I think if I ever come back, it will be "no fucks given", just to stream to stream. Nothing more, nothing less. Just to have fun. I don't want anything out of it, just to really have fun and play games. Nothing more.

And I wonder, if you know what it means. To find your dreams come true.

Si vis pacem, para bellum.

I miss streaming.

A life update. Life’s stressy but okay. Still learning every day, still going to therapy every week. Discovering things about myself, and slowly healing the wounds that I have. My therapist told me that no matter what I do, I will never be able to please everyone. It’s been hard accepting that…

Kinda crazy how the classics hit when you’re really in the hole.

I can at least understand why people are upset with me. And yeah, I agree with it. I never expect my apologies to be accepted, though I will strive to be better than who I was. I learned hard lessons through hard karma. And am still learning those. I deserved every last bit of karma I received.

I am beyond terrified. I would like to return to the space, but only when I am ready and worthy. I have a lot of self work to do, a lot of wounds to heal. Redemption to seek and forgiveness to ask for. This will take time. Effort. Perseverance. And no shortage of tears. But it will be done.

I’m still scared. But it’s a hopeful fear. I know I will have to live with my sins. Though that gets a little more comfortable every day. I don’t ever want to be that person ever again. But those sins will remind me every day to never ever act like that again. A grim reminder.

I really knew how to pick ‘em in the vtuber community. (I didn’t, a lot of people I called friends turned out to be shitty, but hey, pot meet kettle in my case. But at least I have the courage to work to be better and redeem myself. I’m trying every day).

Happy Holidays, everyone! I’ve been on a self-discovery trip and really figuring out life, and who I want to be. Lots of nastiness I want to discard, which is in-progress. Working on that every day. May the flames of the hard lessons of 2024, temper and forge me into a better person in 2025.

Kinda wild when you take a break or graduate and come back, your friend group disintegrates. Maybe 5% of the people I used to talk with, have checked in on me. Which is appreciated but like damn.

Anyone want anything while i’m at the store? Don’t make it too big

Life’s too short to be angry for so long. The best thing is to validate your own feelings, understand that you’re feeling them, why you’re feeling them and to process them in a constructive manner. The things we learn, it’s kinda cool!

And since this was posted to twitter before I disabled it, not many people saw it. I’ve been playing a lot of SM2 and building lots of 40k minis for the last while. Enjoy, 💙☁️ people! Me as a Carcharodon. For the Emperor!

I love it here.

Dive in. #vtuber 🎨: enmarpg on Tw*tter.

I’ve been offline vibin’ since I made my announcement 2 months ago. How, you may ask? Well…

Ngl this was me when I hit 1k. The ego inflation, thinking I was somebody. In the end, it’s just a number. Who cares, have fun and be a good person. Be excellent to each other.

Do I -really- wanna do this again? Kind of. Is it worth the pain again? I don’t know. Convince me to come back, below.

Is it Bike in the Computer Room or is it Computer in the Garage? (Ignore my Pile of Shame by my PC i’m building an Astra Militarum list)

Jussayin if you can’t honor my friends/loved ones pronouns or identities. I’m gonna change yours to was/were. Trans rights are human rights. Love is love. Idk why we have to keep having this conversation.

Bluesky culture is heavily anti dunk. do not spread shitty people on here. do not show me screenshots of them. I don't wanna see it. no one does. block them. blocking works super good here. I will block you for being a constant dunk poster.

Lately i’ve been finding myself. Found a new job. Have a partner🦈🖤. Moved to a new place. Found new friends. Found out things about myself (i’m autistic with ADHD, so AuDHD if you will). I also ride motorcycle which is a great dopamine fix at any speed! Life’s been good, so far! Finally winning😌

I still stand by this :3

And since this was posted to twitter before I disabled it, not many people saw it. I’ve been playing a lot of SM2 and building lots of 40k minis for the last while. Enjoy, 💙☁️ people! Me as a Carcharodon. For the Emperor!

Honestly when I graduated I expected it to feel worse. I deleted my twitter account, everything. But somehow I feel like I wanna go back sometimes…

Still shadowbanned on the platform formerly known as Twitter. Apparently having the word Art in your bio is grounds for search banning. What a shit filter.

Search-banned on THAT app… been like that for a month since the Marina incidents.

These are animated, shame that I can’t send videos on bluesky! Done by EightyEightDesign on VGen!!

These are animated, shame that I can’t send videos on bluesky! Done by EightyEightDesign on VGen!!

I am always happy to use my codes to help out vtubers get off of X/Twitter so they can come here. It's like... I'm on my Social Media hero arc!

And done~! Hope you like it @wushuvt.bsky.social ! #WushieArt

✨💜Attention VTubers~!🧡✨ I'm looking to practice a bit more so I can get my commissions rolling. Please drop your PNGs and/or Reference Sheets for free art of your model~! Reskeets are appreciated~! #vtuber #vtubersupport #freeart Here are some samples:

Thank you Twitch 🥹🥹🥹

Me when Youtube acts like they’re trying to save Sssniperwolfs career and blatant double standards when it comes to creators and breaking community guidelines, TOS and committing actual crimes:

Like I saw this nasty mans entire fucking fruit bowl THROUGH A REAR VIEW SIDE MIRROR. Banana, berries and melons (ass) IT WAS HORRIBLE

Your 3rd saved pic made me blush. What is it?

I forgot to introduce myself to the VTuber space out here! I’m Wushu, a big ol sea pancake Manta Ray seatuber! This model is my 2.0 and i’m very excited to use it!! I hope we can have fun together! Let’s be friends, okay?

HOW DID EPICMYND GET ON THIS PLATFORM. Next thing we know Draco’s gonna farm 100000 invites💀

I did not have “see a homeless mans full on ass and ballsack through a rear view mirror” on my 2023 Bingo Card.

It takes forever to follow people on here so if i’ve missed you from Muskrats site be patient, app is laggy!!

Holy notifications💀 Let me wake up so I can address all of you gorgeous individuals.

Twitter down? Yup. Bluesky down? Nope.

Is calling X "twitter" the only valid application of the act of deadnaming? Like... I absolutely hate how it was renamed and it seems people still call it Twitter. I know I do. (To be clear, deadnaming is v bad and should never happen and I do not support that)

Oh hey there. First post! I'd love to make some new friends on this new site! Any #VTuber or #ENVTuber, post your PNG or Ref below? Let's be friends!!