Why is tomorrow monday already... I need more weekend

"did they piss in my empanada!?"

Saturday morning playing megaman in my underwear. Life is alright.

Did a new thing! Really happy with how this turned out 🐶💛

"By the way you have a shockingly big ass" Fuck that is such a nice compliment to get. I love my ass :)

Bark hair got dyed

Absolutely unhinged to receive a message along the lines of "Sorry about your partner dying, do you think I'm hot enough to be your type?"

So happy the week is over... But man do I need a massage... I'm so tight and tense

I really need like some big beefy person to crack my back like a glow stick and shake me badly... Body is so tense and stiff lol

That's Monday done, work and workout. Feeling a lot lighter after this weekend. While the pain of loss and grieve will never leave me since her passing, having celebrated her life with so many who loved her was freeing in a way I didn't know I needed.

Hey... Here's signs of life.

I'm going to hold true on the obligations I've already committed to. But I'm done with doing things for a while. I am too burnt out and overwhelmed with being distracted. I just need some peace and isolation.

It is so frustrating having to constantly explain yourself and still being misunderstood.

Weird experience from this weekend is going from my home area, a place where my body shape isn't usually saught after, to a place where the words used towards me were "fucking gorgeous" and "fucking beautiful" in a genuine manner and not with the additive of "for a fat guy" Absolutely fucking wild

Fun thing about me being around my local community is when they're telling stories of their travels to events and when people find out they're from Florida, they get asked if they know Graphite... And I'm just sitting here like: how'd my name make it that far out.

In Ft Lauderdale for the weekend for Florida Critter. It's nice to be with my community who love and miss Pinky just as much as I do.

Awruff. Doing queer critter things

Probably the only good thing about Arcane season two was jinx's hood lol Thank you again @maouwu.bsky.social

Think I'm finally happy with him

Valentine's Day commissions are Now Open! Msg me for details 🐻💘🐻

Here’s The Thing: Fuck ICE.

Oh so over the past few months a friend has gotten me to watch arcane.... Fuck the trash fire that is the latter half of season two. Fuck it with something hard and sandpapery. That shit sucked.

Sometimes you just have to eat your lunch while sitting on the livingroom floor in a singlet. Lol. Its laundry day for me

Went to our monthly critter coffee meet up and had a blast talking about when millennials become ghosts you're going to here ghostly hauntings of "it's Britney bitch" and "chaaaaaarlie" seeing ghosts out of the corner of your eye Naruto running and sailor moon posing and vanishing.

Its cold... Send cuddles

Drained of life. Had a good bit of exercise and a nice walk.

Started exercising again. I'm all got and sweaty and tired lol.

Tried taking a walk around the neighborhood to exercise and get some air... Cried most of the time since it's where I used to walk with Pinky...

Morning all!

Bark!

Overhead at the bar: "My kink is to get lint rolled" Love it.

Bark

All I want for this year is peace. Peace to process my grief. Peace to continue living. Just peace. Broke down crying because I didn't get to kiss my partner on new years... And that I'll never get to again.

So I was given a couple new jocks for Christmas. And boy do I enjoy them. 🐶💛

Well I survived a Monday with only one crying breakdown.

Bark!

Always a fun night when I'm pumped full of espresso martini in a dog bowl and then flogged and making normies scared 🤣

My partner took her last breath today after fighting so hard after having a critical stroke... She went peacefully and is resting now.

I'm so fucking drained of life. My heart, soul, mind and body are just in autopilot right now. I just want things to get better. I just want to wake up and this whole thing be a nightmare. I'm not strong. I'm not handling this. I'm scared.

So I bought coveralls for my Halloween costume and someone jokingly said I should make it my thing... But like... I'm not mad with how I look?

Beat the main story of Legends ZA last night. Was a fun time. Just need to get the trade evolutions and my living dex for ZA is done.

The looks of absolute shock and terror when I get flogged and beat on at the leather bar by non kinksters is honestly one of my favorite parts.

@sibjakey.bsky.social made a big move in recovery last night. We're out of the hospital and into a Health and Rehabilitation center. She's healing from her situation really well, for it being how bad it was and it being 3 months later.

New sheet day!

Well hello there shiny wabbit!

Happy Friday y'all. Just got home, and puppy needs his back blown out. Lol

Bork! Happy to be home and not in human clothes.

I really want my motivation to do anything back ... I hate not wanting to draw because of everything I'm dealing with

While the recovery has been as good as it can be, and we're only making improvements... Having dealing with my partner having a stroke and other health issues 2 and a half months ago has been rough. We're recovering steadily and good. It's just going to take a long time.

Morning coffee after a night out with friends.