And even if it took till 4 in the morning and I fell asleep during it, I like it a lot ✨️

If I would be president of the United states I would assemble a team of people whos only purpose is to fuck my brains out I would call them : "Rail force one"

And some more pictures, looking forward to wear it in warmer temperatures. I was freezing my ass off most of the time 🥶

First picture of my new Larp Outfit in action ✨️ so happy how it turned out :3 I was at Legenden von Toussaint 2 and got photographed by the wonderfull Calle Plantiko

I guess the decision is made. Now its time to prepare everything for moving to cologne ✨️

Im rebuilding some parts of the outfit of my LARP character. So far I really like where this is going. Misses some weathering and extras but thats on my ToDo list ✨️

CN medical stuff on ICU A 33 year old patient with a CK value so high, nobody of us believes it or has ever seen it before. 4.7 million. The range of when its considered high is 170. Poor dude shredded his kidneys, through a (probably)drug induced Rhabdomyolyse. So far hes stable under dialysis

Tried out a more "goth" look yesterday when going out with @valkennte.bsky.social Im so happy how it looked in the end 🥰 I need to do this more often ...

Mother fox ❤️❤️

Having a 21-year old patient ask you "Could this kill me?" And not being able to answer anything but "Yes" feels so so weird. Really follows me home. The patient has a huge peritonitis with 2(!) Super resistant bacteria (4MRGN) and we only have a single antibiotic that is usuable with the infection

my resolution this year: we survive

Commission for @sadalligator.bsky.social

Damn. What a nightshift I just had. Three experienced ICU nurses and all of us were so busy we couldnt even help eachother out. We were lucky the other ICU Unit could give us a hand. 4 unstable patients and 3 even if stable still high care patients really gave us a hard time. The worst thing: 1/2

Im very happy that I reached a stage in my transition and healing journey where I feel comfortable in my own body. I can create incredible lewd and nsfw pictures and videos of myself and then afterwards look at them and not die of cringe but actually think they are hot ✨️ Fuck yes 🔥

Halloween 2025 for this foxgirl ✨️

27. Alaskan Red Fox A cozy one, who loves going in the woods for foliage or for picking mushrooms! #foxpopvli #foxtober2025

Think I havent felt that much joy over a video game in a long while, when @marnieween.bsky.social and me finished this cart in our minecraft survival world. One player can even ride in thr back! Its sooooo cute 😍

Felt cute at work today ✨️

Today is one of these days where living away from my partnerpersons is extra dreadfull. I really need a hug and someone scratching my head while telling me everthing is gonna be fine 🫠

I love this dress sooo much, and I definetly need to get more ripped tights, cant wait to wear it more often again now, since it gets colder 🥰

Meine Tochter (2) die "Porsicht, Porsicht" sagt und dabei die Hand beschwichtigend austreckt, als ihr Bruder mir zeigt wie hoch er springen kann ist auch das süßeste was ich diese Woche gesehen und gehört habe 🥺

Bei uns im Polycule ist heute Sommernachten. Seit 3 Jahren machen @valkennte.bsky.social und ich das um das Weihnachtsfeeling ohne Familienstress zu haben und haben nach und nach alle introduced. @sadalligator.bsky.social letztes Jahr und @sophienylcholin.bsky.social dieses Jahr ✨️🥰

The gamescom trains are already paaacked and stack delays. I just want to go to my partnerperson after a long nighshift, pls let a poor queer through🥲

Heres some current pictures of my Witcher Larp Mercenary Hannah de la Rue, In quite happy with the way she developed ✨️ With @valkennte.bsky.social Photos 1-3 by kate.raw and Hannah Gritsch on Novigrader Nächte Photo 4 is a picture taken pre game on Velen sehen unf Sterben #larp #witcherlarp

During pride preperarions @marnieween.bsky.social and me tried out Clownmakeup for a lil project we wanted to do over this and next year ✨️ Happy how it turned out for a first try :3

So much going on currently, mental health is urgh but atleast pride in cologne with the polycule was awesome ✨️

First pictures of Geddes VII arrived and what can I say ... Im very happy with how my characters armored look works ✨️ Photo by Devitha

Knowing the people I love, all get along together aswell is great and fills me with happiness. Not being with them rn because I have to work is still painfull tho 🫠 Can I not live closer to them (or with them)? 🥲

Today in the car my son referred to me with my name, instead of "mom" when talking with my partnerpersons. I asked him shocked if Im not his mom anymore, to which he answered clueless "No you are everyones mom here", Of course the two front seats couldnt hide their lil goblin grins qwq

Its tummy tuesday ✨️ After a few very bad mental health and dysphoria ridden weeks Im feeling better again. Especially since I realized how much I love wearing croptops and how fem I feel again, Fotzen Frühling here we go 🔥

Perpetually

Its getting warmer and I start to feel comfortable enough with my body to wear stuff that lets my shoulders and collar bones be visible, take that dysphoria ✨️

CN: sexual stuff Time to go shopping with that post orgasm glow ✨️

My new LARP character is going more for a light summer attire so I'm only doing plate armor on hips and legs.

Habe am Wochenende meinen Korb Rucksack fertig gemacht und dann direkt den neuen Charakter fürs Witcherlarp anprobiert. Modding kommt noch aber erstmal bin ich so ganz happy.

Neue Bilder von meinem Witcher LARP Charakter Hannah de la Rue , freue mich sehr auf die kommenden Cons dieses Jahr ✨️

Oh today I managed to be so overstimulated I feel physically sick. Headache, Stomachissues, ringing in the ears ... wtf

Funny how in just 3 days, to close friends came out as trans to me seeking advice. Both of them on the same spot of my couch funny enough. Im trans mom now, come here dear, Ill comfort you and hug you while you tell me that your egg cracked ✨️🏳️‍⚧️✨️

This day was filled with dysphoric downs, euphoric ups, a huge amount of love for my partners and now a nightshift to end it with, lets see how iz goes 🥰 ✨️

Dann werd ich mich wohl zur MAV-Wahl aufstellen lassen auf der Arbeit 👀 Mal schauen ob das was wird ✨️

Exhausting week but even with extra stress I manage to crash way less than in the past. Glad to see some progress ✨️

eepy puppy hours

Eat the rich! "Well obviously this isn't literal it just means we should reduce their wealth and control and-" No, i said what i said. Eat. The. Rich.

Im doing better step by step, either its the sun hitting my skin, or Im actually getting better ✨️ Also met @inu-the-kiwi.bsky.social outside of larp, was awesome 🥰

When the kids suddenly both eat their food without any complaints and even completely, dont fight and are just the friendliest little cups ... who switched them out while I was in the kitchen making food for them? 👀

CN mental health Soooo, well I didnt expect digging up trauma in therapy, to throw me into 24 hours of disassociation. This was a ... new experience 🫠 Im better now, but had to literally take off a day of work.

CN Therapy So erste Stunde Traumaaufarbeitung in Therapie, Im kinda nervous 🫠