nothing like a lil snow day!

my content is “too sweary” or “too loud” or “too…” whatever. I’m unapologetically myself but it feels like I’ll never quite fit in with the “cosy streamers”. I’m not looking for advice, just feel like I’ve hit a brick wall & it’s impossible to climb.

I am ✨struggling✨right now. Streaming seems all about collaboration & I feel like I don’t have anyone I could ask to collaborate with. I truly just feel like such a failure. Sorry to vent but I genuinely don’t have anyone to talk to about this.

I’m going to DIVE into The Sims 3 tomorrow for the FIRST TIME EVERRRRR. Pls send any tips & tricks to make the game run smoothly 😭

ya gal is doing a meet & greet in San Diego 😭😭😭

[ad] Going LIVE with Charlotte Tilbury to do my makeup, get some lessons & also talk about all things The Sims- we also have GIVEAWAYS! Join us now over at twitch.tv/lossayyy

[ad] my EARLY ACCESS review of The Sims 4 Enchanted by Nature’s Build & Buy is now LIVE on my YouTube channel! I spent a long time editing it and it would mean the world if you could leave a like & comment 🥺 youtu.be/lkV1L2wesYQ?...

[#ad] I GOT EARLY ACCESS TO THE SIMS 4: ENCHANTED BY NATURE! I did a *comprehensive* overview of the CAS - it's my third EVER YT video! If you could check it out, it'd mean the world to me! youtu.be/OBwJOJNuLSQ 🧚💚✨

TWENNY NOOIIIIIIINE 🎉🥳 Happy birthday to meeeee! (if you get it, you’re a real one👀)

Ever since I posted about my mental health, the companies I’ve been ghosted by would completely shock you. I’m truly so upset - I need this work more than ever & this is like a slap to the face 💔

Really do feel like everyone’s too busy for me :( this time has made me realise how lonely I am

The NEW Sims Expansion Pack “Enchanted by Nature” is available to preorder & given my current circumstances - if you could use my code to pre-order I’d really appreciate it 🩷🩷 [ad/aff] I earn a small commission off every time the code is used 🩷

I need help. Never in a million years did I anticipate what I’m going through & I’m really struggling. Please please read. TW: INTENSE Mental Health Issues Ko-Fi: ko-fi.com/lossayyy Twitch: twitch.tv/lossayyy

not the Shrek outhouse 💀😂

NEW SIMS ROAD MAP!!!

My girl @lossayyy.bsky.social is pregnant, had a hospital trip this week, and was running on no sleep and STILL ate a grilled cheese in a rocket ship?! I love my Twitch Rivals captain! Absolute ROCKSTAR!!!

massive massive shoutout to @thatnerdviolet.bsky.social for being my teammate tonight and for being my rock today 💜 we absolutely smashed it and I’m so proud of her!!

I had the BEST time doing Twitch Rivals tonight 🥺 I was hospitalised earlier this week & I managed to still pick myself up and carry on. I streamed, and was featured in front of 10k+ viewers - even tho I was so terrified about my face paralysis 😭 I’m so so so proud of myself 💜

See y’all in 5 hours for baby’s first Twitch Rivals! Stream starts at 4pm eastern with the tournament starting about an hour later. So excited to be part of Team Goose Girls with my gorgeous Captain @lossayyy.bsky.social twitch.tv/thatnerdviolet

can’t I just give birth already 😭😭😭 literally so ready to just not have crippling back pain everyday

I could really do with a friend rn

This is so exciting!! TikTok have made me one of their “Ones To Watch”!! You’ll see me promoted on your TikTok for the next 6 weeks!! If you’d like to check out my streams you can do so here: www.tiktok.com/@lossayyy 🩷🩵

I can’t wait until baby girl gets here, I feel like I’m literally deteriorating by the second 😭😭 I can’t even lay down anymore bc my ribs are in excruciating pain so I’m just not sleeping at all

I would do unspeakable things for some doughnuts right now

[ad]🚨NEW KITS & HUGE THE SIMS SALE ON RIGHT NOW! With up to 50% off packs, including Lovestruck & 38% off Life & Death - now's the time to grab a bargain! 💚 Use code: LOSSAYYY at checkout to help support me as a creator! #thesims #thesims4

