hi, everyone. it's an hour and a half till the big '26 over here, so i guess as good a time as ever to do the customary overly-personal end-of-year reflection... 25 was kind of all over the place for me. i've felt more disabled than ever, generally struggled the most since lockdown, and also while--

i <3333 how much emphasis this game is putting on navigational puzzles. the hidden doorways in this thing are so telgraphed that it's like "spatial awareness for children" BUT it's not actually well telegraphed at all without mapping

(pointing and waving my hand excitedly) ouh thats my autism.... thats my autism right there!!!!

what if.... ninja baseball bug girl

bweh bweh bweeeeeh

thinking about how in wizrdry gaiden 1 i equipped a cool sounding ring on one of my party members, and it instantly changed their class completely out of my control. but it changed it to one of the best classes in the game so it was cool actually

been thinking a lot about the evil applins from ninja baseball bat man

it's so beautiful that girls can be bugs

goodnight everyone. i am going to go to bed and think about women... i may even wake up thinking about them too. life is so interesting. so many possibilities

sorting pics for this month's journal and this one just really embodies how metroid 1 is the silliest game ever. the lava is fake. there's a hole below the floor below the lava. that means the floor below the lava is probably fake. this whole segment was probably my fav bit of the whole game

bweeeeehhh

i did itttt i played streets of rage 3 fully. it was with oomf so we're both posting these writeups at the same time so sorry if i'm repeating her :p

bweh :)

i think early blobbers have an unfair advantage compared to other rpgs cause even if the combat isn't wonderful you get the inherent satisfaction of drawing cute little maps, or the personal RPG power progression of being familiar enough with a zone to run through it without one

sometimes i forget about the "being a lesbian" bit of being an aroace lesbian and i get blindsided when i start thinking about women nonstop. so silly

i think i've been wholly underestimating the strength of the phrase "fake video game" until playing golden axe. i've called a lot of games fake in the past and earnestly believed it but i think genuinely nothing holds a candle to this one

golden axe arcade ending with an FBI "don't do drugs" psa image completely broke my brain

Ornstein and Smough (DARK SOULS, 2011)

wizardry gaiden 3's first area being more intricate and clever than anything in the first game, and also having enemies with guaranteed sleep attacks *before* the first area..... yep. that's my videogame. that's my videogame right there!!

one more before the year's out! i find myself inspired by an awful lot of games, even ones i don't particularly love overall, and i wanted to dedicate some space to talking about to a few of those ones that might not get much of a spotlight from me otherwise: faearie.neocities.org/posts/2025-2...

good morning everyone. I just woke up and immediately started thinking about women

new avatar still needs like five more revisions probably but it is nice to have a representation of me that i can point at and be like "yay i like that"

one more before the year's out! i find myself inspired by an awful lot of games, even ones i don't particularly love overall, and i wanted to dedicate some space to talking about to a few of those ones that might not get much of a spotlight from me otherwise: faearie.neocities.org/posts/2025-2...

spent a lot of the day playing ultrahard arcade bmups then jumped in a vc watching one of my friends playing spore and i'm like. damn. video games can be anything

so who's gonna 1cc ninja baseball bat man with me in the big 26

i love that talking to a lot more people this year has gotten me exposed to and genuinely interested in a lot the things that they like. because i think my friends liking and talking about something is one of the things that gets me most interested in things atm

if i can be honest christmas is never a very easy time for me and this year was easily one of the hardest in recent memory. so thank you to all the cool people in my computer and my phone who helped make this week a little easier to get through ♡

Me and who

merry christmas? WRONG. aegis reflector

yeah sure i'll post my topsters now as well. first is a smaller list of favourites, second is a bigger list sort of a mix of favourites and 'cool stuff i want to put on other people's radars', leaning away from all the super most popularest stuff

anyway, for a good little bit of positivity this Posting Season: should have one last piece out before the new year. it's a much more casual one, but i say the word "holism" a lot about an obscure ps1 game which makes me sound a bit much like a youtuber. curious how this one'll go down

gonna need all the strength i can get for the next two days so i need all of you to occasionally stop whatever you're doing and start praying incredibly hard for me like that bit in earthbound

i'm like absolutely not going to do this or anything like this, but i like posting this stuff anyway because i like it when my friends tell me about cool games they like. i wonder if any of my friends want to tell me about cool games they like that they think i would like as well

despite how much i've verbally disliked stuff like number/star ratings the sick and twisted part of me is that i really like to take things i like and organise them into neat little boxes and i think it's a lot of fun

i like bugs

this goes for all of you as well

the results are in, and all evidence is pointing to buggirl

I've decided that everyone has to be so nice to me today

i think they should start putting motion inputs in 3d action games because it would be really funny to do a little wiggle before using darksouls blast or something

one of my friends noticed this like a month and a half later so it was worth it probably

If I just posted my faea slop picture here, would that be cheating? Otherwise I think you should play Spider The Video Game, because the plot is crazy and the music is cool.

i'm like absolutely not going to do this or anything like this, but i like posting this stuff anyway because i like it when my friends tell me about cool games they like. i wonder if any of my friends want to tell me about cool games they like that they think i would like as well

on my new year new me shit (23rd of december)

saved the series

killed the series

goodnight every one. bweh

doing a bit of reading for a casual little piece i'm writing and ended up learning that atelier marie gb got a fan translation and there's one in the works for atelier 3.. big news for girls who like games about girls sifting through menu options for hours (me)

bweeeeehhhhhhh