The new cat is warming up to Bitty.

On top of all of this I have been struggling with chronic pain. I think my job is wearing down my body. I limp after every shift because I'm hurting so bad. Apparently I have pretty bad sleep apnea and need to get in with sleep medicine, but they canceled my appointments in Nov and rescheduled Feb.

Had a braces adjustment yesterday. My ortho told me that my teeth are perfect now, but I can't get them off yet until I find out what to do about my two missing premolars. I never developed the adult teeth, so I have two symmetrical missing teeth on the bottom row. They maintained the empty space.

Happy International Non-binary People's Day. Stay angry. #nonbinary #enby #trans #transgender #trans Art by @mxmorgan.com

if you're gonna harass my stalkers, do it by sending them origami tutorials or other crafts until they get a real hobby

We got a new cat, her name is Janelle. So far she fuckin' hates Bitty lmao. She was a TNR living on the streets. Shes about 1 year old. Just adding to my collection of stray cats.

What do you think of my date is she cute

I straight up don't do art anymore because I'm so depressed. Idek if I can call myself an artist these days. I used to persevere artistically but ever since my dad died and I abandoned my original socials I've been too mentally unwell to love art anymore.

We are welcoming a new kitty to the family tomorrow if she is negative on her FIV test. Her name is Janelle.

People always talk about drain removal and how painful it is after top surgery but then I hit them with "I removed my drains at home" and they become mortified. I genuinely didn't feel either side being removed and most of my chest is still pretty fucking numb lmao.

I love that I'm old enough to be excluded from youth events that are for folks >24 and younger but I'm young enough to be excluded from the 30> events. Maybe I should just fucking die I guess. Why do I feel othered even in trans spaces? Fuck.

being opposed to kink is inherently tied to assimilationism and always has been

you feel like you failed at life

Oh my fucking God Labcorp mixed up my lab orders and did the wrong one. I fasted 16+ hours for my lipid panel and they took my blood for HRT, which I didn't fucking need yet. But also my T is 230ng 🙃. That is not male range. I'm so upset and dysphoric about this.

I guess Mitch McConnel is braindead. In November I'll be voting for Charles Booker a third time. I hope he wins. Kentucky needs a socialist senator. Kentucky needs this. I need this bro. Please.

love that there’s more fatfur representation at this years dealers den, but it’s so fucking unreal how many stands just don’t have sizing displayed on their clothes in the big 26

Shooting guns in fursuit is incredibly dumb and cringe. Idk why the fuck you would handle a firearm with like 20% of your vision. Furries have common sense challenge level impossible.

Godspeed to everyone attending Anthrocon this year. I can't even go out on my deck to smoke a cigarette because it's so fucking hot. Summer in the rust belt is no joke bro.

Just walked downstairs hours after starting a load of laundry to my washer malfunctioning and flooding my entire laundry room and bathroom. :)

My provider is making me stop Accutane for a week so I can get my labs redone because my triglicerides were like 550+ 😔.

howl. gouache painting on paper

The worst part about exclusively getting black trad work done is that it's kind of excruciating. It bleeds, sheds, and scabs to a degree the fine line people will never know. Something about when I'm getting black packed in makes me grind my teeth and want to start screaming.

She didn't know she would turn into a gruff fat man lol

Got a new tattoo because I felt like it lol. It's sick as fuuuuk by Kris (@serpentinetattoomachine) at Penumbra in Lexington, KY.

Latias nap

The humidity in Denver is 9 percent. The humidity back in Kentucky is 56 percent. I'm so sick of living in a subtropical climate I could genuinely puke. I need to sell my fucking house.

Going home and I'm sad. I don't want to be in Kentucky anymore. I'm sick of the sticky subtropical climate, sick of the people, sick of the politics, and sick of the ridiculous taxing. I want to move out west. 😭

Just saw a wild horse for the first time in my life

Just saw what looked like a toy poodle with a "service dog" vest taking a fat shit on the sidewalk in Reno. What service is he providing bro

Reno!

Shots from Lake Tahoe.

Just swam in lake Tahoe and it was so fucking cold it took my breath away and I started shaking violently lol. Also I saw these baby goslings that were not scared of people at all.

Spent some time by the lake. Going back to Reno for the night. The desert is weird.

Went to see the biggest trees I've ever seen in my life today.

One of the airport employees asked me if I was a minor bro I just remembered that. Why did she ask that

I got engaged to my boyfriend of 5 and a half years in San Francisco yesterday.

🐖

Some pictures of the bay

We never take photos together so I am ENSURING we take them during this trip.

Hmm

I'm going on a plane for the first time in my life tmrw kind of scared.

In two days I'm leaving for San Francisco and Lake Tahoe. This has been planned for like over a year and it's here but I can't bring myself to be excited. To be totally honest I'm more depressed than I have been in years. My brain won't turn off. I hope I'm doing the right things.

I just saw The Last Act last night. It was really good, I liked the ending. My favorite character canonically has my deadname tho lmfao.

Everything feels like a dream. I want to wake up. No matter what I do I feel like I've done everything wrong and deserve to suffer for it.

I'm not sleeping tonight.

One wish

I know people have good intentions but it would be nice if I didn't have to see conspiracy theories about someone I cared about and loved every time I go on social media.

I'm so depressed. I think I'm going to have to go back to therapy. I am not doing well. Everything feels like it was turned upside down. There's so much pressure and I'm cracking. Every time I go on social media I'm reminded of everything that has happened. I wish the noise would stop.

She said "father why did you express my anal glands"