I got to spend my weekend to two of the greatest dogs I know. It was so good to have two of the Georgia pups come visit for pride. Getting to see them more than once this year has been wonderful. Hopefully next time I see them is on their home turf. 👀

I love working on critter and pup hoods so much. The energy exchange is so unique and in that moment it’s just the two of us. Truly there’s nothing else like it in my opinion. @pupperdante.bsky.social @puplinkga.bsky.social @pupgraphite.bsky.social

Finally Friday

Did you know AI doesn’t have copyright? Anyway enjoy my new tee design, I’m sure Bearlytees will like it

Oh no... A super talented artist liked on of my things I've made... Excuse me while I fight imposter syndrome 🤣

Had to update my old puppy pride thing I did years ago since I have a new hood.

Huh... That's a first... Playing beat saber to get the blood moving... And I hit a very weird angry flow state and burst into tears afterwards. Gotta sit with this and process.

I have nothing but the utmost respect for my local leather community who were able to be in full cow this past weekend in Florida summer. Was also really nice to see the return of the FLSb contest and spend time being the colorful cryptid bear dog I am in a sea of black leather.

Grief is stupid. I broke down sobbing ugly tears whole boiling fucking pasta last night.

Lazy Sunday doing laundry.

It said pee... I needed the dog toy.

Ah bork

Finished this dude today 🐶💛

I'm so checking exhausted. Worked extra this week and still got roped into working tomorrow... I'm ready to give up on being an adult now. I just wanna be a dog man

Body image issues are fucking stupid. What do you mean I could be looking at an identical clone of myself and find them attractive, but I have absolutely hated every shape my body has taken from skinny, to fit, to fat...

I gave what I could today. It wasn't my best. But my body told me it needed a break. The brain wasn't nice today either. But we made it through the day.

Am I rewatching all of Alice in Borderland for like the 7th time? Yes absolutely. It's such a good show.

I used to care so much about some who randomly deleted me out of their lives. I don't hurt about it anymore. I've protected my peace by blocking. But I still have to be the adult and not react when they pop up on other people's posts. Well except for this post lol just needed to get the words out

Lazy Sunday morning coffee time.

I've been suffering with art block for a long time and nothing I have done seems to have helped. So as a late birthday gift, my wonderful friend gave me a 3d printed gacha machine with art prompts... And special tokens colored for me and my lost Pinky. I'm going to fucking cry.

Great part of my neurospicy is never getting FOMO for big events, because my broken brain has me fully convinced that I don't belong to ANY of the communities I'm a part of. 🤣🤣🤣 Hence my yellow cryptidness.

Also hump day. So butt must be posted

Bork and stuff. Feeling super emotional after therapy today. But it's all part of the grieving process. Winding down the night with games.

Freshly showered after getting all hot and sweaty. Here's a tummy for tummy Tuesday.

I want to take a moment to thank everyone who showered me in love over the weekend for my birthday on this past Friday. You made this golden retriever polar bear cryptid feel loved. I don't do nice things for myself. I don't like others spending energy on me. But I always love and appreciate it.

Always a giggle worthy moment when I ask for a double shot added to my coffee order that already contains 4 shots... Like yes small lady with the look of shock and terror. Give me my extreme honey bear. I crave the sludge of life. My first coffee is always super strong and bitter.

Community events do not need to be big or grandiose. But they do need you to show up. This cryptid polar bear pup made another appearance and was honored for my birthday. As long as I have a way. This yellow creature will show up. Graphite is inevitable.

A decent representation of how the day went. Tried to stay bright and cheery, only to take a lot of hits and jabs at my own expense.

Happy birthday to me. So this is 35?

Oh no... I'm in therapy and I am on a weight loss journey now turbo boosted by the fact I have beat saber.... I AM FIXING MY MENTAL AND PHYSICAL HEALTH AND WILL BE ABLE TO FIGHT AND KILL GOD.

Working on like 3-4 different things I can't fully show off. But what I can show off is this little rough sketch of a leather bear I'm working on

Oh boy it's been a while since my imposter syndrome struck me this hard.

Woof and oink and stuff

Today was long and stressful... Can I get someone to stretch my spine out or break my back and shake me like a glow stick?

Well that's a day down.

Something I don't think I've ever disclosed: Belly RUBS ✅ With consent I love gentle rubs Belly SCRITCHES/SCRATCHES 🛑 Absolutely fucking NEVER It's a sensory nightmare. Like put me in "fight or flight" freak out... And there is a lot of secret strength to this fat ass pup...

Today would have been our 11 year anniversary... Not a day goes by I don't love and miss you babe.

Hey, you're doing great. Drink some water. You got a hot butt.

If your profile text is just a string of kink "buzz words" I'm going to assume you're a bot.

Processing and recalibrating

The amount of energy it takes to let others perceive my existence is exhausting. Why do people do this again?

Was nice to have Link visit over the weekend. Kept quiet about it to surprise someone. And it was nice.

Stay whimsical you sexy fuckers

Been busting ass for like 4-5 days trying to get rid of a problem in my apartment. Finally think I got it. Anyway... The energy is clean now and here's my tummy.

Huh... I feel like my butthole just smoked a pack of menthols, chewed a ton of breath mints, chewed mint gum, and chewed a bunch of ice. That's a new experience. Frosty.

▼⁠・⁠ᴥ⁠・⁠▼ ʕ⁠´⁠•⁠ᴥ⁠•⁠`⁠ʔ That is all.

My favorite time of the month. Our monthly critter coffee social.

The amount of times I'll be hit up by a random dude asking if I have a pack of pups who want to fuck him... Is exhausting. I'm not a project coordinator... I will not orchestrate your orgy. Also rude that you're hitting me up implying I'm not enough for you in the first place. God I'm tired