Me: I miss chuchu. People: He's in heaven. Me: But heaven is very faraway.

I miss you everyday

I miss my pet.

If you're not going to help, I'm muting myself.

I don't want to do anything.

a great start to a day

IT'S LOTTICHU! just chatting & asobo~ feat. strawberry catto (🍓^•⩊•^)~ @lottichu.sgvtubers.com #SGVT #vtuber #vtuberEN 📅 Nov 2nd (Sat) ☆ 2024年11月2日 (土) ⏰ 10:30 EDT / 22:30 SGT 📺 stream link: twitch.tv/niconiconii

the nap didn't help 😒

Going to take a nap and shutdown my brain.

i keep telling myself it's a temporary state. I'll feel better with time and get through this but I keep sinking. It's increasingly getting harder to feel happy.

Really being a girl failure right now.

Sobbing away in an office

I'm so tired of trying to be better.

Playing valo tonight!

I've been spamming yokoyoko all day.

Anyways enough yapping. Tonight I'm playing left 4 dead!! Super excited as I haven't touch that game in a long while.

The amount of times I've cried in my bed this year just cursing my own life and asking God why is too damn high. But I feel a bit lighter these days. I'm enjoying my time, the games and the things I do. And I think it's important to take note of these things.

But I think the me before, would be proud of the me I am today.

At the end of it all, I'm just a really lucky person I think.

The friends I've made before vtubing and their unwavering support through my stages of life. I am forever grateful to all of them. The friends I've made during vtubing and how interconnected my life is with them now, I'm super thankful to know them all.

I just find it a bit funny that to discover myself better, I had to put an identity in front of me.

The vtubing experience ironically showed I was not a cog in a machine. That maybe for once, there was something genuine I wanted to do and felt happy doing.

My entire life before vtubing was putting myself second. By enjoying my oshi streams I felt something new for once, to do something I deemed back then as a "selfish" decision due to the required investments on time, money.

My oshi has helped me on so many occasions, super grateful. I feel teary just reflecting.

All it took was watching one tiktok of a bird in the ER looking lovingly at the owner before the owner left the hospital and IM SHATTERED.

I think a part of my soul flew away with chuchu.

Super excited for a project. But gotta put in the effort !! 😚😚

another starter pack!! pls lmk if i missed you ⬇️ go.bsky.app/MudPyNC

From the screens 📺 to the vents 🕳 to the ping 🏓 I should swing 💃 start of round 🤓🔫 that's their thing peek 🫣 from ramen 🍜 I'm mogging 😮‍💨

Resisting the urge to buy coffee.

Stuck between pursuing dreams or financial stability.

Vtuber Introduction♡ I'm a strawberry fortune cat streaming from Singapore! I stream on twitch, tweet at x and intend to be more personal on blue-sky. 💙 youtu.be/tA2IfsGwPnQ?...

SUNDAY

I used to sing more in the early day of streams but I stopped because of a loss in confidence. Maybe by doing more collab covers, I can find back that courage one day.

FATHER BEAR WITNESS TO YOUR CREATION

First time ?

Oho.

Why do people like to complicate things.

Good afternoon! ❤️

So how do I get that sweet domain name change wink wink @sgvtubers.com

Eating dinner but playing this shortly !!

His 💰 barber stands on 👇🔛 the 👦 second floor Why can 💦🏿 I 🤔 still see 👀👀 his forehead 📽📽 with 💦🤤 the 👏 comments 👅 open? 🎁 SHUT 🏻🏻 IT‼️

ok enough chatting. see you later at 9.30pm GMT+8 at twitch.tv/lottichu

Guys be nice 🥺 he's got alot 🤯 on his mind 🧠 he's been told🗣 to hold 🫴 that thought 💭 all his life 👶. Bro's sweat 😓 dries before it reaches his eyes 👀 ! He needs bangs! 💇‍♂️ Brain freeze 🥶 will cause an avalanche ❄️🏂! I wonder what timezone ⏳️ his forehead 🤔 is in? Depends on which way ⬅️⬆️➡️⬇️ he's facing❗️

10 mins more before I nyoom home!

A sniper's💦 dream, 💯 megabytes of memory 🧠. He has beforehead☝️, forehead🫵 and afterhead👇. Bro's brain vertical 🏢 no matter who he race 🏃‍♂️ he's gonna have a head start 🤯. Frontal lobe ❌️ frontal globe 🌎. Bro remembers ✊️what happened tomorrow 🌌✨️🔮✨️!

I think the lack of sleep has caught up to me. The coffee is wearing off and my human battery is draining fast

yes mommy waiting for u to come back 🙏