crushing on your former enemy #aescara #arlelumi

man. it is so... so much quicker for me to draw in a style like this than in other styles ive been attempting for the past 2 years. my anime roots follow me everywhere

#doomreedweek2025 Day 1: Old friends #doomreed

crushing on your former enemy #aescara #arlelumi

“converging paths” by ambrosiaperi on ao3 did something to my brain i think #aescara #scaraether

wip but i laughed so i share

went pretty well i think? some good signs some not so good signs but nothing definitive atm. my sarcoma was so rare that there isn’t a lot of data to compare it to. they’re tackling my (kinda severe, oops) anemia first and then will reassess once that’s resolved

damn theres something kinda personal about getting into a relatively obscure ship. i feel a particular fondness for it

#原神五周年 カウントダウンイラストを担当しました！ お祝いという事で、フリーナとナヒーダを華やかな雰囲気で描かせて頂きました🌸

“converging paths” by ambrosiaperi on ao3 did something to my brain i think #aescara #scaraether

my first oncology appointment is today!! let’s hope i hear good things and remain cancer free now that the surgery is over 🤞

thought long and hard about where this pattern came from. still no answer. however when i was in elementary school i made a comic where my self-insert helped inuyasha and kagome get together and then she got with kikyo

Happy #Bisibility Day to those who celebrate. 💙💜❤️

making fun of myself bc apparently the only thing i draw ON REPEAT is catharsis related to guilt and repair ahahahahahahahha

pieces from this summer

Some more sketches of Edwin's Venatori father ✨ #DragonAge #DragonAgeArt

thanks to everyone who sticks around even when i draw things they didnt follow me for this is what it feels like

i missed u elf yuri

when you’re nice to me online this is how it feels

thanks to everyone who sticks around even when i draw things they didnt follow me for this is what it feels like

"fake idgafer" is such a great and useful term that describes my taste in ships 99% of the time

nier replicant is still my favourite game and continues to be. i think about it and get teary eyed. i wish everyone a very "please play nier replicant"

if i MAY be so bold. i know and respect that the naming convention where topping character comes first in ship name is well established in fandom spaces, but as someone uninterested in sexual dynamics... the way i personally read relational dynamics in ships does not change at all with who does

eehehehehdhebsddbdhdvhevhebd scaraetherlings

and really, I do not believe that everyone needs to "get weirder now," or that everyone needs to "make more nsfw," etc. what I do believe, however, is that everyone should look to those already making that work and sit in dialogue with them. support their work, substantiate their humanity.

if you notice a pattern of fake idgafers in my art.. well. that says nothing about me and you saw nothing

i missed u elf yuri

okay thank god i’m finally feeling like i can draw again. sometimes new brushes do the trick. thanks procreate

damn man idk every time i draw now i feel disheartened by it this blows

i was right #aether #nier

attempting to break myself out of art block by drawing scaramouche looking as pathetic as possible

i feel like i've forgotten how to draw 🫠

i was right #aether #nier

first oncology appt next week let’s hope my car survives another trip to denver lol

getting asks on tumblr asking why i didn’t continue my arcane/jv related character design project and having to answer “yeah sorry i had cancer :/” is awkward as hell lmao

had to get her out of my system I LOVE DRUID MOMMY #genshinimpact

a mutual said i should draw paimon as weiss im cracking up

was just thinking to myself how to translate aether's features into something slightly less anime and then just realized. brother nier. oh my god. i'm going to test this out and see if im right

LRT i'm still obsessed with those two pieces and come back to them regularly. enemies -> lovers is a mouse trap designed specifically for me. squeak

#aescara 首に手をかけられてもお互い動揺しないけどその意味合いが違う〜なそらほ

on the topic of me branching out art-wise again i really really miss making more stylized work like this. you’ll probably see some of that

also all the things i said pertain to my dragon age friends as well but i’ve been a part of that community for over a decade so they already know i always come back to the things i love ❤️

hi guys!! kind of back now!! two updates 1. i'm severely anemic due to post-op complications so working on that but that answers the mysteries!! also my scan showed no signs of metastatic disease atm yay <3 2. i think i need to draw other stuff to refresh! i'll still draw jayvik + fulfill promises

friends give me strength. i am so sleep deprived and am nearing the end of my work day but i have one last session today (it’s 1-2 hours). then i can go take a nap. but i need to be alert and functional for the next while. i can do this. i can do this 😵‍💫

hi sorry i'm not here or drawing much atm, just handling hospital/oncology appointments and trying to be with my irl folks some during all this. you know the drill. gotta make sure there's no cancer after the surgery bla bla. so far so good though!