mentioned my mental hospitial visits and remembered how i got my dysphoria diagnosis at my first visit and when I got out I was supposed to be put on HRT but it was rejected because I was underage at the time, and by underage I mean 17. that still messes with me so much

2 mental hospital visits and an attempt. i have been very unstable the past two years, dangerously unstable, i don't want to be here more than ever due to trans issues and also bring in the fact i have a bleeding disorder and am much more sensitive to damage then a normal person.

Hi @rare.co.uk can you make a Conker game where she's a burnt out trans girl and all the enemies yell asinine things at her while she's too drunk to care? Please? I'm unemployed and available for consulting. This fresh new take is what modern audiences want most, I promise, just trust me, c'mon.

new Hell Hound beta update just dropped. I re-encoded all the sounds in 22050Hz so they're a bit crispier (tracking down that wolf howl stock sound in a higher quality took me ages lmao). I also found some new tracker music that still slaps while taking up less space. Oh also carousel icons I guess.

It's definitely in beta now. You can grab it here: marisa.pw/files/hhound... I'll make the itch page tomorrow.

Gabrielle Spaghetti is a beautiful name for a storm

accidentally took the most baby girl photo of Fern last night 😭💕

i colored this in 10 min cause my lasagna was burning

Those are some good looking cookies! Title is a but uh, interesting.

Being an autistic pervert is so weird because when normal perverts want their assholes to be stretched, everyone's cheering for that horny energy. But when I say I wanna stretch like Plastic Man, I'm called weird and get the cops outside my door. Cringe world.

Some would call this a bed...I call it prey😼

zamn

A DOS trash/slavjank DOUBLE FEATURE! PREPARE TO BE LIQUIDATED. youtu.be/IHSc6r65vh4

long time no see #OFF #OFFgame

[fred flintsone watching me play monster hunter] this is what it was like for me

a few weeks ago i, quite drunk, posted (now deleted) "somedays i feel like the knight guarding the chalices. somedays i feel like the chalice" and i don't remember why or what i was trying to convey but it might be the best thing ive ever written. just have no idea what it means.

napping together???? as a date???? of course.

back in therapy, smoked weed in celebration!!

god I love women rt if u agree

mentioned Unreal and remembered that Epic FUCKED EVERYTHING UP

Vinny and Joel both have so many iconic moments it's unreal

Divine Intervention top 5 Slayer album easily

so,, ... peak

I absolutely adore Nightdive and their ability to make a confusing mess of a game filled with damage sponge enemies (Hexen) a good fun time and another fun game on the ol' Doom engine. Heretic was fine before but definitely still had the same big spongey enemy encounters at times.

Cowkini Hex Maniac

weed makes me think and say funny things! that is fun and pretty baller yknow

bluesky? more like redground. post!

i think teto has to be some kind of multi universal being that feeds on attention from others and does this by brain washing them. i say this because the fandom myself included is fucking insane

i have been an absolute mess the past two years but doom helps me push through 💗💗💗 to think that back in like 2021 i thought slaughtermaps were impossible, now i can beat them, not swiftly still but i can beat them. being good at classic doom is actually so rewarding feeling in game

LITERALLY ME (but not actually me in the video i just saw it on ig)

i love strange creatures, weird critters, mysterious beings.

💅

komodo better don't

DOOM: The Dark Ages | Global Release Times https://beth.games/4iU0NOg

You are the only one they fear. Stand And Fight on May 15

5 days

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i fucking love this image

packed and ready to go

When i get like this the only thing that works is going to bed. But this happens too often TT