IT'S FINALLY HERE AAAAAAA My very own poem collection. Written over the course of 2 years, my first 50 poems have been collected in one, easy to read volume. I will share details on how and where to purchase your own copy soon, but for now...this is the only copy that exists. And it's beautiful. 🥹

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As an autistic person, hearing this admin's "findings" on Autism is disheartening enough, but seeing my OWN MOTHER say "why is it so hard to believe? This needs to be investigated"? Absolutely. Fucking. Soul crushing. I'm not okay.

This should be illegal. I can't tell you how many times in the past I went to check Twitter for something, and accidentally hit Xfinity. Or I wanted to check my internet connection status and suddenly I was staring at n*zi rhetoric 🤡

Going out on a limb here...do I have anyone seeing this that would be willing to beta read the revised version of a one act play I've been writing? It's got heavy themes (will clarify triggers if needed) but any and all feedback would be greatly appreciated. 😊

You and your favorite Pokemon 😄

One time, I was on Discord with a bunch of pals, and I got stuck in a game. They told me to call Nintendo and ask what to do. And I did lmao BLESS the employee who picked up, bc even tho they literally told me they Googled it, they still passed the info to me so politely. Amazing. Truly iconic. ❤️

So, uh...I'm doing a thing. 😅

Poem #58 - Mantra (from the vault)

Got THE email from YouTube about my main channel recently. Ive been monetized since 2016 when I had a viral vid that amassed 18m views and 25k subs, but ever since then I just kinda...did what I wanted instead of instead of being smart lmao Now I gotta play catch up 💀

my disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined

In a 2016 production of American Idiot I was in, the tech director told us "I want you to deface this wall. I'll paint over it. Then, you deface it again. I'll paint over it. Rinse, repeat, until we have a grungy wall." The show kinda embodies a post 2001 feel, so my graffiti of choice was...

AI advancement is exhausting. I just learned about a service that touts a feature that lets you chat with your files. Like...you upload a document, and you can talk to it. Why.

wow i love doomsday. A top 10 Doctor Who episode for sure. I dont remember rose being so hairy tho 🤔

So, uh...I wrote a new song. Would mean a lot to me if you gave it a listen. 👉👈 It's called "Dead Giveaway" and I really tried to work on wordplay on this one, so we'll see how that goes lmao

Ziggy is SUCH a kind soul, and if you have anything at all to spare, that kindness would appreciate being returned. Help her get what she needs. <3

Fellow Audio Creators: For a self-collab where it is one person doing different voices, does the gender tag change at all? Like if I am doing 3 different voices in one audio, would it be tagged [MMM4F] or would it still be [M4F] and then have a tag about multiple voices or something?

I *love* working at Goodwill 💀

Confession: sometimes, I will vocal stim and just randomly say some vocabulary test ahh word because hearing complicated words spoken aloud stimulates my brain. Today's stimmed word: malfeasance 💀

IN MY COMEBACK ERA Srsly tho it feels so good to be writing/creating content again, and not have it feel like an obligation. I just needed the right idea to get that spark back. ❤️

You know what? I am DAMN proud of myself. I was listening through all 4 of my projects yesterday bc I was making an Artist playlist and I gotta say, 7 years into this music thing? I can see so much growth. Not just musically, but as a person. Attitude. Outlook. Vibes. It's beautiful. And so am I 💅

I was listening to music while working and vocal stimmed one of the ad libs which was him saying AY! and then I look up and everyone is looking at me like I was trying to get their attention 💀💀💀

Subliminal messaging implies the existence of Domliminal messaging, and I really wanna know what that looks like. For scientific purposes. 🧐

I heard we're posting mouths? 👀 Have a lil 😏

One of the things I love about starting new projects is the rush of creating things from scratch. I asked my friend if she wanted to make music with me in a more "formal" setting (meaning as a duo lmao) and we settled on the name "Friendshaped". I immediately had ideas for the logo. Here's one!

Truly an artist in both meanings of the word. I can't stop listening. Such a soothing, beautiful tone in their voice. Everyone should listen and be in awe like I am.

