i finally got less nervous about speaking german badly but now i am home and its no longer needed 😔😔😔 ich hatte gern eine tee und eine eiersalad brot bitte!!!!!!!!!! danke!!!! scheun!!!!!!

fellas... DB train delays are no joke... i heard the stories but i shrugged.. i was like haha, why are people so stressed? i take it back... i get it now 🥲👐

after con vibing before we gotta go on our 6 hr train ride back to NL 🥺💖 ty hamburg you were fun!!!

and bc my hubby wanted me to post his haul as well, here it is 🩷 I cannot tag in rows, so here are the artists in now particular order: @braudraws.bsky.social @strayuu.bsky.social @mochinuu.bsky.social @junlisart @daveyperkins.bsky.social @vogelvrind.bsky.social

My Polaris 25 haul! Top row from left to right @captainhanyuu.art , @vogelvrind.bsky.social , @karinarehrbehn bottom row: @narrenstrich.bsky.social , @milkyheaven.bsky.social , @tvchany.bsky.social (pink/green print), @strayuu.bsky.social (dmeshi sticker), @melonalemonade.bsky.social (cat sticker)

ive had a suser machine for like idk 3 months and ive not even plugged it in i am still cutting stickers by hand 💦💦💦 exposing myself and vowing to change my ways soon

hamburg time!!! 😭🙌 first time trying to fit my whole current set up in one case... i had to be very creative with my displays... i still cant exactly lift this thing... 💦 paper is just heavy

dreaming of making mini pins but its hard to find manu who make smaller than an inch 😭 maybe i will start with a bigger design...

flat #ffxiv

my sis in germany last time (but in dutch): omg whats german for 4 me: vier her: ja vier!!! what is 4! me: vier!!!!! her: IM ASKING U!!!!

saw demon slayer movie yesterday and i cried so much 😭 im happyyy i also love the villains in this series theyre so well done

just realised im slowblinking at people like theyre cats im trying to befriend 😭 did not sleep enough hahaha

my fav thing this year is how my brother got himself 3 months free full wage when they tried to lay him off bc all their contracts were ai written slop lmao, the real legal advisor they got to try and fix it basically laughed and told him to have a great time 😂

mspaint mog #ffxiv

hm yes the traditional raw birthday herring 🤗🤗🤗 important

Passion Tax is so real. I've never known an artist who wasn't just scraping by -- even the ones you think are successful. Even the ones working in studio. It makes you feel like you're insane, fighting for scraps.

rough health week but we're pulling through 🥳

also found a dead bat on the floor!!! i was excited and took pics 😔 passerby lady did not share my enthusiasm... idk it was my first time finding a dead bat

decided to randomly explore a random cute town today with a friend it was cosy 💖 we played our favourite game where we pretend to have incomes and point at cute houses saying lets live here 😩🙌✨️

Misc

grass 👐😔

decided to reactivate hike club… dragging my friend kicking and screaming 🥺👍

🌟My ko-fi shop is open now! 🎉 New FFXIV: 2 Postcards, 1 Moogle Stickersheet, 6 big single moogle stickers New SoS: Ann charm; Ann and Popuri Stickersheet New: 12 Big Stickers, 1 Notepad Restock: G'raha Tia Maid Acrylic Charm ko-fi.com/shihoran/shop #ffxivmerch #xivmerch #ffxiv #storyofseasons

If you’re visiting Akihabara, Tokyo, this month or next, maybe pop into the Gundam Wing pop-up store in Atre (above the main station). It opened on August 8th and is planned to run until September 28th. I’ll hopefully be checking it out next week, and will share photos! ✨

finally cleared all the boxes and so i deserve a liddol treat 😔✨ i loooev gummies

I made a free* webcomic template site for Carrd! If you want somewhere to host your comic but don’t want to bother with building a new website and having to use plugins then this may be for you! (Link below!)

i talked to people abt ffxiv last weeken and now im searching if i can somehow play it on my crusty mac again 😭 i miss... my chocobob...

i made matcha puddings but im super impatient so i keep checking every 30 min yo see if theyre set yet 😔😔😔

pool mog #ffxiv

i wanna take con loot pics but i have not free table yet 😂 the chaotic clean up continues... i also still have my dokomi loot in a bag for this reason...

couldnt make anything new this abunai due to chronic flare ups but im glad i was well enough during the event and it was a lot of fun 😭👐 its certainly been an interesting year for my health but im very fortunate that i have the space to take things one step at a time

its become a tradition for me to just spend 10+ hrs playing totk after a con and do nothing else 😔💖 today back to unpacking and counting, i got extra stock for the next few but i need better storage

THANKS FOR THE FUN WEEKEND @ abunai HOMIES YYYYYYEEEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH💥✨✨🌟🎇✨💖❤️❤️❤️❤️✨✨🌟 @suiamena.bsky.social @vogelvrind.bsky.social #misc 🐁🐁🐁🐁🐔🐔🐔🐥

looking at this pic from my booth last weekend and til now i didnt fully realise how stupid small my little face hole looks 😂😂😂 people had full conversations with me like this |🙂|✨️

feeling a bit more burnt out than I thought so I'm taking it easy while I am reorganising and building a new proper office and storage space for myself 🫣 hope everyone is doing well!!!

I don’t want to be a content creator. I don’t want to be thinking about when is the best time to post or what is the best type of content to post for maximum engagement. I just want to be an artist and I just want to make art.

recovered and immediately had to jump into restock orders , packaging and stamp rally 😱 would love to do a non alnst one after this because thats all ive been doing so far eeee

got food poisoning the past few days in germany thankfully it was after the event 😭💦 was a bit out of it and missed lots of messages ooff

@vogelvrind.bsky.social This ralts sparks joy to me! The colour palette goes so hard, I had to get it.

but if i'm not allowed to feed artists into my artist killing machine it's going to be basically impossible for the machine to keep killing artists. is that what you want?? and before you answer keep in mind this is a very expensive machine

just heard i got into another event through lottery but its in 2 weeks mid dokomi prep so 💦 maybe I will regret this 😂 prepping mini stamp ralley for it too!

ive been thinking about sunday from hsr so much i forgot its a day in the week 💀 i really keep turning my head thinking random people are talking about him

insta is no longer square….. since when 😭😭😭 i prepped all my posts to be squares lmaooo im not actually on there except when friends send me stuff 😔

recovering from facts in belgium 😭✨ it was funn but now im overflowing with too many things i want to work on for dokomi- need to do the tedious stock organisation first

my dad tried to prank me with popping chocolate but it barely pops so it failed and now he is sad!!!! how dare they!!! 😭

cant believe its been a month and a half of my family being sickly and just having flu after flu 🥲 finally on the mend, i'm starting to have a voice again too as of today 😭 my parents also came through alright, we lost a lot of sleep these past weeks especially whew

dokomi confirmation came in 🥺🤲 extra motivation boost!

i was so excited to use my egg blanket i forgot to bring the connector parts to my gridcubes for the set up on friday 🙈🙈🙈 im a clownnn

i am still recovering from last weekends event, it was fun so worth the full body muscle pains 🥺💖 currently sorting through the chaos that is my leftover stock and messy work files