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I hit a depressive slump preettyyy hard early this year and fell back out of the habit of trying to be more talkative and leave more comments. Hopefully next year I can dust myself off and get back to doing that again because I miss it TT_TT

I feel like I should try to post at least one or two pieces of art before the year ends, especially since I have some sketches that were mostly finished months ago. But the apathy, man. How can I make myself care about art and sharing art again?

Mixed feelings on the changes to Essek aside I do love a complicated and twisted parent-child relationship so Deirta's whole thing in ep7 was fun.

I hate that every week there's something stupid like an Everyone Has To Drink Pee Now Bill and the alert sounds to CALL YOUR REPRESENTATIVES THIS IS NOT A DRILL and you really wish you could just trust them to not go for the pee drinking bill

SILKSOONNNGGGG DLC NEWS OMG!! VIBRATING.

Team Cherry Holiday Sign-off! Hollow Knight: Silksong - Sea of Sorrow revealed, the original Hollow Knight refreshed, and more! Read the blog post here: www.teamcherry.com.au/blog/holiday...

I hate to say it but animated M9 Essek feels like he was written for the side of the fandom that crashed the fuck out over the reveal that he did evil things for selfish reasons. idk I feel like giving him a sad sympathetic motivation takes something away from his character arc that I rly liked

I've decided to be so brave and edit a fic I wrote with the intent to post it. I'm super not used to sharing my writing with very many people so this is a step outside my comfort zone yayyyyy hopefully it doesn't suck. <3

I'm going for the under 5hr Skong run and I fear it's only a matter of time before I start getting ideas about Steel Soul, too

I'm being jumpscared by people finding the art on this account again. I still need to color that dragon bq makeout, noted!

Hoooly fuck M9 animated really knocked it out of the park with Caleb's backstory episode, that was brutal as hell.

lrp: Holy hell that price point is way beyond me but it's cool to see it being made

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Lady Maria #Bloodborne

Oh I still need to finalize her design, but in the past year I wanted to make a new sona for myself and have gravitated towards her being a cheetah. ^^

I just bookmarked the Cheetah Cub Cam, this is the fucking cutest

ngl it's pretty rough to look at artwork you made a few years ago and realize you actually did have the potential to go so much further with it, but the combination of mental health and the financial precariousness of it all just said: lol no

I misssss doing polished illustration work. TT_TT Was going through past pieces and just thinking about how badly I want to have this back for myself

soul of sovereignty chapter 3 is out now! #soulsov gigidigi.itch.io/soulsov

Aw man I really missed the M9 I'm excited the animated show is finally out!!

Is there anything more hopeless and demoralizing than a job search where even bottom of the barrel entry level stuff you're overqualified for won't even get back to you lol. Is this it. is the bottom of the barrel the best I can ever hope for or what. fucking hell is this shit bleak

I've been doing a colored sketch of one Silksong character a night for the past week and I think slooowwwllyyy it's getting the art wheels turning again.

I saw the aurora last night!!!

I'm circling back to do Twisted Child ending and I'm lmfao at the way GMS even while cursed feels like a leisurely stroll in the park after Act 3

On top of everything else that's been rough lately I've been developing some kind of weird intermittent chronic pain issue that's been an interference more often and it's like. C'mon man. Really? Can't I catch a break

No hate to the artist, they are very technically skilled, but the svsss hardcover art on the dust jacket is really not doing it for me at all. It's bothering me that sqq's got the same dead expression on three covers in a row now. Can there be a speck of warmth on the fourth one, please? TT_TT

the pogo siblings having fun #hollowknight #silksong #hornet #animation #art #2danimation

YEEAAHHHHHH!!!!!! SILKSONG 100% COMPLETE WHAT A RIDE HOLY SHIT

My biggest pet peeve has got to be people using psychology speak to talk about fictional characters while clearly having no clue what the concepts actually refer to. But pointing this out gets people very defensive so I tend to choose quiet annoyance over mentioning anything ffffs

Skarrsinger Karmelita #silksong

Hornet has definitely earned a Character of All Time award from me btw

I've spent so much time with Silksong the past two months that now that I'm staring down the final boss, I'm reeling a little that oh my god this is finally it. Over 100 hours and I'm so excited but I can't believe it's almost over!!!

Act 3 Silksong rly fucks so hard man

the 2 kinds of sv merch and they're all made by fans

I can't lie it's very funny to me how mad anti-bq people are about the new extra. Why do you go here at all if you don't like them lol

While I was working my way through Coral Tower I somehow got a bug where I was knocked to 0 masks but still alive. I healed too quick to think about it but I wonder how it would have functioned if I kept going. Would the next hit have killed me. Would I have been temporarily immortal

I love that more than half my time spent job hunting is researching if something is a scam or not. Then half the time even when it's not they aren't actually actively hiring. Real great market we got here right now, this is so motivating and doesn't make me want to just lay down and die at all

I have extremely mixed feelings about getting a new version of svsss. Will reserve judgement until we know more that's actually confirmed, but: On one hand, it's exciting to receive a new extra. On the other, an updated version to conform to censorship really really sours that. Eugh.

I'm totally used to feedback and crit when it comes to art, so idk what it is about writing but the thought of asking for it on that makes me nervous. Maybe because I have a lot less confidence that it is any good at all? Maybe because I see it as harder to 'objectively' improve on?

Unfortunately this one can't be made into prints for blatant violence (my work usually skirts it; not today), but I can likely get them made elsewhere if there's demand. Did you know lionesses will sometimes take out their males when the pride is under intense pressure? That's pretty cool. #art

When I think about the desire to return to original story projects I've always thought of it in terms of reviving my longtime beloved OCs ,since I've already gone in depth with them before. But lately I've wondered if it might be better to start with something fresh before reworking old ideas

WAWAWAWAWAWAWA #silksong #hollowknight #silksongart #hollowknightfanart #art

Even taking a few days off from Silksong it won't leave my mind. Skong brained rn. I'm rotating Hornet

There are some pieces from months back I could probably easily touch up to be worthy of posting in like 30min each but man it is hard to even muster that much w this intense burnout!!! This year is really the worst I've ever had art block in my whole entire life and I know why, but damn dude

Silksong is fantastic and I'm overall having a blast but I think I need to take a break with another game since the difficulty of it combined with its length is fatiguing me a little.

Dr. Jane Goodall filmed an interview with Netflix in March 2025 that she understood would only be released after her death.

A SKONG ENDING HAS BEEN OBTAINED!!!!!!!!!