Xenon Mugen no Shitai // C's Ware // PC-98

watched INTO THE WEST (1992) and only afterward in trying to describe something to anka did i realise they cut an entire scene from the version we watched. why...? i even pulled up the script to make sure. who on earth cared that much about an independent irish film to do such a thing

yoko kanno will be in my state in april for a concert/panel/signings... i am being given a once in a lifetime opportunity to be so unbearably annoying

my man

tir na nog, cassette, zx spectrum (1984) www.mobygames.com/game/14628/t...

identical

i know it's unhealthy but now that i've been given names and now that i wrote up a long chronology of injustices to the best of my ability, all i want to do is stare into the black hole of it. nothing else matters as much to me. it doesn't feel good for that to be true but i can't make it stop yet.

Viper F40 // Sogna // PC-98

really bad in here... really bad

Ryōki no Ori // Plantech // PC-98

Doki Doki Pretty League 4 // Great // PC-98

however... i have decided to leave the hospital u_u they told me they can't help me and it's very verrrrry boring

i can't rewatch escaflowne while going thru crisis, because it'll give me another one. so someone's going to have to enjoy it on my behalf

going scorched earth in 2026: no reboots no remakes no prequels no sequels no franchises no retellings no nostalgia NO COWARDICE, THE LIGHT IS DYING, NOW IS THE TIME TO MAKE SOMETHING NEW

ogre battle, character generation, snes (1995) www.mobygames.com/game/7569/og...

so much has happened in the span of what, 5 days? and also nothing has happened. THAT'S HOW IT IS...

what is accepting trauma As trauma supposed to do... throughout childhood, whenever something shitty happened there were zero consequences to the perpetrator. consequence was felt by me, in my head. no comeuppance no tools no witnesses no records. i skipped straight to "yeah? okay? and so what?"

Blood Seed // Great // PC-98

普段甘えてこない子が、寝ぼけてて子供だった頃みたいに甘えて恥ずかしくなっちゃうヤツ

so godot spends the whole game and past like decade of his life thinking dahlia's straight up bald

Wedding Peach // KSS // PC-98

i am already nervous about being too tired to do all the stuff i want to/see all the people i want to see at MICE but nonetheless i'm excited for it ;o; and if all goes well, i'll be seeing my sibling for the first time in almost 10 years

Alantia Legend of Blue Star // Victor Musical Industries // PC-98

It's Time For The People To Play Creatures 2

VIPER CTR ～あすか～ // Sogna // PC-98

Dead of the Brain // Fairytale // PC-98

@lillywachowski.bsky.social Look what I found in my dad’s recycling bin: #Kawajiri storyboard pages for his #Animatrix ep PROGRAM (faxed 3/13/2001 !!!) I expect to find DaVinci’s lost notebooks in here if I keep digging. (dad, where are the other pages?) #TheMatrix #anime

"what flavour is your oc" and the answers are like "wine" "caramel" "charcuterie board." Rafael Padilla's flavour is menthol and smoke (newports,) fireball whiskey, hairspray, leather, yaniclecas, dog smell, boy smell, ocean smell, and gasoline, baby!!!!!!

did you know there's a modern version of winamp called wacup and it's compatible with old winamp skins and has a built in internet radio database? getwacup.com

maya ace attorney has never seen a gay person and the first time she sees 2 guys holding hands she comes home like "i saw something really weird today :D"

Advanced Power Dolls 2 // Kogado // PC-98

D-Ten CG Library Vol. 5 // D-Tens // PC-98

i can hear it...

i love to say a whole banch of bullshit folcanta.tumblr.com/post/8004575...

birth of the sun become more irish challenge. note to self: you've wanted to draw a very manga chapter title page toward the end featuring our maneen jack tied to clochafarmore, ná déan dearmad

@ the last 3 ppl i've commissioned to draw my otp... sorry i did that

it may have totally fucked up my entire physical self perception and therefore physical perception of the world and how to experience it, but christ am i glad i got top surgery. shirts go crazy

got to show anka Magnolia (1999) 🥰 i've only ever watched it alone and it always left me feeling so... nourished... but it's nice to watch it with someone specifically because i was so hungry for their response to it that whether it was pos/neg it would be exciting to talk about either way

hard to even imagine drawing ace attorney fanart because the cinema of it is so fully formed in my head and surely apparent to everyone else. god i love what a pure asshole cunt phoenix is. i love it being 11pm and dragging his sorry ass & pearl's all around the city. he is unwell and out for blood

H.H.G. Heart Heat Girls // Cats Pro // PC-98

i love araki so much i wish i could meet him

possibly my most insane thought but if neither time, money, nor disability were in the way i don't think there's an artistic plateau i could hit. i think i could keep going forever out of love of the game, never hit a ceiling and just keep testing every possible thing, every potential skill... rrrr!

Yume Nikki PS1. Demo out NOW! It contains two dream worlds to explore. You can run it on a real PlayStation 1. This is a fan game. I put a lot of love and care into it. I hope you enjoy it. #yumenikki #ps1 #psx #gamedev #homebrew

huge sad

my party trick is clearing the final chapter of drakengard on ps2

i know you're supposed to embrace cringe release your inhibitions let yourself enjoy dummy baby bullshit trash, allow yourself to be wrong, allow yourself to be trashy. and like i do get that, i get what that means. problem is everything i like is the best thing ever made no exceptions

ace attorney is so good. i love michael mann

Toumei Ningen // Fairytale Red-Zone // PC-98

project deadline blessedly pushed back... feel... a little lighter... but with this extra time, i really do need to change my life overnight like literally asap it has to be done. i can't live like this (constant pain, for one, and boring, for another) anymore

Dōkyūsei // Elf // PC-98