At some point you realize that after all you're the only one who could (and should) deal with all that. I used to create in isolation, firstly — because I was afraid to show my works, now — because I know that it's only my burden to deal with. Let it be. New stuff coming.

Вааатииикаааан. В подворотне нас ждёт маниак

That's the largest amount of Resolve's cache I've ever had -_-

The player inside my head™ switched to shuffle and had chosen to play Tragedy by Bee Gees tonight. The original, not even the Celldweller's version. Okaaaay

He's asleep on the top of the door 🥹 #pigeonsky

Back to training (again) 5/10 😑

You: spending hours and hours so the master sounds clean, without clipping and unnecessary distortion Random Instagram reel: MOAR, LET'S MAKE THEIR EARS BLEED

Why there's the ChatGPT but no CharMBR?

Preparing for the release of next @nonfigment.com single, and for the first time it will be at @ampwall.com too!

This. (And also, "the AI stole my art" is the top of that iceberg of shit).

No fear but only loafing in Belgrade #pigeonsky

Back in 2000s my uncle (with whom we, sadly, don't communicate at all nowadays) gave me a USB drive with some music he loved. The biggest discovery I made from that collection was the Helicopter Girl. It was so different from what I listened to these times, that mesmerized me.

Tuesday was hyper productive, I made final edits to the track, re-made music video, made a teaser and a backdrop for the promo site. Wednesday I cannot remember, because we had a FaceTime party with mom. Work/Drink balance

(not) celebrating the birthday of putler with those happy fucking tunes™ We can't wait for the day that you're never around When that face isn't here and you rot underground Archive — Fuck U (Noise, 2004) open.spotify.com/track/34ebeH...

Signed up for the Postman and that was the worst user experience I had recently. After the signup it takes you to the fucking AI-chatbot "onboarding". No option to skip, it demands to to write questions about the functionality. Sloptimisation™

(Playing Indiana Jones) Indiana: *puts on a nazi uniform* Me: Well, now we're not Harrison Ford but the Harrison, um, Volkswagen?

I put a poll on my Telegram channel for the next single's artwork: the new variant I love, the late version, the initial version and a very bold concept with acid colors and overall "out of place" style. People: voting for the concept

The fluffy one we released on Wednesday returned. Sleeping now inside, safe and warm #pigeonsky

Trying to process this shit show of events

The landlord came and told us that he's "declares war on the birds" and will put a net on our balcony. Still trying to figure out how to overcome this, but utterly devastated, and had a panic attack. #pigeonsky

Boat goes to the left 🛥️ Loaf goes to the right 🍞 #pigeonsky

Week/End

Green 💚 #pigeonsky

Extrawelt — Swallow the Leader (In Aufruhr, 2011) #nowplaying open.spotify.com/track/37MSBx...

And still my favorite typo is FUHRERMORE

And immediately after searching for Ozzy in the neighborhood, I caught a juvenile pigeon with some infection. I think I must open a vet clinic (no).

Little Ozzy flew away, managed to escape through the visually very small opening in the window vent. I am devastated, but also... If he done this, it seems that he's recovered enough to survive. But I'm waiting for him to return, like Baka did in previous year.

It's so easier to write dark, dystopian things than good, happy-ending tales of a better world. But I am trying.

Test subject arrived. Definitely more comfortable than my Samsung Buds Pro, but sound... Need to understand what is different, and if I like it or not. The Dial is 🔥, great thing.

Ozzy 🥹 #pigeonsky

2021

Ozzy and Zanussi #pigeonsky

This bigfoot will go to the vet today. #pigeonsky #ozzythepigeon

Woke up today, and first notification I saw was from Steam, because @tennenbaum.bsky.social send me a gift. Or, better to say, THE gift: Thanks bro 💜

Based babushka says:

Coo needs a photoshoot? #pigeonsky

Astronaut Ape — Consequences (Openness, 2022) #nowplaying open.spotify.com/track/2ZuaAp...

This November will be 15 years since release of Meyrin Fields. Broken Bells — Meyrin Fields (2010) #nowplaying open.spotify.com/track/5yxLSS...

After the recent meltdown it's hard to find things that won't trigger it. Unfortunately, it could be triggered by literally anything. Writing? Yes, I am afraid to end the book. Remembering life at home? Definitely. Memories of a friend I suddenly fell in love with (and couldn't confess to)? Aha.

Thanks to @snurretop.bsky.social for the discovery of this 💜 Emancipator — First Snow (Ooah remix) #nowplaying open.spotify.com/track/1P5T6q...

Well, I survived. New demo — done. Hanged on a wall a picture of cuckoo with the feather, it will be a talisman for the future meltdowns.

Next generation of iPhones will scratch the concrete with it's glass.

Depression: now with autumn flavor. Want to cry and jump out of a window, but have things to do.

Re-read my old, notfinished novel. And it is better than I thought. Love the characters, again, and miss them, and their version of our world 💔

Olivier Orand — Bliss (2022) #nowplaying open.spotify.com/track/4CKJ8c...

OMG, I will never be tired saying how beautiful and deep every Monolink's work is. www.youtube.com/watch?v=WWzZ...

His seeds. #pigeonsky #ozzythepigeon

Phased out

Pretended to be a bartender (for one evening)

Friday?