wotc give me more 5e sourcebooks, i don't use 5.5e, please, please i'm begging you.

oh.... tired..........

i've wanted to save all my art from my original deviantart account that i used from 2005-2009 for a long time but the problem is that i have 882 deviations. that's just. that's so many. and the 'download as zip' feature only downloads 61 of them for some reason.

people LOVE responding to my emails with one of my middle names instead of my first name they LOOOOOVE it

it's end of month and we're a person down i gotta lock the fuck in today

god it's nice to have a car with a working drivers side window lmao

claws at the artfight site. let me in

i signed up for usps informed delivery and i have a mystery package coming.... what are you....

i can't find my old car title to save my fucking life and it's both super stressing me out and making me feel stupid. i'm embarrassed that i can't find it. where the fuck is my title. i found my title NUMBER on my registration card but where is the fffffffffucking TITLE

CAR ACQUIRED

and like magic i'm feeling much better today, it really is something about it being The Day that destroys me. like i'm kinda sensitive around the whole week but in general i'm fine, but boy. The Day. yesterday could've been worse, i kept mostly distracted, but i'm still glad it's over.

i deserve wingstop

i miss my dad tails

i'm already weepy this morning may as well watch tbskyen watch the tadc finale. though maybe the constant pausing/going back and forth will soften the emotional blows somewhat lol

ough

they sold the car to someone else and i almost burst into tears when i found out but it's fine. i'm normal. we'll look at cars on saturday and see if i can get one then. the first one is red :)

i can be sooooooo normal today

ideally i get my car today, though that depends entirely on the dealership being smart in the negotiations. we WILL walk out if they refuse to meet my maximum.

oh so it's to be a Sad About Dad day, is it

i used to post photos of my dad on fathers day and the anniversary and his birthday but it started really depressing me looking through the same photos every time. like, there's never going to be any more. and that really really sucks.

i'm so close to getting my new car i'm so close i just need the financial institutions involved to hurry the fuck up

Last time I was at the store with my parents, we were looking at novelty socks and my mom picked these up and said quietly, "Undertale?"

if i don't make eye contact with what day it is then it can't hurt me, right

OKAY round one of clearing out my old car is done. i got most of the stuff i want to keep out of there, round two will mostly be stuff that needs to be thrown away. round one should be the longer one because i never fully cleared out my car when i moved in 2023 lol

boss offered to buy lunch for us and i accidentally requested a place with $20+ entrees.... no... i'm sorry........

Not my best work, but felt like this was what's on the menu for Bsky today.

i'm having a hard time focusing at work. all my thoughts are Car.

okay so i won't be getting money for the new car until tuesday so i won't be getting it over the weekend, but that's okay. more time to look for one lol

my boss is super nice and is letting me borrow a company car through the weekend. the problem is it's a 4Runner and i'm used to sedans and i'm so anxious driving this thing

okay, one step at a time. getting my old car towed to my apartment complex. i gotta do this early on a weekday to hopefully snag one of the parking spots by the exit while people are at work. there were three spots open when i checked so i'm handling this now.

my car stalled out while driving home yesterday and the repair guy told me this morning that i'd need a new transmission but i'm better off just getting a new car :')

oh weird i wonder why artfight is taking a while to load lmao hmmmmm

ArtFight theme reveal today!!! I need to prep so bad... BUT, in the meantime, here are two pieces for @amoodymango.bsky.social and @twilishark.bsky.social from last year!

OH I LOVE THE ARTFIGHT TEAMS!!!!!

Happy Pride to our Trans friends and family🩵🩷🤍! Everyone deserves to be seen, heard, and acknowledged for who they are. Your courage, authenticity, and self-discovery inspire others every single day, and we are proud to stand beside you.

Happy Pride Month! We are pleased to reveal our terraforming plans in celebration. Please contact your representative to endorse Rainbow World for all Earth.

Lord 613 is live on the scene delivering their statement. They're not looking happy, Captain.

i forgot sc2 re-released under the 'free stars' name! ALSO YO IT'S FREE snagging that immediately

i backed the new free stars (star control under a different name) kickstarter and get so excited when a project update email comes in. apparently the melee demo releases this summer, no eta on the full game release but it's coming out on a bunch of systems. i'm very 👀 about the switch release....

i'm likely gonna have to go to work before the nintendo direct is over. sob. i'm watching penny snapcube's stream of it now but i'm gonna have to LEAVE, SOB

This is real btw

Today, we’re celebrating our Lesbian community❤️🤍🩷! Lesbians have built a world of love, resilience, creativity, and unwavering support for one another throughout history. Your pride, joy, and authenticity deserve to be celebrated loudly and proudly. Thank you for being exactly who you are.

my work puts up signs in the kitchen every month for events we're doing and this month's sign also calls out that it's pride month. it's nice :)

asking for help is Hard but i've got some real lovely people in my life so it's not as scary as it could be

i messaged my doctor for a referral letter on friday and i've heard nothing back so far :( sob

hmm having a big bowl of pasta for lunch might've been a bad idea because i've got four more hours left in the workday and i'm sooooo sleepy

one of my friends' cats was real scared of me for a while as he got more skittish after a move, and he used to hide whenever i came over. well i've been catsitting and he just came over for pets and headbutted my head and my heart is gonna burst aaaaaaa

my friends helped me clean yesterday and i'm giddy about how good my kitchen and fridge look, and i'm extremely emotional and grateful and full of love. i adore my friends with all my heart.

OKAY i have more cleaning to do today. i'm gonna nap first but then.... cleaning. and i'm NOT gonna cry. i can be STRONG