Winnie said move over I wanna watch @deenialvt.bsky.social

My parents asked me to take a step away from the family so they could have time to process, and reconnect with relatives they "had to cut off" when I came out. They asked me to come to my sisters wedding to meet my new in-laws and just pretend like everythings okay. I’ll see you in November 🥲

"What's a good name that still has my original name in it? I'm tired of the "Deez Nuts" jokes from DeeNugLife...?" Well-

This industry is tough, so we have to be tougher. The video flopped? We try again next week. No growth in months? We change something. It worked for them, why not me? Comparison is the thief of joy. Also, please be kinder to yourself. Dreams take longer than deadlines.

You won't be liked by everyone. I lost so much of my 20's desperately trying to get the validation of people, who now, I don't even talk to. The second you place your sense of peace or happiness in someone else's hands, you'll spend your entire life chasing that high.

IMMERSION BREAK I streamed to ~5 people for years and would never have believed you if you told me that one day I would be celebrating 2 years of being Twitch Partner. Please don't give up. Also whoever didn't stop the snapchat filters or bear face, you're a fake friend.

I've enjoyed living in my drama-free bubble but in an attempt to make new friendships I've tried to engage into "VTuber content" and the ageism in this space is truly daunting. "Pushing 30 btw" God forbid you have any interests after you leave your 20's.

How has it been 8 years since I first downloaded OBS? I’m going do a deep-dive stream looking back at my time in the creator sphere so anyone wants an insight to my journey or maybe it can be the nudge to remind you not to give up - see you tomorrow? ❤️ and ♻️ appreciated

Hi... I'm back 👀 I may be online in a few minutes if anyone's free for a short life update and catch up!

Shoutout to the people who stayed friends with me and didn’t give up on me when I grew quiet and distant. You didn’t owe me anything and you had your own peace to preserve. But you never shut that door, and on my worst days it was my light at the end of the tunnel. See you soon 🥹✌️

It's such a weird feeling ringing the bell and going home. Chemo done. Follow-Up in 3 months. I've been away for a bitand the worlds kept spinning, so I hope to see you all soon for a good catch up! 📅02Sep2025 - 4pm GMT (Actual image of me whenever I see any of your posts)

Sorry didn't post here, I was diagnosed with Renal Cancer. Surgeries are finished. Chemo is kicking my ass. I've been reading everyone's messages, be it discord or X. I don't always have the energy to respond but I genuinely appreciate every message See you all soon, don't forget about me💜

Will never escape this

PSA:- Please peek in to the stream before you raid👀 The amount of times a raid has happened when someone is at an emotional cutscene or just ended stream... I'm guilty of just ignoring everything when I'm in a CS but I hate that it will be someones first impression of me.😅

"What? Oh- I'll be out in a minute" 🎨 - xtheRoseQuartzx on X ───────♦︎♢🦑♢♦︎─────── #Vtuber | #DeeArtLife | #MaleVtuber

Hi, small victories. I'm learning to diversify my skill set and have been teaching myself using different software and I did a thing and am really proud of it. Props to people who edit for things to appear on the screen for SECONDS but it taking hours to compose! #Pokemon #PocketTCG

Live now on Twitch with a new digital colouring page! www.twitch.tv/conniecookiee

【🔴LIVE NOW - FFXIV -> BG3】 So I was mid-meltdown the last few months to realise that I got an e-mail last weekend telling me I'm going to be on the Front Page today... So come say hi please, i'm nervy ;_;

Life update 💼- I'm being made redundant this year 👨‍👩‍👧‍👧- After years of sacrificing for my family, I was asked to go no contact after my sisters wedding 🏠- Have to give up my apartment I've cried my tears. I'm fighting for me now. Sorry I've been absent of late. We're back😌

Mum :- "You've had a rough day today, what's had you smiling at the screen for the last 15 minutes?" Me :-

I mean this, in the most literal sense. I'm about to have a breakdown. I'll see you all tomorrow. 🥹✌️

"I was told I lurk too much" "I was banned for using my emotes" "I was blocked for not shouting out" It's sad that people know sad/rage-bait posts garners a lot of engagement on this app and terrifying how many people are becoming experts in this form of emotional manipulation.

Day 4 and we're 5 milestones down already! Thank you again to everyone who's supportng in whatever way you can, be it vibing, tipping, coming by to say hi! It really does mean a lot to me ♥ We're playing some Split Fiction today with @thegayhomie.bsky.social ! Watch us NOT co-operate!

Thank you so much to the love I got on this post🥹 I was overwhelmed but in the best way. We're going to be streaming everyday until the timer runs out but keeping the goal up all year round! I was handed my redundancy notice on Wednesday (yay NHS) so we're making this happen!

───・⬪・🪐・⬪・─── 🗓️Friday 18th April 🕔16:00 BST | 11:00am ET ───・⬪・🪐・⬪・─── Uncapped "DREAM-ATHON" I've had no time to promote this so I hope this video is able to help explain my DREAM-ATHON event starting today! Any ❤️'s + ♻️'s appreciated! (YT Link cos Bsky limits) youtube.com/shorts/6xHcm...

I've technically been a content creator for 7 years now, so you'd think I'd have an equivalent amount of friendship circles and mutuals, but I don't. My circles are small but the foundations are strong. Thank you for giving me that chance ♥

- Get mum's hospital care organised: ✅ - Crisis manage my family: ✅ - Pay off parents house: ✅ - Catch a Breath: 🔳 - Make my dream a reality: 🔳 I've spent so long putting myself in other people's shadow, I forgot I was allowed to want more for myself. We're doing this💪...

