Felt cute at work today ✨️

Today is one of these days where living away from my partnerpersons is extra dreadfull. I really need a hug and someone scratching my head while telling me everthing is gonna be fine 🫠

I love this dress sooo much, and I definetly need to get more ripped tights, cant wait to wear it more often again now, since it gets colder 🥰

Meine Tochter (2) die "Porsicht, Porsicht" sagt und dabei die Hand beschwichtigend austreckt, als ihr Bruder mir zeigt wie hoch er springen kann ist auch das süßeste was ich diese Woche gesehen und gehört habe 🥺

Bei uns im Polycule ist heute Sommernachten. Seit 3 Jahren machen @valkennte.bsky.social und ich das um das Weihnachtsfeeling ohne Familienstress zu haben und haben nach und nach alle introduced. @sadalligator.bsky.social letztes Jahr und @sophienylcholin.bsky.social dieses Jahr ✨️🥰

The gamescom trains are already paaacked and stack delays. I just want to go to my partnerperson after a long nighshift, pls let a poor queer through🥲

Heres some current pictures of my Witcher Larp Mercenary Hannah de la Rue, In quite happy with the way she developed ✨️ With @valkennte.bsky.social Photos 1-3 by kate.raw and Hannah Gritsch on Novigrader Nächte Photo 4 is a picture taken pre game on Velen sehen unf Sterben #larp #witcherlarp

During pride preperarions @marnieween.bsky.social and me tried out Clownmakeup for a lil project we wanted to do over this and next year ✨️ Happy how it turned out for a first try :3

So much going on currently, mental health is urgh but atleast pride in cologne with the polycule was awesome ✨️

First pictures of Geddes VII arrived and what can I say ... Im very happy with how my characters armored look works ✨️ Photo by Devitha

Whats better in nightshift than getting misgendered and reading the book about "Autism, trauma and coping" your therapist gave you?

Knowing the people I love, all get along together aswell is great and fills me with happiness. Not being with them rn because I have to work is still painfull tho 🫠 Can I not live closer to them (or with them)? 🥲

Today in the car my son referred to me with my name, instead of "mom" when talking with my partnerpersons. I asked him shocked if Im not his mom anymore, to which he answered clueless "No you are everyones mom here", Of course the two front seats couldnt hide their lil goblin grins qwq

Its tummy tuesday ✨️ After a few very bad mental health and dysphoria ridden weeks Im feeling better again. Especially since I realized how much I love wearing croptops and how fem I feel again, Fotzen Frühling here we go 🔥

Perpetually

Its getting warmer and I start to feel comfortable enough with my body to wear stuff that lets my shoulders and collar bones be visible, take that dysphoria ✨️

CN: sexual stuff Time to go shopping with that post orgasm glow ✨️

My new LARP character is going more for a light summer attire so I'm only doing plate armor on hips and legs.

Habe am Wochenende meinen Korb Rucksack fertig gemacht und dann direkt den neuen Charakter fürs Witcherlarp anprobiert. Modding kommt noch aber erstmal bin ich so ganz happy.

Neue Bilder von meinem Witcher LARP Charakter Hannah de la Rue , freue mich sehr auf die kommenden Cons dieses Jahr ✨️

Oh today I managed to be so overstimulated I feel physically sick. Headache, Stomachissues, ringing in the ears ... wtf

Funny how in just 3 days, to close friends came out as trans to me seeking advice. Both of them on the same spot of my couch funny enough. Im trans mom now, come here dear, Ill comfort you and hug you while you tell me that your egg cracked ✨️🏳️‍⚧️✨️

This day was filled with dysphoric downs, euphoric ups, a huge amount of love for my partners and now a nightshift to end it with, lets see how iz goes 🥰 ✨️

Dann werd ich mich wohl zur MAV-Wahl aufstellen lassen auf der Arbeit 👀 Mal schauen ob das was wird ✨️

Exhausting week but even with extra stress I manage to crash way less than in the past. Glad to see some progress ✨️

eepy puppy hours

Eat the rich! "Well obviously this isn't literal it just means we should reduce their wealth and control and-" No, i said what i said. Eat. The. Rich.

Im doing better step by step, either its the sun hitting my skin, or Im actually getting better ✨️ Also met @inu-the-kiwi.bsky.social outside of larp, was awesome 🥰

When the kids suddenly both eat their food without any complaints and even completely, dont fight and are just the friendliest little cups ... who switched them out while I was in the kitchen making food for them? 👀

CN mental health Soooo, well I didnt expect digging up trauma in therapy, to throw me into 24 hours of disassociation. This was a ... new experience 🫠 Im better now, but had to literally take off a day of work.

CN Therapy So erste Stunde Traumaaufarbeitung in Therapie, Im kinda nervous 🫠

Did someone say hot vampire larp pictures? No? Well you get them anyways, incredible euphoria inducing evening ✨️🏳️‍⚧️✨️ Also damn Vampire larp is hot shit Thanks to www.instagram.com/colourena for the amazing picture

@sophienylcholin.bsky.social 👉🏻👈🏻

Sometimes its the small things that raise your mood, like experimenting with hair styles and finding a new one that gives you euphoria ✨️🏳️‍⚧️✨️

Girl that needs to return to her charging dock (her girlfriend's arms)

Saying goodbye to a loved person after a wonderfull time together always leaves an emptiness behind. Living apart is a big pain, even if every time we meet again is full of the purest joy 🫠♥️

Visited my first vampire larp and what can I say, it was an amazing experience, very different than usual but I want MORE ✨️

This fox had a work day with an unusual amount of tears from her eyes. Now after spending time with my kids and receiving great support from my ex wife Im home again to dwell in a little selfcare before working again tomorrow morning ✨️

Finally dared and got my self a septum piercing 🙈 Thanks to @marnieween.bsky.social and @sophienylcholin.bsky.social for holding my hands 🦊 Feels great and euphoric ✨️

Oh my, being poly is such a bliss. Yesterday was like walking on clouds with the people I love 🥺♥️

Looking forward to LARP season this year ✨️ Since my last outfit check, I want to wear armor more often 🔥

This gal is on her last nightshift before seeing her loved ones again, nothing can stop this bitch ✨️🦊✨️

Nightshift 2 out of 3 almost done, Im so tired, I want to sleeeeeep, I want headscratches from loved ooones qwq

Finally getting a new ID after procastrinating wayyyy to long, so its #Bürgerbüro time ✨️

Waking up in the middle of the night and thinking about the patient who decided for himself today to be in palliative care and ending the current high flow Oxygen treatment that keeps him alive. He asked his wife to put on some music for him and the rest of the shift, rock music could be heard from

The last few days at work were filled with emergencies, a lot of stress and barely any brakes. But even if incredible exhausting I got lots of reassurance about my capabilities as a nurse which feels pretty great. And now just one more shift till seeing @sophienylcholin.bsky.social again ♥️♥️

Lets gooo, one more shift before seeing girlfriend tomorrow 🦊 Im feeling euphoric and kinda hot today ✨️ Fuck, besides all the downsides, I love being a nurse ♥️

I survived todays shift, my brain is melted and Im wearing fox ears to decompress todays stress. Does this mean being a nurse affects my mental health?

Good start with no real stress, my brain still was cooked in the evening tho 🫠