I am always jealous of people taking drugs in movies and TV: they always seem to have the most interesting time Admittedly none of them have the sense to not whistle back at the woods I suppose I get the drug starter pack for free but virtually none of them actually work

Check in time is noon on Monday.

Injection day so everything dissolves and I can hear the angels scrabbling through the architecture As an alchemical artificial girl I’ve found not one of my experiences are universal, the plural of self is still solitaire

I’m out by the mailboxes and a car pulls up, the guy engages me in idle chitchat as he grabs mail, his wife, in the backseat, opens the car door to compliment my fit They both size me up pretty intensely Unicorn chasers, right?

Wearing a union shirt (UBW of course!) to annoy the bosses and programmer socks to keep my edge Every now and again you want to be the stereotype

Little crow buddy having an afternoon snack I always a quite visceral irge to join them

It always amuses how femme and masc fits are so different My jacket exposes my wrists and my pants my ankles: I still have a habitual reaction that this means they do not fit My pockets are not in the most useful positions but they create lines correctly Pleating and buttons define my chest

new bookmarks and luggage tags! testing out new things but also realized I needed luggage tags for bags so decided to try my hand at designing some!

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Advantages of having a mis-wired or at least high tension nervous sysyem: body will make vitamin O for herself Disadvantages of such: having to cram ones hand into ones mouth to avoid waking the house and neighbors And now I’m at work Sigh

After years of waiting, now my top surgery is coming on 17 September! But because of insurance and credit fuckery, I can't do it without your help. Consider helping a gal out via the link below. Thank you so much for helping me reclaim my mountains ⛰️⛰️

"Whatever it Takes," Chapter 3 Despite Nikki's pain and flashbacks breaking through, Ayako shepherds her wife through the process of planning and technical specifications for a new body. They are resolved that the crows will not win. Now up at Scribblehub:

Lo, Nuns! by @jemma.bsky.social is good, clean fun. Well not clean exactly :) It’s an excellent collection of short stories set in the same world. Some are horrifying, some adventurous, and some very funny indeed. All of them are sexy Just go read them!

This look is too good to waste on work, but there you are

the cat's outta the bag. i'm making a new movie. it's a found footage horror film called TRANDEMIC. thanks TFC, Mark Duplass, and Patrick Brice for the support!!!! deadline.com/2026/07/vera...

While Elisabeth fumbles around like a fool worrying about whether she's normal enough to play Paula Cole covers at some lousy bar, why don't we have a brief interlude where we peek in on someone who's struggling in her own way? Chapter 6: I Can Dream, Can't I? www.scribblehub.com/read/2358605...

Slammed back into the mundane after a weekend of thrills and escapades The trick of witchery is that the dishes always need doing

When you go get a massage you never know if you are just going to gently stroked like a panicked cat (pleasant in its way) or have someone climb atop you and invent chakra points to put their full body weight onto (equally pleasant in a different way)

Siân, why are you doing the chores high as a kite on shrooms? Needed doing Siân, why are you telling everyone on bluey this while you’re high as a kite on shrooms? Probably the aforementioned shrooms really

I’m having a me day today These are so vanishingly rare that I have no habit or expectation of them I will probably get a cool drink, I may get a massage I might write letters, I could get high The freedom is thrilling and terrifying: how does one do this? is it allowed?

I know this is going to hurt later on because my neck isn’t used to holding the new weight of my breasts Hopefully someone will untie the knot

Lazing in the morning, just letting fatigue play across my muscles I’m allowed to laze, I worked so very hard for this

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Everyone else is writing their think pieces about why superhero movies are doing so badly at the box office — with Supergirl as the latest example. I'm much more interested in asking why they stayed so popular for so long. buttondown.com/charliejane/...

This pic is funny to me because while I know I have tits - I paid good money for them! - I don’t notice them when I’m dressed for warmth But yeah, they are noticeable

Yup. July now and I'm still queer af.

New! Fiction releases by transfeminine authors from May - July 2026. Of note: quite a few trans women of color, both self- and trade-published (though, as you might expect, primarily self-published). #transfembookreleases

Emotional drain is as real as physical drain I do not like being around anger

As pride wraps we are forced to fall back into the world, fold and bandage our tattered wings, lick our wounds

I am sore wounded and will die soon

The thing about being witch that the wee’uns don’t k ow if that metaphors are real and reality is, commensurately, a metaphor I was joking to a friend that I would just let the iced mirror sliver pierce my heart again because it would be easier And the blamed thing is gone

I am never sure what to do with a memory board as it fills Do I continue layering until it is practically fossilized? Archive it in dust until I move? Break it down so I can clean slate? Each regeneration requires a rupture, bloody and raw, but it is always prepared for

I am going to claim autism as a defense and go hide under a rock with the toads

Last night I went to a play - with audience participation! - in which we were told to dress as office workers (the audience were imaginary people in the lead’s brain prompting their dreams to help them) It was very cute and @glaiveguisarme.com was as excited as a puppy about it

New power up unlocked: I can just go play video games on my towel after a bath

Instead of dealing with my issues my brain decided to work out a new system for dividing classes in D&D which explains auti dyspraxia An utterly useless thing of beauty I blame @glaiveguisarme.com for sending me a dnd class quiz (i got stat block rather than a class - annoyed)

Realizing I can Venn diagram my awkwardness* with sex and dyspraxia and suddenly it makes sense *Awkwardness is the wrong word but encapsulates the out of sync messaging and the contrast between my body operating by herself, with both of us, or with other people involved

Huddling warm in the weird intersection of estrogen shot and period Everything is slow and slightly blurred inside as my body works through the crossed signals

any combat dolls out there gonna be at #Anthrocon2026? Lemme know, I'd love to meet up!

Look at the name of our production company. I'm hoping Elon gets mad and puts us on blast. www.ihunt.media/movie/

Face of a girl-ish enduring entirely predictable pain Also period horny is weird

Nails just too long, clothing tags, earring pins that are wrong cause such a visceral aversion New tits and a pussy - not the slightest moment of adjustment Autism is weird

My punishment for kissing girls is slamming straight into my period today I swear I’m sensitive to other folks’ hormone profiles, it was really bad when I was third in a ‘cule with two cis girls

First chapter of a little side project went up yesterday! You should give it a look: buff.ly/xfjn9nb or in combined one-page version here: buff.ly/gTLA0Lv

Call it a D Check the way I want to methodically strip her down to her wiring and components and then lovingly, methodically, meticulously put her back together no matter the cost. Sweet dreams, synthgirl~ 😘

Oh why are girls so kissable? It’s unfair

A guy just held the door open for me and did a weird little bow thing I don’t know whether to be freaked out or gender affirmed

I swear every doll gets this specific bra as part of their starter package

Double trans art drop day Thank you @restingdinoface.bsky.social , @foxenlock.bsky.social

Oh gods below I’m so gay