hearing awesome music is such a burden because trying to find the balance between "this inspires me" and "i love this lil bit they do so much i just wanna YOINK IT wholesale" is a complete pain in my left nut

Hi, I'm Atrox. I'm an animator. Here's my animation reel for #PortfolioDay

my little comfort setup in sts2 has been custom defect runs with sealed deck, all star, flight, vintage, and regent cards. i don't really vibe with solo runs as much as i do multiplayer, so having something a little more sandbox-y to grind out has been a godsend while sick

too tired and gunked up to really draw anything so i've been picking at some music stuff again. been itching to try something inspired by sargam

this kinda highlights part of the problem with the "indies will save the world" mindset a lot of folks have; it's not pro-indie so much as it's anti-corporate. and any time an indie production has to play by the rules or risk not getting to do ANYTHING, people immediately throw a shit fit

i went from having a week long flare up into a week long bad reaction to a new medication into just now starting a chest cold that'll probably take a week or two to fully pass so by the end of all of it i'll have been feeling sick for a month straight. probably better than a week with all three but

thinkin about the bigass richard scarry book i had as a kid. havin a fat stack of the little golden books was iconic for sure, but this is the one my little kid brain would see and go "now THAT is a BOOK"

picked up a new hobby where someone mentions tomba and i'm like "man i loved tomba 2 as a kid. i should play it again" and then i simply don't

taiz doodles to mess around with a new sketch brush

i swear to fuck i'm perfectly average at RNG deckbuilder shit but the regent makes me look like i huff glue

dusting off the old case in a bunny suit image since easter and ace day are kissing this year and i have been stuck in bed for 75% of the past week

"I" did not nut to that, THAT barnyard animal did and he's got two dudes inside him *closes DS*

I view Leondra as my embodiment of True Love and Undying Loyalty. 🎨 #Spiritcaller #EternalRPG #ArtPH #OC #OCArt #OCSky #Character #TTRPG

trion in most continuities gets told a lot that if he fixes things/does better as a person he'll definitely feel less shitty about himself. and while that's not completely untrue, there is no panacea for the fact the depression came first and the shitheadery was a (bad) coping mechanism

constantly torn between visible body hair being a completely normal thing to add to any character but a male one especially, and also having a style that feels like even implying they have nipples is already pushing the limit of "too much"

no april fool's fun for me just missing out on a vacation because of a head cold and the weird internet stalker that can't take a hint after 11 years

reread chrono crusade for the millionth time it's easily one of my favorite manga stories that moves me to the point of tears while also making me ask "were four different shower scenes and the old guy whose entire personality is being an inventor and stealing women's undies necessary?"

PRJ. Shadow

talkin about using exact measurements in writing with a bud and how so many of them are easy to fuck up so i don't even bother with them except for height. because if i don't have accurate height measurements and reference i wind up doin this shit

Gonna try some comms if anyone's interested c: #art #commission

trying to throw together a timeline connecting all the games should have stayed as a "thing that some nerd does to make a 4 hour long youtube video people fall asleep to" and all efforts to canonize it were half-assed, unsatisfying and just raised new questions to replace the old ones

someone told me to fire my neurons so i gave them pink slips anyway i'm exhausted to the point of whatever the fuck this is

New trailer for "The Ghost In The Shell" anime series by Science Saru studio. Coming on Prime Video in July 2026. www.youtube.com/watch?v=ahZn...

do you wait until a streamer is done for the day to hit the follow/subscribe button because you don't want to get anyone's attention or are you normal

kinda hard call since i've got a lot of OCs that lean into the conventionally attractive side of things, but i think the AU story where lia works as a street performer and has big "disney esmeralda" vibes is probably one of the more prominent in-universe examples of an OC getting attention for it

kinda hard call since i've got a lot of OCs that lean into the conventionally attractive side of things, but i think the AU story where lia works as a street performer and has big "disney esmeralda" vibes is probably one of the more prominent in-universe examples of an OC getting attention for it

felt like scribbling lia's latour dress

‣ Tiny Pigeon Pokémon 🕊️ 【 #seasaltsketch ∘ #pidove ∘ #pokemon 】

it's that fun time again where i go bare my soul and bawl for an hour, end off with a "see you in two weeks", and then have about a 20 min car ride to figure out how to pick up the pieces and pretend i'm a normal human being that doesn't need comforting

tacking "yeah naw" and "naw yeah" onto the front of thoughts for no other reason than refusing to be the kansas of conversations. you're going on a rollercoaster ride and you WILL like it

GOOD! NICE! GOOD! GOOD! NICE! GOOD! NICE! JAMMIN'!

had a dream last night that was just

Swordsrabbit

maybe instead of declaring social media as a concept to be "dead" every three months we should come to terms with the fact we've always had excessive expectations out of services that cost millions of dollars to run and stop assuming any major platform is going to be Morally Attractive

gonna be real honest in that i've never vibed with one piece's art style so the live action interpretations have made it 1000x more tolerable for me

mental health services requiring 48 business hours notice for cancellation (so saturday and sunday don't count) and then threatening to charge $100 if you don't give them enough notice should be a fuckin crime. like fuck you if you've got a mon or tues appt. and fell ill over the weekend i guess

Very much this. One of the most fun things about having OCs is talking with people about them. Its like a form of collaborative world building because it forces the creator to think about them in ways they might not have anticipated.

very general reminder that genAI detectors are notoriously bad at their job and that some artists have art styles that were purposely fed into databases so genAI could try to mimic them. if either of those things are all it takes for you to drag someone and encourage harassment you're a shithead

at the risk of alerting the weirdoes that'll sexualize my little living-life-as-an-overweight-person anecdotes again (fucking don't) i decided to illustrate my current struggle that is trying to find palazzo pants that don't look like a diaper due to a chronic case of pixar mom dumpy

stuck in the blue dimension

my flavor is self-depreciation is declaring i am the strongest and smartest in the room and then immediately eating shit in the way of saturday morning cartoon villain

somebody please slap me or pour water on my head or both because i'm getting the itch to animate again (i do not have the time nor energy for animation)

hi new song (angsty and gay flavored) link below (wanted to give the art top billing)

hi new song (angsty and gay flavored) link below (wanted to give the art top billing)

"IT'S SYMBOLIC" i scream as i have two men who are a constant source of sexually-charged tension tenderly fondle a ball

Midgar mercenary 🍻 #ff7 #foodposting

no, in his non-defense the trust issues extend far beyond spending habits

Wahoo! Our first wave of official Klonoa merch is here: www.fangamer.com/collections/...

as someone who uses a 3D models for character ref a lot of the time i'm getting a little tired of folks pushing points like "they'll make you reliant on them/a worse artist" all the way up to "they're cheating" so let's talk about what they are and what they aren't