Pippi demonstrating If I Fits I Sits cat logic, while her mom watches. She is sitting in a bird feeder btw and now the seeds are going to smell like cat butt.

Insomnia sucks when it’s only the beginning of your work week, you have 5.5 hours before you have to be up to get ready and leave for work, and you just got diagnosed with plantar fasciitis and got a cortisone shot and new arch supports that hurt a bit(but better than the PF pain so win?). Sleep?

Listening to Oliver Tree all day at work on his birthday. Discovering him was such an amazing time for me. I wish this never happened, but I’ll never forget him. 🩷🛴💙

Does anyone have any rec’s for like a creamy concealer? Need it for my dark circles and my current dry patches that are directly on said circles >.< Preferably something I can source at either Sephora or Ulta or drugstores!

Pippi has discovered my mom’s craft room

I fixed it. It’s not perfect but it looks more like him. And I was able to look at reference pictures without crying(yet) today.

I finally did some art today and it ended up me trying to do a painting of Walker from memory and It’s Not Him. I’m going to try to fix it tomorrow, but this is why I never tried painting him when he was alive, I knew I could never capture him perfectly. I want to still try though. Heart heal plz.

Honestly really sad about Oliver Tree. His album Ugly is Beautiful got me through a lot. I’m sad we will never get to see more of what he wanted to do and become.

Gamer Girl

Look at this face

Pippi/Eloise/Varuna is getting more comfy being around me and the house. She follows me now!

I knew I kept these blue fuzzy hair clips that never stayed in my hair for a reason, they are the perfect base for my movie theater gachapon seal.

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Kiki is getting more comfortable in the house and it’s melting my heart. But I also am still profoundly sad about Walker. I miss having a dog. I hope I can still have two brother dogs again one day, even if I have the cats too. I hope this sadness passes soon. It’s been 3 months and 2 days.

This kitten is so cute and hyper. Hope this is normal!! I’ve never had a pet cat from a kitten before lol

All done!

The beginning of a beaded 🐊

Omg couldn’t find the kitten at first and look where it was…..the small fabric basket it’s in is one I crocheted! This baby LOVES baskets.

Pippi loves this crocheted shrimp

Organized 2 tubes of variety mix beads and they fit perfectly in a weekly pill organizer!

Look where the kitten was sleeping today….just like Snoopy

Has anyone else cried so much for months that they get like eczema under their eyes? This is new for me in my (life-long) depression journey -_-

Also, I have had now two dreams within dreams where I’m holding Walker and crying into his fur and saying in my dream “it feels so real!” And then waking up so sad. I miss my beautiful boy so so so much still.

Kiki Hemingway and her daughter Pippy Longstockings( cause she has stripey legs!!)

Kitty cat update!! Two babies are staying together and going to an older woman who just lost an elderly bonded pair. I am sad to break up the family, but I am happy that two get to stay together. My mom and I are keeping the momma cat and one baby!!

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Uh oh, the kitty cat that’s been coming over everyday brought us her kittens and idk what to do….

A neighbors cat has been coming over everyday, and my mom and I have been feeding her and letting her hang out in the house. She follows me and wants all the pets and it’s so cute. I haven’t had a pet cat in decades, and she isn’t really mine, but it feels nice to have something of a pet again.

My pressed sweet peas! The purple ones turned blue and the pink ones turned purple!

Feeling profound sadness over my dog not being here with me anymore. It’s been 47 days. I can’t believe I will never ever get to hold him again.

I haven’t tried to press flowers since elementary school, but I hope these come out ok. I want to make a memento for myself for the first successful sweet peas I ever grew. I might try to dry out a seed pod when one comes up, and if it presses well I’ll add it to whatever I make with these.

Sweet peas have bloomed. I started these from seeds back in November and they have grown soo much.

Been too sad to do a proper sweet pea update, I will take better before and after pictures soon, but I have finally gotten them to bloom. I wish Walker was here to see them too. When will I stop crying? I miss him so much. He was always here for me when I felt this broken and now he isn’t.

Trying to convince my mom we should sign up to be foster dog parents for the dogs who are waiting transfer to their furever homes. My local shelter lets you sign up for that and maybe it will start healing the hole losing Walker has left in my heart.

Missing you so much. It hurts so much.

Wondering if I should use the free therapy my work provides but I work for a shitty retailer so it’s probably not good but also I don’t want to be out on antidepressants cause they make me sweat too much. Can just talking actually help me?

Starting Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 for the first time!! I hope this can be a good distraction for me. I miss getting lost in games and books etc. Also just really missing Walker cause it’s the weekend again :’(

James and Walker, the best of brothers.

We got Walker’s ashes back today and it does feel better having him back in the house like that. He is next to his brother James, who passed 5 years ago April 2nd. I hugged both boxes today and cried, and put their paw print molds I made 6 years ago on top of the urns. Pet loss is so hard :’(

Pet Loss//Grief It’s been 3 weeks today. I’ve been back to crying, especially on my days off, cause those are the days Walker was supposed to sleep in with me. The grass was cut on Saturday and he wasn’t there to roll around in it after, and then walk into my room with grass all over him.

Cried as soon as I clocked in and put my name tag on because I’m wearing a jacket that I didn’t realize I haven’t washed yet since Walker has been gone, and it’s covered in his white fur from his face, which meant I was giving him lots of head scratches and kisses while wearing this. This hurts.

It’s been a week. I’m not scream crying anymore. I’m not scared to go into the house after work, and feel the crushing weight of you being gone, but I still miss you like crazy, Walker. I can still picture you so clearly in my mind and even pet you. I love you my sweet baby

When he was just a tiny little baby that my mom found walking on the side of the road, hence his name, Walker. He was so scared and so little and when my mom stopped the car and opened her door, he ran right up to her and wanted in her lap. He came home that day 12.5 years ago and was loved so much!