitized Breaking down the matter Until it's just an anti-matter Born institutionalized Tearing down fine reason Like a transitional season Catered to be idolized Gene slice face lift up Filter out empty cups Coming back realized Of green pastures painted on The sun will set on everyone