Good news!! I got so poor that I remembered band camp exists! All my music is up there with lyrics. Pls buy it to keep me afloat. Thank you ily!! 🥰✨ detatchi.bandcamp.com

Hahahaha HOW?? ..WHAT?? LMFAO WHO EVEN IS THAT? Getting on HRT saved me fr. 💖

I went to the Ren faire today with some friends and had such a good time! I got to pet one of the horses from the joust and also hit 2 bull's-eyes in archery! 🥰

OMFG THE NURSE JUST ASKED WHY I WAS TAKING ESTROGEN AND SPIRO!! I was like, "oh, uhm, I'm transgender 🥰" and she was like, "OH. OKAY!" lmaoooo

Hehe I filled out a medical form and accidentally skipped the segment that said "for women only" but then the person at the front desk asked me to fill it out. ✨ Like, no I am not pregnant or trying to become pregnant, but thank you for thinking I could be 🥰

Sharing this here because I mentioned the fry scream tutorial the other day. Definitely gonna end up making some more digital hardcore now cause this is crazy. x3

Social interaction is so challenging. I just found out I came across in a way I didn't mean to recently and I can't stop crying because I'm just so frustrated with myself. Its so hard to know how to talk to people. I just want to be likable and make people happy. 🫠

OMG HUGE MOMENT!!! IM AT 107 MONTHLY ON SPOTIFY RN!! 💖💖💖 LFGGGGG

Everyone talks about how executive dysfunction stops you from cleaning your house, but nobody ever talks about how I haven't done my nails since July. 🫠🔫

If my nails aren't done by this time tomorrow night I'll fall on my sword. >_<

Found a tutorial for metal screaming and it turns out I can do it?? My EP in January is about to be fucking insane LMAO

Another interview today!!~ I don't know much about the job yet so I'm not sure how I want things to go but we'll see shortly! 🫡💖

Nothing but respect for this TRANSGENDER PATRIOT for respecting the RULE OF LAW and turning in her EVIL CHASER boyfriend 🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡

I'm crashing tf out. Typed a whole big thing but deleted it. I'm just tired of transphobia being normalized and even pushed. I'm always scared and it's always justified. ,-,

Guys I'm considering getting rid of my car and getting an electric bike. Anyone on here have recommendations? The areas I would go mostly don't have speed limits higher than 35.

I spent almost a whole day reading in my backyard. I was having a really bad mental health time before that and after, suddenly I'm kinda happy. I truly am solar powered. Haha

Life is hard and I'm unemployable, but at least I make good music. I'm gonna start setting up my own shows. ✨ Let's see hiring managers try to stop me from doing that LMAO

gender affirming surgery but it’s the surgery to give me permanent vampire teeth

Hi, babes!!~ I dropped a new song. 💖 This one stems from abandonment issues, so if you've got those maybe you'll relate. x3

once you know those aren't patrick stewart's arms you'll never be able to unsee it

What's your name and what does it mean Elayne: shining light Joy: ...joy A____: Harmony It's literally "shining light and joy in harmony." I didn't do that on purpose, but it makes me so happy 🥰

Hrt is so fucking awesome. I love being a girl. 🥰

I never feel more inadequate than when I hear people doing basic math out loud. Lmfao

Salt is the salt of the earth. (Don't pay attention to the fact that this was posted at 3:26 am. It's a good post, not motivated by lack of sleep)

Hihi!!~ I'm beginning to think I'll run out of unemployment before I find work in design again. What should I do as a holdover job while I keep applying for other places? :3

Stopped biting my nails, Started eating hammers

Okay so follow up, I'm definitely doing curtain bangs now. I tried styling my hair differently today and I REALLY love it. 💖

I know this isn't very tgirl of me, but should I get rid of my bangs? I kinda feel like the pushed back look eats? (Neutral expressions bc I don't wanna influence opinions x3)

Looking for a purse suggestion!! I need a new purse really bad. I want something with like at least 2 distinct pockets for organization. A bit smaller than a classic messenger bag, but aesthetically maybe a little more grunge? Or cute. Idk. Mostly I just care about the size and organization. x3

I am experiencing gender role-based yearning. :( I love my partner but I hate being the masc one physically.

Girls who post on TikTok, is it normal for like every 3rd comment to be hate fuelled transphobia and I've just been somehow avoiding it until now, or am I doing something wrong where my content is getting served to the wrong people? These people are making it less fun for me ,_,

I just finished watching I Saw the TV Glow. Omfg 😭 if I'd seen this before transitioning I would have made an appointment to discuss HRT on the spot. Jesus Christ. That was fucking heavy.

Injection night is so nice. I love when my friend and I shoot hormones into our bodies. 🥰

If I made a long-term crowdfunding page for my ffs would people be willing to donate to that? ,_, Idk when I'll be employed again and I feel like I can't keep pushing my life back waiting for a job tbh.

I finally have a new ID but my picture is so bad. Literally need someone to come kill me with hammers. 💖

I went out with my friend this morning and she took this picture of me. 🥰🥰🥰 I'm a forest spirit or something I think!~

When I eventually get FFS I'm gonna ask them to take a picture of my face while it's peeled like a banana. Lmao

Just a few shots from my set 🥰✨🔥

The show tonight went sooooo well! Here's me before and after performing. x3 Lmao

I just hit 1k on tt today which means I can finally put my linktree in my bio. 💖 I'm about to direct so many people to my Spotify x3

Hey if you aren't doing anything on Tuesday night you should go to this. It's gonna be sooooo goooooood! 💖🔥

Using an umbrella just for shade makes me feel like the world's most delicate and beautiful woman. 🥰

God, I really need someone to remind me to get dressed BEFORE I put on deodorant. I have had to toss so many clean shirts right back into the laundry. x3

Recently I am somehow both hotter than I was and also much worse at taking pictures of myself. How is this possible? x3

Vibe check, how do we feel about taking a late night Uber by yourself as a trans girl? My immediate response is to be really scared of that, but like am I overthinking it?

I've been having dizzy spells all summer and today I crouched down to look at a caterpillar of some kind and when I stood back up I blacked out. 🫠 Is this POTS? The Internet says it may be.

Last night my friend and I did our injections together and then talked about social issues and transition progress and I showed her my boobs and we played ssbm and like... This is the type of friendship that I've really been needing and I'm so happy to have it. 💖💖💖 Shout-out close friendships fr 🥰

four tracks Friday, August 1st presave if u wanna

Please help my friend. Just a lot of bad things happening rn, but at least this can be fixed with money. It really could use any help you can afford to give. 💖