i have realized that the cure for my personality disorder is to not have a personality

"Professor White Boy " has perished. They found him self harmed at the bottom of an elevator shaft. Thanks for the fucking smiles, Professor

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just reactivating for a few to say not sure if internet is for me, having friends is for me, social interaction or anything else is for me. might leave

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i definitely don't get why some people like to put their BPD diagnoses in their bios, just by having been open about it i feel like people treat me very differently and are a lot less likely to side with me on anything. i really don't want that to be the first thing people know about me.

i feel like i've been doing a lot better with DBT and I've had a lot more patience and grace lately, but sometimes I wonder if i'm just imagining any progress because it tends to feel like the more i improve the less charitable people treat me. has anyone else dealt with this with therapy?

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one reset I'd personally appreciate: behind the insistence that we must offer the electorate a little bigotry is the idea that commoners are more bigoted than the richer and more educated, who can be appealed to with high minded policy. but then you Ctrl+F "phrenology" in the Epstein files

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i think what a lot of people don't realize is that many low-income people also don't want shit to suck. they think people poorer than them suck, so they must like it when shit sucks

anyway, because i deserve body positivity, here is a picture of my freshly showered bosom courtesy of my canon powershot SD870

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man im ngl sometimes i see someone being like "why aren't americans talking about the bad thing that's happening in <country we are not heavily involved in>" and it's like what do you want me to do exactly, ask trump to overthrow your government? you probably dont want that

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sometimes my anxiety makes me think about how raped i would get if i had to go to prison for some reason

the more i find out about that murder-suicide in rhode island, the less i will ever worry that i'm too malebrained ever again

you guys mind if i feel good about my body for a moment? figured i'd ask first this time, let me know if not

im applying for a job at twinkhon hooters

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it feels so bizarre to use "learned helplessness" as an insult

im so hungry i could be a horse

ok for some reason i keep biting the dickens out of my lip in my sleep and then waking up to it

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i opened my window and now my apartment smells like someone eating doritos in the school cafeteria

BPD is crazy, like yesterday i tried to drill a hole in some wood at the maker space but every time i saw someone on their phone i got convinced that they were texting someone to come kick me out and humiliate me for being bad at drilling holes in wood so i had to leave

i demand to be euthanized

it's great that we get presidents day off, but it also feels kind of pointless when a bunch of non-union employees spend all day monday piling up work and emails on our desks

putting all your money into philanthropic endeavors is not necessarily the same thing as not having had any money in the first place, and it may be noble but it is a different experience and therefore will result in a different perspective and outlook

feeling a little down i guess but it's ok i suppose because i have a lot more photos to post this week Ewing St. Mooring 📷 Nikon N90s / AF Nikkor 35-70mm f3.3-4.5 🎞️ Scala 50 (Push -> 200) 🧪 Rodinal 1+25, semi-stand negative, 22.5min Catalog No. R0145-030 #photography #filmphotography

so anyway. since my positive traits apparently count for nothing, i think if the hospital does not call me back about a consultation by the end of the week i am going to end my life.

weirdly i didn't get a swarm of hangers-on replying to me with "omg girllll thats sooooooo gross im so sorry *hugs* cant believe this app is free"

whenever people are wronging me, i try to look at it as an opportunity to learn grace and patience

let me set the record straight: there is 100% nothing wrong with having a boob job. i have said this lots of times before and i will continue saying it. get those boobs girl. if anyone tells you i have a problem with that then you should report them to the ministry of lying bitches

went to the hardware store yesterday and the playlist was crazy. elliott smith, big star, red house painters, etc. miniboss: the hardware store that makes you want to kill yourself

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