I wish BlueSky had a “close friends” option so I could post my internal thoughts without feeling like the world could see 😭😂

do I have any friends who have worked with OperaGX? 👀

omggggg Charlotte Tilbury and Genshin Impact?!?! I’m SCREAMING

I really need a new headset, my Razer Opus X’s are cracked and buttons on them are broken - does anyone have any recommendations?

ummm, THE TikTok reached out to me for a “ones to watch” program?!🥺

how am I 34 weeks pregnant 🥺 baby girl will be here so soon and I feel overwhelmed as HECK

I’m never posting on Twitter again 💀 People are literally the worst

not to be dramatic, but my husband going to work and leaving me to deal with people coming to install our car charging point is a divorceable offence…. right?😭😂

#ad Thank you to The LEGO Group for sponsoring today's stream! Come hang out with me as I explore LEGO Fortnite Brick Life! Watch here: twitch.tv/lossayyy Get LEGO Fortnite Brick Life here & play FOR FREE: www.fortnite.com/@epic/lego-f... #LEGOFortnite

[ad] AH! Join me TOMORROW on Twitch as I'm sponsored by The LEGO Group for a VERY special stream playing LEGO Fortnite Brick Life! You won't want to miss this! twitch.tv/lossayyy

I’m really struggling with loneliness & I’m not sure what to do lol. Every streamer seems to have their own lil group & I feel like I’m just on my own some.

does anyone else have a partner that literally cannot leave a glass out? mine cleans the kitchen and ALWAYS puts the glass i’m currently drinking from (alongside my drink) in the dishwasher 💀💀💀 like just leave it alone!!!

my anxiety has been through the roof again within the last week 😭😭😭

my husband surprised me with the sweetest early Mother’s Day gift, he got me a lil bracelet & a charm for it that’s for our baby’s expected due date 😭🩷 if she’s not born then, he says he’ll get me a diff one and that charm can be for Ozzie’s birthday 😭😭😭

[APRIL 2025] NEW MEDIA KIT in honour of my Twitch Ambassador status! I'm looking to work with even MORE brands and companies this year and I'd love to discuss paid & gifted opportunities & also partnerships with YOU! 💌[email protected] 🌐https://beacons.ai/lossayyy

I’m going to SCREAMMMM, I’ve been waiting for Witchbrook since it was first announced 😭😭😭

please tell me it’s not just me that has a strong urge to just come off ALLLL social media

I'm so excited to OFFICIALLY announce that I'm a Twitch Ambassador! I'm SO grateful for the opportunity & can't wait to work alongside Twitch to make it an even better platform! I'm so honoured that I get to give back to the platform that changed my life 💜

[ad] MASSIVE SPRING SALE NOW ON! The Sims 4 packs are massively discounted until March 27th! With some packs being up to 60% off, you don't want to miss out! I've highlighted some BARGAINS below 💚💚💚 Use code LOSSAYYY at checkout to support me as a creator! #aff

AHHH! I can't BELIEVE I'm announcing this, but I'M WORKING WITH THE SIMS!!! I've been set a TOP SECRET mission by Trashley Realpearson & I need YOUR help! 👀🛍️🎷 [ad] Join us THIS FRIDAY for fun & a giveaway for the BRAND NEW pack: twitch.tv/lossayyy 💚

the imposter syndrome is really hitting me today :(( feel like I’m not deserving of anything I’ve achieved

Finished our lil residential x tattoo parlour build, inspired by Scandinavian architecture using the NEW The Sims 4: Businesses and Hobbies pack ONLY! Find it on the gallery under the EA ID: lossayyy 💚 #thesims #ShowUsYourBuilds

had my 25 week appointment & told the midwife I was worried about my intrusive thoughts coming back when I gave birth and she LITERALLY replied “oh they will” and then asked me if I’d “tried finding God” 💀💀💀💀

Ozzie would like to know if you’d be his Valentine ❤️🥰