Was in my 1st+ last NM rellie with a man who had been ENM his whole life. Boundaries the same. His beef was that I was (mostly) unaffected by his dating life whilst he was affected by mine. He ended up breaking boundaries bc of it. Men can't be NM w. people who can match them. They want you weeping

Been blocking all morning

I really wish the best for Meg. It really feels like these dusties get with her just to later tear her down and say they did it. GET AWAY FROM HER YOU FUCKING LOSERS

Love when a man is a little tipsy and he starts speaking sweet nothings 🙂‍↕️

Whew this is war flashbacks for me😭

Do I have it in me to go back and read my favourite Yaoi? Will I survive the angst and yearning?

As soon as Taurus season started I was reborn. Hated everything about the first 3 weeks of April.

This. I had a friend who would play my voicenotes in front of her man and chat about them with him without my knowledge. I found out when he asked me something incredibly personal at an event and was like oh yeah, I heard it in your VN. Suffice to say we're no longer friends. Nasty work.

Literally had an (ex) friend cry on my shoulder cause we found out a mutual friend was being stalked for at least a year and didn't say anything until it got bad. Only for said ex friend to enmesh with a guy who admitted to her he harassed our stalked friend a few years ago. Evil. Dangerous. Scary.

I went and sat in the sun today but the absolute monster of a headache I got from doing so is making me mad. I have had 2 litres of water pls release meeee

*shakes fist at sky*

Whatever the hell was going on in Aries season? Don't do that shit again.

Being edged as a collective where the outcome could be nuclear warfare is really a brand of psychological terrorism beyond my comprehension.

Genuinely thought I died last night that was the heaviest sleep of my life😭

Meeting someone you really want a connection with and them wanting that with you but the timing being horrendous is really a kind of hell that I don't ever want to experience again. Hate it here.

Desperate for human connection, fearful of human vulnerability

I'm really in the throes of a depressive episode that makes me want to not be on earth and instead of fantasising about how I could do make that happen I just got up and started making bread 😂 god I hate what therapy has done to me sometimes

Trying to date whilst having finally accepted the depths of my aromanticism is exactly that quote about madness being that thing you do over and over again expecting the same results ☹️ the grief of it all

Mass hallucination baby

Going back to pole lessons in a few weeks I'm so excited

Same

Pissed off and stunning is such a great description 🥹

Hysterical

The bumblebees is chunkier den ever

Lemme tell you the most diabolical thing- matched with somebody who is not black (I live in Asia so my pool is not big, okay). Chats were lovely til they linked me to a video of them speaking... In a full blown American blaccent. Whew. Let me go lay down🙂‍↕️🙏🏿

As soon as I see someone justifying the use of AI I just block. I'm not about to hear alladat you already told me the type of person you are.

Remember to make art with your boner. It doesn't have to be a horny boner, it can be a brain boner or a heart boner. Make art that makes you happy and appeals to your own freakish sensibilities. This is imperative.

Squabbling with the Pope is so ??? Anyway as a retired confirmed catholic who spent the better part of a decade in 3x a week catechism classes and serving the church as an altar kid, I can say with certainty that catholic papas are truly a petty bunch that squabble for fun. This is lightwork.

Sometimes I gotta say no to that babe too. We got sweet treats at home 😭

Praying for the end of America as a global power or anything remotely close to having any geopolitical legitimacy in my lifetime and other prayers 🙏🏿

It's only me in this life lemme get to work

I don't know what's going on but I cannot stop sleeping! Release meeee

Spiritually, I don't feel good

A curse on everyone who makes this possible.

How do I work through this unprecedented time I mutter to myself for the 20th time this year.

I'm the magician of my own world 🙂‍↕️💚

Waking up after my night in a love hotel with a bump on my head, no feeling in my throat and a limp 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

Me, visiting the moon and inexplicably opening the dating apps to find one guy on the moon. This year he hopes to visit Japan!

I've been hearing my blood circulating loudly in my ears for months. Should I be concerned?

So what if I asked this babe to sketch me something so I can get it tatted as a tramp stamp. I feel like them seeing their artwork during backshots would be so 🥺

Crawling to Monday when I'll be tongue deep in a long make out session and other activities 🙂‍↕️

Long overdue. Thank you for the push

(angriest I've ever been in my life) “Lol, ok sounds good”

Happy that in my 30s if I don't like it I'll tell you I don't and we either fix it or part ways. Suffering in silence is not my portion any more.

Nothing irritates me more than people coming into my messages to use me as a self regulation tool. You will absolutely get the response "this is between you and your journal" don't piss me off.

there will not be signs— I will simply tell the world. kinda like a warning. 😂

Unhappy married people trying to convince you that marriage is worth it is actually evil spellwork. Don't let them speak after the first sentence. Don't curse me with a bad time.

Project Hail Mary gave me peak platonic love and my smol aromantic heart was so thrilled. I wept an ungodly amount of tears for that

Absolutely no idea how I survived a 7/10 chronic pain day at work but let me tell you, there was absolutely a cost. And I'm lying in bed now, debt and all

Yessss