If there's any Jeff Vandermeer's Southern Reach series enjoyers in my midst you recognize the words and may know where this is going 😏 had to mashup two of my favorite cosmic horrory things 💖

1/14 #RaideoArts #IronLung

Bee shrimp wearing a bee hoodie

Your moment of calm is a grosbeak singing from the top of a tree.

Keeping her favorite old chewy stick nearby...

I'm sorry my second contribution to the bloodymary/bloodstar community is some meme shit #RaideoArts

She dident eat it :(

I gave her a peas

Oh my god just finally made my first batch of beans from rancho gordo (and first time cooking dry beans ever) and I GET THE HYPE NOW. These are some good fucking beans... trying to stop myself from ordering more even though I have a lot left to go through from the batch I literally just bought 😂

So I have been getting really into the bloodymary crossover ship, don't look at me... Simon is equal parts traumatized, comforted and annoyed. As with everything, Ryland isn't rly sure how to handle it but he's trying his best 🤷‍♂️ #RaideoArts

Having a real bad time but the timing is really shit bc a close friend is having a much Badder time and I feel like I need to suck it up and hold it together bc I have to be there for her but like I've been borderline suicidal for almost month now so idk how to just snap my fingers and make it stop

I would like me and the people I care about to catch one singular fucking break for a change PLEASE

Same, this one watches my every move like the autism creature

Photos I've made of all the different crayfish species I have kept over the years.

Doodled this Simon in my therapy notebook while waiting for our session to start today (bc I have felt like I'm in the god damn iron lung emotionally lately 😬) #RaideoArts #IronLungFanart

I think I finally recovered enough from the lady gaga ticket financially for my rancho gordo bean order 👏

my whole feed today

Haven't drawn jugohan/十五露 in a little while 🥺 #RaideoArts

He is riven

Here’s my love letter to one of my favorite bands, Babymetal 🖤🦊🤍 I drew the Yuimetal era because I went to a handful of their concerts around that time. #babymetal #sumetal #yuimetal #moametal #babymetaldeath

I try not to tag creators bc I imagine they get tons of tags, but I got people askin if I'll do limited prints of the Iron Lung Great Wave fanart I made, and I don't wanna do that without permission, so I'm givin it a shot! @duskdev.bsky.social @deadlymelodic.bsky.social feel free to dm yes or no!

The fact that I had a weirdly sudden voice drop yesterday and into today was extra hilarious given it was TDOV. Idk about me being that visible but AUDIBLE? Definitely. 😂

Helping the water go up the tube faster

Idk how id ever explain to someone that i had to pick myself up out of a spiral bc it was stressing my crayfish out

At my limit honestly how am I 33 and have barely lived life. Why does everything feel so impossible. I feel like there's no fucking hope to fix myself enough that ill even know what i need to be happy

I know Ive probably already said this but I love how when I get up to go to the bathroom at night and my room is dark sometimes if Ena is out and about I can still see her little light shape in her tank come up to the front and reach for me as I walk past 🥹💖 hiiiii girl

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Im being held hostage rn

The experience of going to a big concert in your 30s #RaideoArts

Artblocked as hell, letdown from many things I was looking forward to this week all being over at once, sit at my desk to try and draw and my foot hit something soft.... it was my good friend astraspis plush 🥺 #RaideoArts

More on her mirroring me constantly: yesterday I spent the first half of the day with a hellish migraine and couldn't get out of bed and she decided it was best she stay in "bed" in her log too 😂 she was like "OUR migraine..."

Children love this classic.

Hope yall can see in this pic, it's kinda blurry but; Ena tucks herself into her log about 75% of the time when I go to bed, which is very sweet considering she is an animal that is usually more active at night so I guess she just adopted this routine bc she sees me doing it 😭💖

Me: -gives ena her dinner (an algae wafer)- Me: -makes my own dinner and comes back to my room- Me: -sees ena happily eating in the front of her tank- Me: "Wanna eat dinner together? :)" Ena: -backs away slowly behind her tank decorations- Me: "Wow ok :("

see? here's the thing. A lot of people are like, the earth is fucked, it's beyond salvation, it's hit the tipping point, but time and time again we see that if we just fucking fixed the problem, it rebounds so incredibly fast. Imagine what could be done if people actually cared

Im extremely lucky I was gifted with special Cooking Only spoons that usually cant be exhausted by other bullshit so I have a will to live, friends AND good food 😏

The Great Wave On AT-5 (Iron Lung fanarty redraw of The Great Wave Off Kanagawa by Katsushika Hokusai) #IronLungFanart #IronLung

How it feels trying to finish this huge fanart project I have been working on for the better part of three weeks now before I start any other art

Amen to this. Getting enough protein if you have a physical job or disability or special dietary needs is actually rly hard so I for one am happy that it's become more available and easy to get (if not less expensive 😭)

Tried to take a pic of my creature....

Why is animal print almost exclusively big cat patterns when these creatures exist?

The animal

She does not care in the slightest that I don't want her digging the silicone...

Guys I was in a terrible mood but then my crayfish DRAMATICALLY turned to look at me as I walked by and she had her chewy stick still in her mouth and I lost it 🤣 bad mood completely evaporated, I love my silly girl so much 💖

So sad that more and more folks these days seem to have a debilitating turn signal allergy 😔 if they touch the turn signal lever in their car once they will die

New car wrap design idea where it just says "USE YOUR FUCKING TURN SIGNALS, OH MY GOD" really huge on every surface of the car

My crayfish comes up to greet me in the morning when she sees me wake up (if she is also awake) and it makes me emotional 🥹💖

Simon the convict (cichlid) lol