I want to be a good puppy

Happy bunny day! :3

No sleep

very puppy mood

Fresh

Ash wears diapers confirmed

Yo I've been having little income as of late and I'd like to buy groceries and stuff like that, any help would be appreciated (either that or getting a comm) Would really improve my mood to at least, have dinner tonight. ko-fi.com/raddums

I don't want to be awake

Perpetually tired

sudden big sad feelings out of nowhere

Continental breakfast implies the existence of incontinental breakfast

abuh

Every day is more traumatizing than the one before

I have been waiting for so long

keep needing to cry but can't

Oh great, now I have to be awake

Did you know bunnies make the most amazing loving pets? :3

sleeping worse every day

I'll have you know I changed myself today, all on my own!

where's an adult to hug me please

diapers are trans culture

weird back and forth mood tonight

buns

I'm still having a lot of trouble

I love being a bunny

The aforementioned 👀 Gosh...

I've been missing prescription medication and medicinal weed and it messed me up more. Finally got a bit of a cry last night and it gave me a little relief. But before that happened I was dissociating the most I ever have.

goodbye I guess

I'm not going to get what I need, am I

I'm absolutely done

I don't want to be awake. I don't want to sleep. I can't handle being alive.

I don't know what caused this or if this caused everything else but everything has been worse this past week

Everything has been worse since this past weekend

it's been extra bad this week

maybe if I die I'll be reborn as a bunny

It's too much I'm going to die

I'm struggling so much to stay alive

Laying in bed exhausted and unable to sleep. I already didn't sleep multiple days since this last weekend and I'm too tired to move.

What a waste of life. I was doing so many things. Working on making video games, learning three languages at once, making music, streaming and making videos. But all of it gone, years of my life gone, all because everyone in my life wasn't there for me when I needed them. I've been set back so much.

I miss life

so tired

big bro helping with a though boss 💥

I'm crying too much to sleep, could you read me a story please?

It's too much it's too much it's too much

Sitting awake like why don't I just lay down and close my eyes and try to sleep? Oh because every time I do trauma comes out.

sleep depriation is cuasing the most intens etrauma attack tdaty

If you picked me up right now and instantly plopped me into a good home where I could be a safe kid with a loving family I would immediately start crying and all the trauma feelings would leave my body and I'd pass out and sleep like 20 hours.

The only time I sleep is when I'm with a local dragon and I haven't seen him since June and he already told me he can't be anything for me

If I have to wait until the third anniversary of Haku's death to finally have anyone in my life actually be here the way I need them to be the I promise you I will it live past that

I can't sleep it won't let go I can't sleep it won't let go I can't sleep it won't let go I can't sleep it won't let go I can't sleep it won't let go