I experience the early symptoms of burnout again Been struggling at work, and mental issues became physical, especially after my mind flatlined from too much(tm) Now the tentacles in my brain stiffens when exposed to too much input I just want tentacles now man

SHOW YOUR SUPPORT Feed the CATS Meowdy, I know things are hard, but I can't pile endless work on myself. My ART is my income as well as donos and subs. Your generosity keeps my bills in check and lets me buy soap. ☕ ko-fi.com/mewdles 💸 Support is always appreciated, I try to give back when I can!

Need to draw

ahh official Crouton reference! my idiot little spider sona #ocart #sonaart #bugoc #spideroc #bugart #anthro #furryart #cesarumbrage

Artists, never forget that you are not a brand. You do not need to be consistent and marketable. If you CHOOSE to strive for these things that’s fine, but you do not NEED them. You are a fucking person, multi-faceted and complex. People who do not respect that see your art as a product

Repost of some of my comics I made while I was in therapy. I lost a number of them so I'll have to remake them.

We should invent an arena where we could travel and settle our difference in instead of behaving like shitty bullies on the internet. The great Face to Face Internet Gladiator Arena!

Dude, awful idea, what was the plan here

You are not immune to propaganda. #art

Need to continue my weird little lovecraftian story post here, Im very fond of it and the continuation inside my head None may actually read it, but atleast Im content with the creative process :3

if you like what i do, make, and agonizingly ruminate on and want to help feed my #HEADCATS please send offerings and tithes to my ko-fi.com/mewdles/ it's time to pay for crap again and I'm trying to work but holy shit ... with love, mewds thank you, I literally wouldn't be here otherwise

Realest post I have read today

youtu.be/BDB4b16Y5PA?... I adore it.

Who is with me? Join your local crows today! #fishcrow #art

I sometimes have to reitterate to people that suffering from severe depression, anxiety issues and ADD can cause some wild mood dips no time. Just need a small push downwards and you're walking on the edge of the abyss. In about 15 minutes. Brain takes a roller Coaster ride and you're cant stop.

If someone with ADHD doesn't respond to you for days or even weeks, it isn't because they don't want to talk to you. They were in their Dragon Form

Im going to turn into a pepe silvia conspiracy theorists one day, my wont stop making connections that it thinks makes sense but has no real grounded basis more than suspicion

None can understand the horror which took place upon Chapel Hill. Even now as I gaze upon the eerie, dead and climbing approach with its old condemned stone church upon its zenith, the burnt husk of the terrible estate inbetween that and old road, the very hair on my neck rise in terror.

Good morning Im here to inform you about your tentacles' extended warranty

After 9 yeareals, it's finally my turn to post the "a thousand cereals" clip, seeing as how I'm the idiot who made it.

Mornin

Been bringing lovecraftian stories via Horrorbabble - highly recommend them, you find them on YouTube, Spotify and other places. Want to write horror stories now, draw still images of the things in my head

My very own Sasha is finally here, @0kame-san.bsky.social lil' goop-robo lady :D now Im even more paranoid having then watch over my shoulder at home xD

I love that stomach pains that most likely derives from stress are glossed over with 'Oh well, just dont stress over [THINGTHATSTRESSEDYOU] and take some stomach calming pills.' I could need a lay down for a week. Anyhow. Octopus are cool.

When you stab me I bleed puns And tentacles. Can't forget the tentacles. And the unending torrent of unearthly biomass. But remember the puns.

Lovecraftian stories still hits different

I genuinely wonder how much it hurts stabbing out your eyeball

You know what, have these shark people Part of the tabletop sim unit set Im making for One Page Rule which I and some friends occationally play.

Some facts about Depression

I'm tired Someone inject caffeine into my brain

@mewdles.com cannot make me wash my water cup I licked it first, its mine, you cant decide what I do with it!

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youtube.com/shorts/aYjNB... From a perfectionist dealing with a lot of self pressure, to all of you who needs to see this :3

Continuing my reffening, now with a more propper tail and an eyeless head. Had the featureless face idea stuck in my head for a week, tried it and it stuck. (don't worry, they'll form eyes when/if needed)

...seeking my joy...

it was made for me！

how come it took me until now to look at Rouxls' uniform and go Wait a minute

Pretty on the money quote at the bottom of my cheesecake slice

Signal Boost Time! bsky.app/profile/mewd... is making funds to meet their ends and your donation could help a lot! ko-fi.com/mewdles If they're open for coms, then I recommend getting something from them aswell - they're an amazing artist.

youtu.be/Yv588X0L6zo?... This. I love this.

Been working on a ref for myself for a millenia it feels like - so many different renditions of sona that never quite hit home. Finally I settled for a blend of various designs for a past, plus some new features - so this. It's not done but I felt I wanted to share in case of procrastination.

Spider mime oc wip

Sorry to steal from Tumblr but this is so accurate it actually made me cry. The "paralysis of will" described here is the most painful symptom of my ADHD.