aww they let me turn my furry yaoi into ayaope.

the one time i drew ayop being cute for valentines #umamusume

DON'T LET THE BASTARDS GET YOU DOWN 🏳️‍⚧️ #art #tdov #transart

i lied I have tons of backlog to post. Let me get to it in a minute

just realized you still cant turn off ppls reposts here it might be over.

i saw "Firstperson pov for fics is inherently dogshit" discourse again and its making me want to steal shit out ppl's house

Lying through my teeth and saying i'll give up on drawing horses to my 4K twitter followers. It was for fun. Not because I was Going crazy or anything. i promise. :

also as an addedbenefit bc i holed away most of my weird grudges and volatile irrational anger-isms calmed down. but also my shippreferences are still strong as fuck so (oops

i Don't have anything new so have this drawing of ayabe in a trench coat #umamusume

stop thecar I just realized how much i posted about ope on here before. Okay so unsurprisingly my thoughts have remainedbasically unchanged

hi Twitter scared the living shit out of me and made me feel evil for being alive so I thought that I should probably come back here.

yeah what the hell ill put him here too

my bones Fucking hurt

i think fandom would do well to bring back the concept of "a reading" which is different from "a headcanon". a headcanon can be anything and is total fun. a reading works with the text to come up with particular interpretations of the work, its characters, etc.

i love u ayabe

Drawing het couples having babies and raising a family and the cool girl now has timeskip long hair and is cooking a meal is like eighty million times more scarier and more perverse than any kink art ive ever seen. You could pee in someones mouth 5600 times and still not achieve the same rating

like obviously i'm paranoid and have moderate to severe trust issues and maybe a persecution complex but also oh my god I hate saying anything about my anime girl ship. Bc the monos are scaring the shit out of me

being on umatter like I'm trying not to get run over by cars

hmmm.

kafka vc Fuck this stupid baka life. #umamusume

my beautiful cutieful ukeful overlord narcissist .

yeah alright sure i should get more mentally ill about ope i still look too normal somehow

dont kys babygirl ur my fav tin soldier

d*debros on my right and certain uma veteran fans on my left. I gotta lock in or im FINISHED!

idont know if this is petty I dont have the time to explain the concept of a he him lesbian to random horse people on twitter. I feel so cursed

why is it that when i beg ppl not to skip straight to boane and watch rttt first no one heeds my call. help me

TWITTER NEEDS TO DIE!!

i love opdt I'd never talk about them to other people that isn't yuling though

Gripping my head in despair as i am both too smart and too stupid at the same time

shedding a singular tear rn

ayaope

trying to talk about ayop without sounding insane:

i need everyone on twit to get out of my business oh my god

i dont think ope is particularly Depressed or empty... lonely for sure tho... i think he's a tad bit quixotic if anything

i kinda want to get rid of my utau/vsynth backlog here just bc the experience was genuinely that bad 😭 the worst time id ever had w a community I tried to genuinely connect w

Im scarwd of 99gen fans on my twitter I juwt come here everytime im scared. Tbh

ayabe we are alike so you gotta kill me (in killing me you will have faced a part of yourself.) Ayabe. Ayabe where r u going

literally the knly thing i could think of while watching hannibal s2 was "he really like spurring people on in the name of 'self-improvement.' bc tapping into your desires is good (tap into them until they eat you whole and kill you though!)." no i wasnt thinking of ope what r you talking about

“I feel somehow connected to you! …That’s why I must somehow settle this score!” ope says this while cornering ayb into accepting her “rival” role. ope *does* sense something in ayb but she can’t present that recognition/kinship vulnerably so she translates it into a “score to settle.”

I'm in ayaope jail (rkgks from shithead site) #umamusume

need them out of my head

ayop but i hate coloring rn #umamusume