😞 How do y’all do it?!

Successfully hit 200g of protein yesterday. On track to do it again today. What is happening to me?!

Screw it I can’t think of a good caption lol

😳 I wanna do steroids so bad y'all

Today is the first day since the meet where I feel 100% back to normal!

FUCK I’m gonna have to relearn Sage 😭

I cannot believe I never bought Dawntrail and now EC is just around the corner

Wow a pink singlet really leaves nothing to the imagination. I see why black is the popular colorway lmao

Kinda shocked I PRd twice at my first meet

Hopefully the first of many!

Meet day is here! 🙌

Post meet massage booked! I’m ready to be pampered 🙌

5 days

Why didn’t I take more pics when I was younger

You know…instead of guzzling gallons upon gallons of our drinkable water to generate fake roided out men to thirst after, you could just follow the real ones. They’re not hard to come by on social media!

Everyone keeps telling me the last week or so before a meet is the worst for training. Unfortunately they are correct 😭 I do not feel well prepared at all 😬

I’m gonna feel like the biggest dope in the world if these go right back up 😞

Very nervous today about the meet coming up. Like I’m not ready enough or am somehow going to embarrass myself. At this point the only way out is through 😮‍💨

Corporate needs you to find the differences

I need new ink 😩

I worked out in pants yesterday and didn’t melt into a puddle. The hyperhidrosis meds are working! 🙌

'wait when did chuck tingle get political?'

Man those surprises would’ve been killer to see in the actual movie

Should I come back later or

My gym finally got a hack squat I could cry

Finished RE9! My first one since 5 🥹

I’m gonna have to start eating only ground beef and rice aren’t I? 😭

It’s probably not great that my sense of self worth is tied to the one thing I can do sort of decently But here we are 😩

5 weeks out. This is gonna blow. Maybe I’ll just skip it idk

Pragmata the same day as my powerlifting meet let’s gooooo!!!!!

44 days out 😬😬😬

Hey y’all! It’s Emerald City Comic Con time! I’ll be in artist alley at table C-12 all weekend. I have some new prints, stickers, comics and some Big Boy Social Club cropped mesh jerseys and BBSC camo hats! If you’re in the Seattle area, come through and say hi!

God I just want to go home and play more RE9

Not Remedy! Control 3 is about to be an asymmetric multiplayer games with a battle pass and daily log in bonuses, isn’t it?

What do I do? What can I actually do?

I bought RE9 but I forgot how much of a baby I am

These were fun

I booked my flight to NYC! Wild how they aren’t refundable if you don’t pay out the ass

Well there no way in hell I’m getting that hat lmao

That could get me back into pokemon games. Please be good 🙏🏾

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Only vanilla protein powder from here on out. This chocolate one has me ready to barf and it’s only been a week

Hey y’all! The Big Boy Social Club cropped mesh jersey preorders are live! Both the black and pink are available for preorder and this time around. I have sizing available from a 8XL to Small. Pre-orders close February 28th! 💖 ohheydj.shop/products/big...

Well this was a shitty end to a great block but at least this came out of it

Made it to the gym for chest, shoulders and tris. The gym really does put me in a better mood.

Back in the 400s! LETS GOOOOOOOO!

On the quest to un-fuck, strengthen, and grow my forearms

I keep seeing headlines about major a/i deals falling through and it just warms my heart 🥰

Mobo purchased! 🙌 Slowly but surely getting this build together