Also, I have had now two dreams within dreams where I’m holding Walker and crying into his fur and saying in my dream “it feels so real!” And then waking up so sad. I miss my beautiful boy so so so much still.

Kiki Hemingway and her daughter Pippy Longstockings( cause she has stripey legs!!)

Kitty cat update!! Two babies are staying together and going to an older woman who just lost an elderly bonded pair. I am sad to break up the family, but I am happy that two get to stay together. My mom and I are keeping the momma cat and one baby!!

Thank you @jayleevt.bsky.social @kassadaga.bsky.social @watever--forever.bsky.social and the anons for helping me fundraise for the kitties!!!! WE DID IT!!!

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Thinking of starting a throne to raise money for Mom cat and her kitties for newborn shots/and getting her fixed and eventually the babies fixed. They are about 3 weeks old and I know they need first shots at about 6-8 weeks old. Keep an eye out if anyone would like to donate to some kitties!!

Uh oh, the kitty cat that’s been coming over everyday brought us her kittens and idk what to do….

A neighbors cat has been coming over everyday, and my mom and I have been feeding her and letting her hang out in the house. She follows me and wants all the pets and it’s so cute. I haven’t had a pet cat in decades, and she isn’t really mine, but it feels nice to have something of a pet again.

My pressed sweet peas! The purple ones turned blue and the pink ones turned purple!

Feeling profound sadness over my dog not being here with me anymore. It’s been 47 days. I can’t believe I will never ever get to hold him again.

I haven’t tried to press flowers since elementary school, but I hope these come out ok. I want to make a memento for myself for the first successful sweet peas I ever grew. I might try to dry out a seed pod when one comes up, and if it presses well I’ll add it to whatever I make with these.

Sweet peas have bloomed. I started these from seeds back in November and they have grown soo much.

Been too sad to do a proper sweet pea update, I will take better before and after pictures soon, but I have finally gotten them to bloom. I wish Walker was here to see them too. When will I stop crying? I miss him so much. He was always here for me when I felt this broken and now he isn’t.

Trying to convince my mom we should sign up to be foster dog parents for the dogs who are waiting transfer to their furever homes. My local shelter lets you sign up for that and maybe it will start healing the hole losing Walker has left in my heart.

Missing you so much. It hurts so much.

Wondering if I should use the free therapy my work provides but I work for a shitty retailer so it’s probably not good but also I don’t want to be out on antidepressants cause they make me sweat too much. Can just talking actually help me?

Starting Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 for the first time!! I hope this can be a good distraction for me. I miss getting lost in games and books etc. Also just really missing Walker cause it’s the weekend again :’(

James and Walker, the best of brothers.

We got Walker’s ashes back today and it does feel better having him back in the house like that. He is next to his brother James, who passed 5 years ago April 2nd. I hugged both boxes today and cried, and put their paw print molds I made 6 years ago on top of the urns. Pet loss is so hard :’(

Pet Loss//Grief It’s been 3 weeks today. I’ve been back to crying, especially on my days off, cause those are the days Walker was supposed to sleep in with me. The grass was cut on Saturday and he wasn’t there to roll around in it after, and then walk into my room with grass all over him.

Cried as soon as I clocked in and put my name tag on because I’m wearing a jacket that I didn’t realize I haven’t washed yet since Walker has been gone, and it’s covered in his white fur from his face, which meant I was giving him lots of head scratches and kisses while wearing this. This hurts.

It’s been a week. I’m not scream crying anymore. I’m not scared to go into the house after work, and feel the crushing weight of you being gone, but I still miss you like crazy, Walker. I can still picture you so clearly in my mind and even pet you. I love you my sweet baby

When he was just a tiny little baby that my mom found walking on the side of the road, hence his name, Walker. He was so scared and so little and when my mom stopped the car and opened her door, he ran right up to her and wanted in her lap. He came home that day 12.5 years ago and was loved so much!

My baby boy Walker is gone. I miss him so much. I know he isn’t hurting anymore. He got porkchops and pets and then a nice nap and he drifted away. I love you Walker, forever.

I have 5 days left with my baby. We have made the decision to make sure he never feels anymore increasing pain. I’m so broken and I have to still work my customer facing retail job and I hope everyone is ok with seeing me cry

I HAVE MY PC AND SHE IS BEAUTIFUL!!

No broke boys, no new friends, I need to take some ibuprofen.

Not my discover card getting compromised and someone trying to buy Boston Celtics tickets for 811 dollars!!!!!!!

Crafting in the club rn!!!!

Took a mental health day from work aka used my sick hours even though I’m not sick!!! I woke up feeling good today and wanted to enjoy it NOT at work! I bought my gaming PC today, my most expensive purchase in a long time, and got to paint while getting my boyfriends Valentine’s gift all ready!!

In exactly 2.5 years my car will be paid off. And then I can finally dig myself out of cc debt. And then! A real savings account! And then less stress. Just gotta make it!

My boyfriend got me a monitor for my very near future PC and I tested it with my switch and I LOVE IT. And my Ninetales is now my headphones holder and it’s perfect?? Now just need more cute stuff at the desk….and the actual computer lol waiting for my refund check!!

Job hunting soon because I can’t handle retail anymore but I don’t have a degree……I wanna work at a bank or something. I need to make more than 15/hr. Please universe, send me a new job!!

Finally finished this puzzle and have it displayed!!

Got the babies inside because this was quicker than wrapping them and I had to go to work! It’s going to freeze tonight so the sweetpeas are inside till that’s over!

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Here is my dream address if anyone would like to walk around a very walkable island with lots of little areas to see! StellaLuna DA-4962-0316-8442.

The Ninetales and also this freaking adorable switch case is what my boyfriend got me for my bday. This has been our first birthdays shared together(his was a few weeks ago) and it felt so amazing.

Behold my son, giant Ninetales funko pop

It me borthday

I know this is the worst time to buy a pc cause of the price increase, but if anyone in Chat🌙 knows where I should start when researching prebuilts/parts, I’d love to know! I want a good PC for gaming, for big games like Witcher 4 and online gaming too, and maybe video editing as well. I’m lost lol

New Mitski album confirmed and I love the artwork so much! Want to buy merch but I’m broke lol

Sweet peas update! This is about a month of growth. I think I’m going to add some more bamboo to the edges of the pot for the ones falling down. I definitely overcrowded these, because I forgot pinching off makes way more bushy growth. Oops! This will hopefully give me TOO many flowers!!

Update on baby boy Walker!! We have him on a steroid that will hopefully help with his cough, and a pain pill to help with any pain he might be feeling. We are also just going to keep his leg(cancer tumor, can’t have surgery)wrapped up and clean, and just go from there!! He is still happy baby!!

A beautiful possum clown that I commissioned from my super talented friend!!!

I want a tamagotchi paradise……but I couldn’t keep my p1 alive more than getting it to grow up once. BUT there was an old app called Kawaii Pet Megu and I still think about it to this day, and I think the Yama paradise can fill the void??

Picked up this book by random at Ollie’s for 5 dollars, has anyone in chat read it?