AI can never give me the feeling of looking at some shit you've written/reviewed yourself and feeling like a drunk Hemingway on a Wednesday. Pen smoking like a DE barrel.

Exhaling.

I miss my therapist more than any ex I've had. I wish I could show her the progress. Let her see how her support showed up in my work with myself and the world around me.

So many things feel purposeful. A lot of things feel like alignment. Even when it don't, I say it is until I feel it is. And then it is.

It's strange that this period of my life is the one I feel I wake up feeling thankful the most. Just.....good. Ok. Optimistic. Still accepting the realities of now, but not like a weight.

You ever had a bunch of Black people mock you at the BBQ talking bout this nigga eating beets? So unfair.

Been focused on doing the things that need doing and now my brain is reminding me of the one reward that would fix an itch and I almost would pay for it right now. Almost.

Gently offered: It’s a good time to do that three minute thing you’ve been procrastinating on for six months. 🫶🏽🥰💋

Locked down an engineer/fabricator from the Big 3 as a partner SME for my project. The last piece I think I needed for some additional gravitas. Today and tomorrow are the last bits of push before I submit for funding Thursday.

Bbqing outside with my shirt off. Your aunty got a catcall like she used to cash strippers out.

😮‍💨 .....bitch. 12min run test.

@bonniscotch.blacksky.app 🥰💕

George Russell looks like a twink that will call corporate over the wrong caviar selection with the champagne

Actually this is a good reason

58/59 💕

Detroit was a much bigger party/club/cabaret city so if you could jit, were always outside, or a male dancer you were hip rolling. Then Aliyah. 65% of the niggas in the city was throwing hips lol

A few of the big male strip club joints/revues were close to my area and that explains why more than a few of niggas I knew growing up were dancers. Easily 3 lol.

😅 Seeing a Detroit jersey makes this a tough sell because hip rolling was a *huge* part of the culture here, separate of everything else happening.

Learning how to ask for help has been a lesson. But it pays off in kind. So many small things have come in the last few weeks I didn't even recognize I needed.

Life been bonnet on legs upped for an hourin me for a minute, but man is it showing me there might be a crazy ass reason for all this.

I haven't felt like taking a cowgirl to the rodeo in a minute. Quick flash there.

All bisexuals have lore.

🙂

Went to my first Latin social. I can dance bachata and salsa for full songs now 😭😭😭😭 And I learned merengue tonight.

$18 drinks make me question if the demon chasing me is really that fast?

I understand why you think you need to charge more than $14 for a cocktail but also and hear me out first but fuck you. When your drinks are burger + onion ring prices we need to have an intervention.

Cerrome is such a good sport 😅

She led with my own personal ethos about this project. If it doesn't scare you it's not big enough. Ashe. Amen. This shit is scary but man is it finally getting motion.

Dawg. I crushed that fucking meeting. Got so much more than I expected, but when I can see people get excited and start taking over the talking points, I know you hooked.

The weight loss journey is interesting for myself because I look back at 10-15lbs heavier and still like/miss that body sometimes.

Talked with a baddie for an extended amount of time at the bar and didn't flirt once. Growth.

Bald in the barbershop talking bout lemme get uuuuhh...... Brother you are wasting these god fearing people's time.

??? Getting your oil changed or something?

Bonnet down legs up in Detroit??? Y'all coulda just hit me if you was feeling like you wanna give that muumuu up.

Big meeting #2 tomorrow. We got this my babies.

But I got the final confirmation I needed to move this to grant writing/submission which was a *huge* milestone. Because now it's not just that it makes sense to *me*, but it makes sense enough for someone else to fund this portion.

Just left big meeting #1 of the week and I just feel so fucking good right now. An older gent overhead me running through the details, came over and spoke so much life into me/the vision. Told me he has something to pray for this week 🥹

Dating requirements change as you do because what do you mean you're 40 and don't/haven't/can't find time to read a book? I don't think I cared much before but now I feel like I get the ick when that comes up.

If you were ordering wings and the white wait staff asked if you wanted them fried hard would you be offended or appreciate the cultural awareness.

It took me a week to complete this application for a small business program but *sent.* Two big meetings this week.

Was it a coffee

Steel Eevee supremacy

I don't like the heat but I love being able to run with my shirt off and sun soak, which is an interesting conundrum.

Biiiiiiitch. Working on better flight time and cadence. Impacted the second leg kinda heavy but, 11:30?????????

I have two meetings this week and I'm just really proud of how this is actually materializing, because what do you mean you're interested and want to hear more? From me? On this? You wild but I'm pulling up.

3 weeks ago I sent an email to an org that's going to be critical to making this project happen and they didn't respond, which I kinda expected (but still sad about.) They emailed Friday after hours to let me know they wanna talk this week 🥺😭

My best friend designed my playmat, it's been one of my favorite gifts ever 🥺🥺 @rf3rd.bsky.social

They finally did my boy right 🥺. Instant cop 😭, I need my son.

Some people have all the luck

There's got to be a word that captures the dilemma of choosing what food to eat last based on the flavor you want leave with.