Crazy that I can't remember the names of my elementary school teachers (except third grade, Mrs Dolphin was the GOAT) but I CAN remember the names of the two twins who used to bully the fuck out of me in kindergarten 💀💀💀

Sneak peek at my Big Bopper costume for the upcoming performance of Buddy: The Buddy Holly Story I am a part of. Wearing fancy clothes always makes me feel slimmer for some reason lol

One thing I like about my new position in the back at Goodwill is I get to see more product as it comes in before it leaves the store. I was hanging clothes and found this shirt. This is cute as hell 😭

And also, like... "Fat" is such a subjective term. Bodies are all built differently, and "average" weights are nothing to go by because everyone's dietary and nutritional needs differ. Even so, everyone is right. Fat never meant ugly. Fat never meant bad. Fat is just different. Different is good.

If you see this, drop an old pic you still love I've reshared this before, but I will never NOT love this picture of me at my most comfortable. It is my essence boiled down to a photo. I am a performer. That will never change.

Hayley Williams: 🎵Ain't it fun livin' in the real world? 🎵 Me:

No rizz just a crippling addiction to musical theatre 0 shame

I love seeing all the beautiful eyes, but I hate that I'm too self-conscious about my own to participate. My eyes are very dark, and don't open super wide. It's to the point where if I smile, they vanish completely. I just want nice eyes like all of you. 🥺🥺🥺

Concept: An ASMR RP series where the listener encounters different types of "-dere" (yandere, tsundere, kuudere, etc) tropes in a speed dating setting. After the initial episode, a poll decides the order of the girls in a solo, follow-up episode (the "matches") I call it...Dere Girls. Geddit?! 😅

I have seen a lot of odd stuff during my time working at Goodwill. I have seen all manner of messes in the fitting rooms. But this...this has me stumped. Someone placed a hanger...above the fitting room door. It wasn't glued or stuck. It was just chilling there. 🤔

I got more attention on this than expected, so if you're waiting on a reply from me, sit tight! I am working through replies and DMs while also...working lmao Thank you all for reaching out! Be with you shortly. :)

Hi! I am looking to commission someone to illustrate a few Shel Silverstein-esque doodles for my poetry collection. The idea is to have every poem take up a single page, but for those that bleed onto more, I want to have something to fill the space. Pls DM me or reply if interested! #art #artists

But really, truly, can you just edge a vampire...forever? 🥺

In 30 rotations around the sun, I have learned a lot about what NOT to do. And yet, someone people have done quite a few MORE laps than me and seem to have not retained the concept of consent. Lemme draw you fuckers a picture.

Working on a new NSFW-ish song...Finally giving an anthem to the alt girls that have my heart in a vice grip lmao (give it a label bc of the content, but it's not actually that bad...I think 👀)

Working on a new NSFW-ish song...Finally giving an anthem to the alt girls that have my heart in a vice grip lmao (give it a label bc of the content, but it's not actually that bad...I think 👀)

Looking up tweets from JK Rowling to include in my diss track has backfired spectacularly, because now Twitter keeps recommending me her new tweets no matter how many times I click "see less often" :( I have made a very big mistake

#57 - "Until We Meet Again"

In this truly difficult time, Rae offered some comforting words that some may need more than ever before. They are beautiful, strong, and poignant. This will take a while to feel okay. It won't be easy. But if we lean on each other, we'll get to a place we can at least accept. Not good. Better. <3

Truly shocked. Rest in peace to a pillar of this community. He was always there, always supportive. We lost a good one.

CW: discussions of mortality, death Before my grandmother passed, she said many things. Most of them were lucid, some weren't, but they all shared one thing: a knowing of the end. She had MS. Her mind was also going. It hurt to watch, but I remember seeing it so vividly. This one is for her.

I yearn to one day be as comfy as this stray cat outside my apartment

Faye is EXTREMELY talented in many facets, you should definitely support her if you can!

Pure, unfiltered, genuine laughter just might be the most attractive fucking sound I could ever heard with my own two ears Send skeet