‘turn around, bright eyes’ ‘and if you only hold me tight, we’ll be holding on forever’ #chreon

‘turn around, bright eyes’ ‘and if you only hold me tight, we’ll be holding on forever’ #chreon

name’s marty! i’m a visual developer and freelance illustrator, working on personal projects and commissions in a garden shed i turned into a workshop. i wrote this post in a vicinity of a lawn mower. you can hire me to draw anything: ✉️: [email protected] 🗯️: patreon.com/martyfive #portfolioday

no time for portfolio day, i’m very busy spending all my money and three hours of my time on getting that leon s kennedy blond in a hair salon. i’m so tired of seeing my ugly mug in the mirror. good grief this is boring.

saw some dudes discussing how exactly leon is still so ripped in his late 40s if testosterone level tends to lower the older you get. can’t believe the sillies have missed the canonical moment in the second game when leon tells his girl friend claire he’s trans. losers didn’t even play the games

(turn around)

took a power nap with the stream turned on, clutching the phone with both my hands. woke up just in time to witness four people getting home from a spectacular work trip. cried. can’t fall back asleep now. observing some crazy people in the chat instead. impressive stuff all around.

COMMISSION i did for @eppy.bsky.social! still absolutely enchanted by it 🌙

tumblr marked this as ‘mature’. cannot see why. just some spilled strawberry sauce? pfff

pretty sure the only two things keeping me away from a constant panic attack today are my 500g jar of bio tahini for 7,99€ and my leon s kennedy style haircut i got yesterday

april 6th

you don't actually hate what you're creating. if it was made by someone else, you'd like it. you'd say it's cool. you'd say it's inspiring. you can easily imagine another artist drawing this, and someone else liking it. you only doubt it because it's yours. stop. it's okay. you're allowed to be.

i’ll just pretend i didn’t spend at least three hours of the easter sunday drawing this wonderful man dead in the arms of his husband

yesterday my matcha oat milk espresso (rip) told me to draw a vampire lady wearing a big hat, and who am i to say no to that request? she loves blood, i love coffee, we’re alright.

The Banishment of the Nox #EldenRing

here we are [ #moomins #art ]

my latte whispered of hyrule fields to me this morning [ #tloz #totk #art ]

total eclipse of the heart started playing on the radio while i was in the car. as i’m sure anyone would do, i started thinking about two married old men fighting zombies for a living. then i thought about death. red is a very fun colour to paint, you know. peace is not an option anymore.

yesterday my matcha oat milk espresso (rip) told me to draw a vampire lady wearing a big hat, and who am i to say no to that request? she loves blood, i love coffee, we’re alright.

pretty sure this is a holy shit situation

‘oh you should have killed me when you had the chance’ #chreon

‘oh you should have killed me when you had the chance’ #chreon

senior citizens alert

fix your hearts or die #transdayofvisibility

important message from my girls today☝️ #martyfiveocs #ocsky #TrueRefDT001

‘let’s give them something to talk about’ #chreon

🧼💀 h̶e̶a̶t̶ hit the gym again #ghoap • #potatoarts

someone on tumblr asked about my working process in rebelle, and i just figured out how timelapses work, so here’s a sped up version of the last five hours of work on this piece. it’s a chaos and i live in it.

‘let’s give them something to talk about’ #chreon

funny how as soon as i boot up rebelle my traditional background rears its head up to remind me that i still do everything exactly according to my factory settings, and the change of the medium didn’t really change anything at all. guess i’ll just be here then, forever missing my tempera.

went to see cmat and her insanely sexy band in münchen, and words can’t describe how fucking awesome they all are… i wanna be a cowboy, baby! but cmat is actually cooler than any cowboy out there.

funny how as soon as i boot up rebelle my traditional background rears its head up to remind me that i still do everything exactly according to my factory settings, and the change of the medium didn’t really change anything at all. guess i’ll just be here then, forever missing my tempera.

“my turn now” jan, 2025

do you guys think we can all pitch in a couple bucks and hire ethel cain to write a song about leon s kennedy?

the goddamn coat won’t let me live my life in peace smh #chreon

😒

cross-stitched #chreon

you can either pull this off without a reference or be mentally stable. choose wisely

we really don’t talk enough about this. i’m in no contact with my family, and i have zero generational wealth. no job. all my income comes from commissions and patreon. the only reason i’m still alive is my partner’s well-payed job. i’m not even ashamed to admit this anymore, this is just my life.

sketch i did today while fuming over tumblr dot com’s bullshit

who did this .

family is… us and all the blonde girls we saved along the way

i’m tired of pretending i don’t wanna draw leon kennedy 24/7

first you spend 15 years of your life depressed. then one day, when you’re finally free- here’s how your back starts feeling. and the therapist says the drawing is good. and you say the drawing is what got you here in the first place, followed by your mother. but at least you feel alive, right?

‘you own me there’s nothing you can do lucky you’

got me acting unwise #residentevilrequiem

behold someone’s hand on someone’s thigh

on a scale from zero to nine how fucked do you guys think i am

so… chreon fanart. yes/no? doesn’t matter, it’s already too late. sigh

metamorphosis #re9