I will cry and scream and throw up about this till the end of time but I find it so hard to balance healthy nutritional food vs food I'll actually eat vs food I have the energy/time to prepare

in april I didn't get paid back from the insurance for rosie's meds so I got an itemized reciept of all of the payments I've made and sent that off so I'm hoping I'll get the money from today's meds and the meds from a few months ago

Went to get Rosie's meds and the bus on the way home is running 40 mins late so what should have been maybe an hour out the house is now pushing two hours. I'm so tired of being unable to drive, if I could drive this would be a 25 min journey at most lmfao

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I still dont have my assignment results 😭

I've been on the verge of falling asleep all day and nothing is helping this cannot be normal

I'm so restless I cant function unless I'm doing something but I'm so exhausted I cant do anything so all I want to do is scream

I still think about the brain dead cunt I had a whole conversation with who was using AI music production and asked me "so just because I can't play any instruments I can't have a music career?" girl imagine if someone was like "just because I can't play football I can't have a football career"

My mood today has vastly improved but good god my body is painfully rebelling against me and I am not sure i will survive xoxo

woke up today not feeling like utter shit lets goo divas

Weve been painting in caves and making seashell necklaces since the dawn of time and when civilisation collapses and we go back to the stone age we won't have your AI shite we will go back to painting in caves and be better off for it

I painted to get my feelings out and holy fuck do I feel so much better now Its been a while since I threw paint on an actual canvas and just fucked about I keep forgetting that sometimes I just need this

I might go back to rereading captive prince, my maybe a wee bit problematic (only book 1 seems dodgy I promise besties) but ultimate comfort series that literally helped me realise that I was worthy of healing from my trauma

idk what to put in my bio anymore because not to be dramatic but idk who I am anymore

New PlayStation marketing just dropped

with the way things are my only hope of ever getting top surgery is to get a job that will physically and mentally destroy me because I'm too disabled to work full time but I probably cannot save for it on part time. waiting lists for first appts with gender clinics are over a century

She loves to photobomb me

My social anxiety is really bad, has been since the weekend.

I hate the fact that a huge part of the reason I don't enjoy creating or consuming art anymore is because of gen ai slop. I've let it slowly destroy my love for something and I hate that I cant turn off my brain enough or get out of my head to go back to how I used to be

JOKER: Not so fast, Bat-JERK! My LAUGHBangs will leave you BLIND as a BAT! BLUESKY BATMAN: Oof. Many people suffer from reduced vision. Not funny. JOKER: It's like, it's a pun. It's just wordplay. BLUESKY BATMAN: Sorry if I'm not in the mood for "jokes" while SCOTUS shreds our constitutional rights

Science is fun xoxo

I make it so very clear on all my dating profiles I sometimes am sex repulsed and people still have the audacity to act like whiny little bitches when I tell them I'm not horny and I don't want to fuck and no you cannot change my mind and no I do not know when I'll be horny again

RSD going crazyyyy now divas

Tomorrow I'm doing a practical experiment for my course which basically involves cooking potatoes to measure the percentage of water in potatoes and after I'm done and have recorded the results I am going to smother those fuckers in cheese and eat them

Feeing a wee bit hungover today 😭

I've just realised I dont think i have any plans for like 7 days holy fuck i am gonna relax so much and just recharge myself

Absolute gender tbh x

"life, it never die. women are my favourite guy SEX. I'm wanting more. Tell the world, stop the war" gotta be the most iconic song lyrics of this century

chat they're making me learn harvard referencing again I'm going to jump

Days getting shorter for the next six months all because this drama queen earth is tilted on its axis. Stand up straight you ass hole

Gonna put on a binder when I go out later but I'm kinda just cutting about the house like this rn and I fuck with it

A conversation recently made me realise how much I've grown because there was a time in my life where I was incredibly jealous and insecure and the idea of having a partner leave me for someone else or pay more attention to someone else would have driven me out of my mind and made me do anything

still haven't got my results so my tutor is defo driving here now to run me over. only explanation

Terra getting balcony time again

being edged by the live storm tracker cos there's a storm very, very slowly coming toward my area but it seems to keep stopping lmfao

Me: Okay, there's been a thunderstorm, the heatwave should be over now. (New health bar appears) (The sun is now named 'Sol, Starflame of Regret') (Objectively the greatest piece of classical music ever recorded starts playing).

my mums being tone deaf on facebook cos I shared a video about the 1976 heatwave and how it caused thousands of deaths and how crops failed and the UK had droughts and my mum is just like "best summer ever" girl

Stayed up until 4am watching thunder, its back now and it woke me up. Only got like 3 hours sleep come on 😭😂

I could wake up in the morning to the result of my second assignment and while I'm fairly confident I've got a good grade there's always the chance I did so terribly that my tutor hunts me down and hits me with their car. Could go either way really

I'm actually enjoying my game of thrones rewatch because the earlier seasons were so so good and I'm loving looking into the foreshadowing and like picking apart the narrative with the hindsight that I have now

I got that summertime swagness

gotta stop crashing out on the timeline but jesus christ. I'm tired of feeling exhausted all of the time rn, I can't do half of what I can normally do before I burn out and idk why, everything feels 100x more demanding than usual and I've got uni work to do on top of all this

I think I'm going to be dating exclusively T4T and excusively nuerodivergent because jesus fucking god it's so exhausting just trying to date someone but having to constantly explain things to them. I am happy to share my experiences with people who are willing to listen and learn

I'm really not feeling great today

i won a voucher prize on the postcode lottery and i was looking at it yesterday but then my lift showed up and the prize i want is now no longer on there I'm going to jump

I really need a week with zero plans soon or I'm going to shoot myself

Rosie won't stop waking me up going mental with a toy and I'm seriously about to lose it

gaslit my cats into accepting being combed by saying "treat" as I do it

also i went out for a walk and within 5 mins just didn't want to be outside anymore so i went home, never done that before 🤷‍♂️