The thing is that you can’t get me to heal from pain by saying ‘you live and you learn’ AND ‘forgive and forget’. I can’t do one while doing the other. I will forgive, but I won’t forget. I need to remember what got me here so I never find myself there again.

Albie 2.0 Model Reveal!! 🧝‍♂️💡 Like and RT to reveal more of the model. I am super excited to share the new 2.0 model with you all 💛✨️ Video Credit: Fallenairu #Vtuber #ModelReveal

Life has not been kind to my family, and we've had to make a lot of sacrifices, recently being my dream career I had been working towards for over the last 5 years. So... I'm going to go hard this year to try and reclaim what I had to give up! I'm going to try my best🥹

#ad Thank you to The LEGO Group for sponsoring today's stream! Come hang out with me as I explore LEGO Fortnite Brick Life! Watch here: twitch.tv/lossayyy Get LEGO Fortnite Brick Life here & play FOR FREE: www.fortnite.com/@epic/lego-f... #LEGOFortnite

The only time you will catch me running, is for my life...

【🔴LIVE NOW - Genshin Impact】 INAZUMA, WHEN I CATCH YOU RAIDEN, OOH WHEN I CATCH YOU LIVE - 🟣Twitch | ⚫TikTok | 🔴Youtube!

As Vtubers, we are built off the backs of SO many creatives. Art, Rigging, Emotes, PNG's...the list is ENDLESS! So many talented creatives work incredibly hard, only for their work to sometimes never see the light of day. So post, repost, make videos; Give them that spotlight.

🌌This Weeks Schedule - 24Mar 🌌 We have a sponsored stream on Saturday, so any extra support would be appreciated ;_; 🟡Monday: #GenshinImpact 🟢Wednesday: #MonsterHunterWild 🔴Saturday: #ZenlessZoneZero ─────────♢♦︎🐙♦︎♢───────── #Vtuber | #DeeArtLife

Thank you @spookysony.bsky.social for the amazing overlay! One of the biggest struggles with Vtubing is the limited placements of our models and often having to sacrifice information on the screen or the visibility of our models. If you're a VTuber doing gameplay, I 100% reccomend!

【🔴LIVE NOW - Genshin Impact】 INAZUMA, WHEN I CATCH YOU RAIDEN, OOH WHEN I CATCH YOU LIVE - 🟣Twitch | ⚫TikTok | 🔴Youtube!

🌌This Weeks Schedule - 17Mar 🌌 Mentor Mondays, Confronting that Raiden ho and then entering High Ranks in MHW! 🟡Monday: FFXIV (Mentors) 🟢Wednesday: Genshin Impact 🔴Saturday: Monster Hunter Wilds - Entering HR ─────────♢♦︎🐙♦︎♢───────── #Vtuber | #DeeArtLife

【🔴LIVE NOW - Monster Hunter Wilds】 DID I MISS THE BOAT ON THIS?! BABY HUNTER GOES HUNTING LIVE - 🟣Twitch | ⚫TikTok | 🔴Youtube!

【🔴LIVE NOW - FFXIV】 Mentor Roulette Hump Day Shenanigans!! 🔗⬇️

I was decorating my subscriber cards on alt channel and it was THE coziest vibes and this message actually melted my heart ;_;

【🔴LIVE NOW - Genshin Impact】 Character Quests into More story? 🔗⬇️

🌌This Weeks Schedule - 10Mar 🌌 Character quests in Genshin then more Inazuma archon quests! Decorating Sub Pokemon top loaders and Day 1 of MH:Wilds!! 🟡Monday: Genshin Impact 🟢Wednesday: FFXIV (Mentors) 🔴Saturday: Monster Hunter Wilds - DAY 1 ! ─────────♢♦︎🐙♦︎♢───────── #Vtuber | #DeeArtLife

This is my fear incarnate as someone who struggles with missing messages in chat. Chat doesn't even have to be busy... sometimes people miss messages / forget to respond, it's not always done from a place of malice. Give us the benefit of the doubt on this if you can please 🥹

【🔴LIVE NOW - STARDEW VALLEY】 THIS GAME IS NOT CHILL OR COZY, WE ARE STRESS. 🔗⬇️

No because what do you mean I've spent 2 weeks working on this highly edited video for someone and it's not even 2 minutes long... HELP Praying for "future-me" to speed up my workflow because this not it... (Definitely my best work to date, but oh my lord...)

"I'm really quiet and reserved, I struggle to make new friends" Also me once you're in my life :- I apologise in advance for any potential new friends.

Years later and I still don't know how to navigate this space. I can count on 2 hands the number of new friends I've made. I click on a random profile and see 20 mutuals... Has years of minding my business and protecting my peace actually been a disservice in this space?

"Only in darkness can we glimpse the fullest light our soul carries for us" 🎨 - @Koryvna_ ───────♦︎♢🦑♢♦︎─────── #Vtuber | #DeeArtLife

🌌This Weeks Schedule - 03Mar 🌌 Character quests to unlock Genshin story! Mentors! And can we get past year 1 summer finally? 🟡Monday: Genshin Impact 🟢Wednesday: FFXIV (Mentors) 🔴Saturday: Stardew Valley ─────────♢♦︎🐙♦︎♢───────── #Vtuber | #DeeArtLife