(...'least somebody gets it. 💭)

"not that special," as if she's not r-regularly dealing with angels and demons, has an ass fat enough to, to... to blot out the sun... as if she didn't s-singlehandedly stop me from... [ he murmurs the last part too quietly to be made out. ] ... jeez. it's not about... being dead inside.

us slaughter daughters run the world. 💜

/ will get replies handled in short order, ideally? brain decided im done for right now but i should circle back soon...

[ glancing behind him. double-taking. ] [ ...he must have a gas leak in the house- or the toothpaste mascot's very, very real. maybe new york's just getting freakier with time. 😵‍💫 ]

[ perking up like a dog. ] [ ...sounds like there's a job to do. ]

yessir!

this year i'm, um. thankful for r-recklessly touchy women that'll squeeze me against 'em w-without, uh, thinking twice. and also f-for those orange-flavored chocolates.

/ i absolutely respect y'all choosing to take a backseat til priv stuff gets added but i already started on the smut side and frankly i'm not gonna let the peanut gallery get at me. You're stuck with my white ass

... s-so my odds aren't zero... [ pumping his fist. ]

[ ... :( that's too far out... ]

[ promise? promise? promise? promise? promise? pr

[ beet red but choosing to ignore it for the sake of his mental. ouh. ]

[ ...slowly tilting his head. this already sounds familiar, but it's not really his place to pry. ]

/ in her defense it's hard to properly be intimate with someone with walls That high and someone That adverse to touch. it's doable, praise be to the cass rachel drabble with a very intimate bit of eating rach out, but i think she's also just not well built for that kinda thing longterm

/ i considered a rachel nsfw alt / a general "rest of my ocs multimuse because nobody else i write is trying to fuck" but i don't think that the world is ready for her — frankly she isn't ready for the world either

haven't been able to get off in a week... th-think i'm about to, um. become a worse version of myself. [ snickering. ] warby.

/ nice, okay, there's the housekeeping taken care of. anyway im glad the Freak Level has risen because i couldn't for the life of me find a way to put "darby thought of cass and eliza double-teaming him and he got so hard he passed out" anywhere else

maybe in time, you'll want to be mine.

👻 | CONDUCT

👻 | CHARACTER

/ ok lets see how much work i can do on a new pinned before i give up

"accidental" s-suffocation. mmn. no... if, uh. if i'm dying smothered a-against someone's body it's p-probably intentional... [ this post is missing a sizable bit of context but the writer is uninterested in providing it. ]

my dick's gonna explode, i think. ... w-well, it's, uh. it's been a good run. [ mimicking the motion of a cigarette drag. ] ... s' either that or my pants. at this point.

[ aw, that's almost no fair. ...though, not much of her is, is it? there's the quietest whine, something between protest and an unspoken "more, please," as she curls around him. now he's actively struggling to keep eye contact, but... that's alright. the floor can help him lock in. surely. ]

[ ah... bliss. he tilts his head into it without even realizing, but after the fact... ouh. he doesn't see much reason not to. cozy... ] [ ...if he was at any point red in the face prior to this it seems to have refreshed itself, twice over. yeesh. ]

/ uuu... replies tomorrow. so sleepies

hal🪽 weak little white boy wednesday

... so dizzy lately. can't concentrate on a thing. u_u think i m-might be cooked.

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...sh-should try taking zinc some time. [ mumbling to himself. ]

[ it takes Everything in his fucking power to not immediately nuzzle into it. the only thing that stops him is that it's a tail. ...jeez, touch-starved, much? ] ah... y-yeah, um. yeah. okay. [ nod nod. bwuh... ]

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/ oh thats scary i didnt think someone i knew mostly on the sfw side would find me here. Welcome To Hell

[ he takes a half-step back, arms raising in defense. "that's just not how his brain's wired," he'd like to say, but... it's never that simple. blugh. ] i'd-!! i'd... rather not, yeah. a bit too, um. heavy. for my taste. [ grinding his heel against the ground, eyes falling anywhere but on her. ]

... not, uh. not really. it's... not a long story, just, um. not v-very fun. [ he murmurs something else, something along the lines of him not always "being such a buzzkill"... ] i'd feel bad just dr-dropping that on you. n-not that i don't appreciate you asking, just. bwuh...

‎ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ‎ ‎ ⭕ ＣＷ ⭕ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ \\ 𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐄𝐑 || 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙿𝙾𝚁𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽 𝙶𝚁𝙾𝚆𝚃𝙷 // ㅤㅤㅤ \\ 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐋𝐘 𝙴𝚇𝙲𝙴𝚂𝚂𝙸𝚅𝙴 𝚂𝙴𝚇𝚄𝙰𝙻 𝙵𝙻𝚄𝙸𝙳𝚂 // ‎

well. it, um. was meant to be *it*. i thought that was going to be the end of it, and th-things would be fine. ... it. wasn't. [ his volume all but falls off a fucking cliff, dead silent nearly at the end. it's only because she's as close as she is that it's audible at all. ]

meant to be. it, um. didn't... work... so. i kind of have to live with it? tried exorcisms, begging, praying, some... s-some stuff i'm not very proud of. [ he glances aside, burying himself in his scarf. ] ... you can, uh, imagine how things have gone.

( ...two for two, huh...? )

also saying it here, fuck yes. my city is the goddamn best. let's fucking go.

... as it should be. 🙂‍↕️

[ ...he didn't even consider if it was helping. it is, and he focuses his attention there for now... ] i'm unsure. i remember... getting one's attention. by mistake. sullied its grave, i think. b-but, um, i tried to atone, and nothing changed... so it... i don't know what it wants.

mhm. um - one of them, uh, one of my partners has one — can come out of her shadow and help attack them directly... they're all weird and different, and... haha, most of them have it out for me. [ sweat drop. he glances around to watch her tail... pretty. :o ]

[ that gets another spell of laughter out of him. ] hh... heheh, yeah, um. a lot of them turn into, uh, more... magic? almost? and — well, i have enough problems. ... mostly because of them, but i digress...

[ jolting awake. ] ...amen.

[ thought about offputting women and got so hard he passed out ]

this year i'm going to be ghost hunting. [ this happens every year. he is the quarry. he bears a smile regardless, no matter how heavy the eye bags look. ]

[ ...he barks out a laugh, riddled with dread but rather sincere. might've lightened up at that... ] ...mn. s-something, um, something like that. they... well, one of them... help banish them. if the ghosts stick around too long they wind up, uh... really strong. you can... imagine how that'd end.